Verse 1:
I sound like a hopeless queen
I wonder if it’s obvious to see
And I analyze so casually
I fantasize so dangerously
I scare over any and everything
I wonder if my nerves are deadening
I feel depression is forever with me
I wonder how long forever will be

Chorus:
I wonder…

Why am I so unsure
Why’m I afraid I’ll crack
Why am I afraid I’ll make a wrong move
And what’s this urge for the past
I wonder…
Why do I feel I have no control
Why do I feel that that’s doom
Why do I have a dislike of not knowing
Must be another letchu
Why did I give into the cigarette
You like my daughter’s song
Do I have an internal affair
I wonder why you’re like alcohol
Why do I dread my life
Why’m I a castaway
Why’m I always hooked
Who would I be without vocal b
Is life always an elevator ride
How well do I remember me
Why’m I inviting you not wanting to
Oops have I done it again
I wonder why you’re such a fuckin’ asshole
I wonder why I don’t know what I really want

(Will I ever get well possibly
I wonder’s that a possibility
For me to live un-vulnerably
Such a change so drastically
I said will I ever get well possibly
I wonder’s that a possibility
For me to live un-vulnerably
Such a change so drastically)

Verse 2:
I devote all my energy
To finding out what is wrong with me
I wonder how I should be feeling
I guess I should be sad and weakening
Or am I just supposed to be angry
I forgot the way I’m supposed to speak
I wonder if I will deteriorate
And do I have these thoughts permanently

Chorus:
I wonder…

Why am I so unsure
Why’m I afraid I’ll crack
Why am I afraid I’ll make a wrong move
And what’s this urge for the past
I wonder…
Why do I feel I have no control
Why do I feel that that’s doom
Why do I have a dislike of not knowing
Must be another letchu
Why did I give into the cigarette
You like my daughter’s song
Do I have an internal affair
I wonder why you’re like alcohol
Why do I dread my life
Why’m I a castaway
Why’m I always hooked
Who would I be without vocal b
Is life always an elevator ride
How well do I remember me
Why’m I inviting you not wanting to
Oops have I done it again
I wonder why you’re such a fuckin’ asshole
I wonder why I don’t know what I really want

(Will I ever get well possibly
I wonder’s that a possibility
For me to live un-vulnerably
Such a change so drastically
I said will I ever get well possibly
I wonder’s that a possibility
For me to live un-vulnerably
Such a change so drastically)