1. |
Get There In Time
05:46
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Verse 1:
You’re so far behind me (how healthy)
that thoughts of us and all our Sunday morning memories
have all begun to escape me. They’ve changed me
Yeah that’s right they’ve all starting to fade away
Chorus:
When I never thought that I’d
be strong enough to live a life
where you were no longer like a thorn in my side
but I guess we all get there in time
Yeah I guess we all get there in time
Verse 2:
I no longer torture myself with a third eye, inside
The one that I got with you always hangin’ out in my mind
You were oh so charming and so so tempting, but devil of a guide
Through, not to the light, but into the cold, harsh night
Chorus:
When I never thought that I’d
be strong enough to live a life
where you were no longer like a thorn in my side
but I guess we all get there in time
Yeah I guess we all get there in time
Bridge:
What I’ve learned on my journey in life so far is that
once enough time has come to pass
the specifics of what ails you begin to lose shape and melt away
And I’ve discovered only I contain all the power to change my fate
And I’ve found that the grief it doesn’t last
And that it’s never gonna be too late to start again
Chorus:
When I never thought that I’d
be strong enough to live a life
where you were no longer like a thorn in my side
but I guess we all get there in time
Chorus:
When I never thought that I’d
be strong enough to live a life
where you were no longer like a thorn in my side
but I guess we all get there in time
Chorus:
When I never thought that I’d
be strong enough to live a life
where you were no longer like a thorn in my side
but I guess we all get there in time
Yeah I guess we all get there in time
Yeah I guess we all get there in time
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2. |
I Shouldn't Love You
03:36
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Verse 1:
Them god damned throbbing pecs
You got protruding from your enormous chest
Make me tight in the trunks
All night as we bump
And grind it up
I move to the beat of your love
These god awful denim jeans
How the hell would I have known that they’d start to shrink?
And get this tight on me
I’ve gotta stop daydreaming
When I know it’s unnatural, we just cant be
Hook 1:
I get so confused when I’m with you
Chorus:
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
but I do
Verse 2:
Everything that you say
Only turns me on, and I use it as foreplay
Make me hung like a buck
It’s like ecstasy and you’re my drug
I’ll lick everything that you touch
Silly mundane pleasantries
Can we skip to the part where you’re wrestling me?
And rip our shirts off like fiends
Or like we’re both 17
I gotta stop, this isn’t healthy, you and I just cant be
Hook 2:
I get so aroused when I’m with you
Chorus:
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
but I do
Bridge:
Lets get into a groove
Dude, who you think you’re trying to fool?
Hey, where you think you’re going so soon?
Baby I’m just getting started with you
Bro got me reaching for the tube
And it doesn’t matter what he do
He always put me in a mood
Chorus:
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
but I do
Chorus:
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
I shouldn’t love you
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, but I do
I shouldn’t love you like I do, like I do
but I do
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3. |
Happy Song
03:57
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Verse 1:
I want a happy song
One good memory just to look back on
as things start going wrong
Oh oh oh
I want a happy song
Something good to think about while I’m lost
My heart’s turning to frost
Oh oh oh
Hook:
I’m feeling ugly up in here, up in me
It’s almost time to bare my truth to you finally
Chorus:
Before everything turns to shit
Before my life it turns upside-down
Before all of me goes within
Just one happy song to lose this frown
Verse 2:
I need a happy song
Just 1 thing to take with me when I move on
And to leave the ones I love
Oh oh oh
I need a happy song
to help the strugglers all to keep strong
And never jump the wall
Oh oh oh
Hook:
I’m feeling ugly up in here, up in me
It’s almost time to bare my truth to you finally
Chorus:
Before everything turns to shit
Before my life it turns upside-down
Before all of me goes within
Just one happy song to lose this frown
Chorus:
Before everything turns to shit
Before my life it turns upside-down
Before all of me goes within
Just one happy song to lose this frown
Bridge:
I’m not asking, I’m begging for a happy song
I’m not basking, I’m in need of a happy song
Chorus:
Before everything turns to shit
Before my life it turns upside-down
Before all of me goes within
Just one happy song to lose this frown
Chorus:
Before everything turns to shit
Before my life it turns upside-down
Before all of me goes within
Just one happy song to lose this frown
Chorus:
Before everything turns to shit
Before my life it turns upside-down
Before all of me goes within
Just one happy song to lose this frown
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4. |
Fucked Little Life
04:15
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Verse 1:
I wanna be there for him when he cries
I wanna be with him and lock into his beautiful thighs
I gotta feel up on him just to see his bedroom eyes
And I’ma be there with him when he hits the hay tonight
Chorus:
I fell in love at a time
in my fucked little life
Where I thought that I’d die
And I’m just so glad that we met
I’m never sad now that you’ve got my back
I just feel bad not everybody has what we have
Verse 2:
I wanna be there with him when he smiles
Because seeing it always makes me feel like a child
Hook:
like not giving 2 fucks for awhile
I just love his whole attitude, he’s so so wild
Yo we always have fun, and we can go for miles
Now that’s real love and it’s always in style
Chorus:
I fell in love at a time
in my fucked little life
Where I thought that I’d die
And I’m just so glad that we met
I’m never sad now that you’ve got my back
I just feel bad not everybody has what we have
[Break]
Chorus:
I fell in love at a time
in my fucked little life
Where I thought that I’d die
And I’m just so glad that we met
I’m never sad now that you’ve got my back
I just feel bad not everybody has what we have
L-Chorus:
I fell in love at a time
in my fucked little life
Where I thought that I’d die
And I’m just so glad that we met
I’m never sad now that you’ve got my back
I just feel bad not everybody has what we have
Chorus:
I fell in love at a time
in my fucked little life
Where I thought that I’d die
And I’m just so glad that we met
I’m never sad now that you’ve got my back
I just feel bad not everybody has what we have
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5. |
Tommy Had to Go
03:47
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Verse 1:
One day Tommy was here
Then the next day he simply wasn’t
He came and went as quick as he came
But while he was here he would always entertain us
Hook 1:
He’d get really, really bored and sometimes hard
He’d hop on cam and take us all too far
Make us use our hands, and fly us to mars
Wishin’ he would stand and show us more than arms
Link:
Each night we’d all thank him and award him some merits
‘Cause he was so fucking hot
And he spoke so highly of his grandparents
He’s just the type of guy you’d love to introduce to mom
Chorus:
But now he’s gone and
there’s no way to ever know
if he will come back home
Because one day
he just decided to
up and leave and
never gave anyone a vote
And so we still don’t know
why Tommy had to go
He didn’t really ‘have to’ though
Not sure why Tommy chose to go
Tommy had to go
Verse 2:
Not sure if he’ll ever be heard from again
but I sure hope so
Cause with those curves layin’ on that bed
I’d be in the woods looking for his ghost
Hook 2:
He’d get jumpy and lost and sometimes stalked
And he’d lose his keys and get chased by dogs
Walking through the trees, almost always soft
He was, such a hottie can’t believe he’s gone
Link:
Each night we’d all thank him and award him some merits
‘Cause he was so fucking hot
And he spoke so highly of his grandparents
He’s just the type of guy you’d love to introduce to mom
Chorus:
But now he’s gone and
there’s no way to ever know
if he will come back home
Because one day
he just decided to
up and leave and
never gave anyone a vote
And so we still don’t know
why Tommy had to go
He didn’t really ‘have to’ though
Not sure why Tommy chose to go
That’s right Tommy had to go
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6. |
Not Ever
04:07
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Verse 1:
Hey You, I stopped putting so much love into us
‘Cause evidence showed that you didn’t like my love
And I realized what was really going on thus,
I stopped giving you what I figured you just didn’t want
Hook:
My constant reassurances
My uplifting compliments
Someone who’d counteract
all the hate you had for yourself
Chorus:
I loved your ass so much
But you didn’t reciprocate my love
Not ever
No, not ever
And I kept it up for far too long
Smiling the whole time even though I got none
Not ever
No, not ever
Verse 2:
So look, mister pompous jerk-wad
How’d it feel to receive my fake façade
Selfishly stealing tidbits of me like oh my fucking god
While I stroked your fragile ego and then would nod
Hook 2:
With my constant reassurances
My uplifting compliments
Someone who would counteract
all the hate you had for yourself
Chorus:
I loved your ass so much
But you didn’t reciprocate my love
Not ever
No, not ever
And I kept it up for far too long
Smiling the whole time even though I got none
Not ever
No, not ever
Bridge:
What about me?
If only you put half as much work into us
What about me?
Maybe then I’d feel just a tad more loved than I was
What about me?
If I’d only had the knowledge then that I have now
What about me?
I’d have had the will to pack my stuff up and move out
What about me?
What about me?
If only you put half as much work into us
What about me?
Maybe then I’d feel just a tad more loved than I was
What about me?
If I’d only had the knowledge then that I have now
What about me?
I’d have had the will to pack my stuff up and move out
What about me?
Chorus:
I loved your ass so much
But you didn’t reciprocate my love
Not ever
No, not ever
And I kept it up for far too long
Smiling the whole time even though I got none
Not ever
No, not ever
Chorus:
I loved your ass so much
But you didn’t reciprocate my love
Not ever
No, not ever
And I kept it up for far too long
Smiling the whole time even though I got none
Not ever
No, not ever
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7. |
For Michael
04:03
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Verse 1:
There’s always love. There’s always hope.
There’s always a reason never to let go.
So then how come you didn’t know?
We’re all gonna miss you, and in our hearts, forever, we’ll hold.,.
Chorus 1:
That smiling wise guy.
A guy everybody liked.
At 3-sheets, always a sight.
And a dad who did it right.
I cannot believe he lost his fight!
An ‘always up late’ Mike.
But who loved the sunshine.
Loved admiring the sky.
And loved his kids and wife.
I cannot believe he ended his life!
Verse 2:
The cards always felt stacked, due to the system we have.
But the love is something that you never lacked.
You felt like a burden, though you were not.
But you couldn’t take it, so ya took a train off to the great beyond.
Chorus 2:
You were that smiling wise guy.
A guy everybody liked.
At 3-sheets, always a sight.
And a dad who did it right.
I cannot believe he lost his fight!
An ‘always upbeat’ Mike.
One who loved the sunshine.
Loved admiring the sky.
And loved his kids and wife.
I cannot believe he ended his life!
Bridge:
You couldn’t help but feel like you were so burdensome.
I guess you felt that it’d be safer to just pick up and run.
If you were still here I wonder would you have eventually overcome
Your demons so you could stick around to actually finish raising your son.
Chorus 3:
He was that smiling wise guy.
The same guy everyone liked.
Hosted hilarious late nights.
A dad who raised his kids right.
I cannot believe he lost the fight!
An ‘always up late’ Mike.
But who loved the sunshine.
Loved admiring the sky.
And loved his kids and wife.
I cannot believe he ended his life!
Chorus 3:
He was that smiling wise guy.
The same guy everyone liked.
Hosted hilarious late nights.
A dad who raised his kids right.
I cannot believe he lost the fight!
An ‘always up late’ Mike.
But who loved the sunshine.
Loved admiring the sky.
And loved his kids and wife.
I cannot believe he ended his life!
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8. |
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Verse:
I shredded the pages of my journal
‘cause it isn’t a time that I
want to remember in my life oh no
I created a fantasy and then lived in it
Well it isn't stick'n' in my head
And every now and then I can’t get with it
Chorus:
I can lose grip quickly at the rate I’m going
I can’t seem to think for myself I’ve got people built in
I walk all over eggshells so that I spare feelings
But I’m no good at helping (I’m no good at helping)
I just cannot help you and I wish you were fixed
But I know that for you it probably wont ever happen
I try to help you but your pain is my prison
I’m no good at helping (I’m no good at helping)
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9. |
All That She Wants
04:26
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Intro: He seen that dreaded light Ou he seen that dreaded light
Verse 1:
There he was standing in his boxer-briefs
The ones she bought for him
He thanked the girl so graciously
But oh so gayly
Him doing chicks wasn’t his thing
He liked doing dudes so much
Liked kissing all the guys and using his tongue
He’s gone gay on ya
Chorus:
All that he wants is a guy named Robbie
He’s got a hard-on
All that she wants is a guy that ain’t gay
All that she wants is a guy who is straight
She’s gone insane now
All that she wants is a guy that ain’t gay
All that he wants
All that she wants
All that he wants
Verse 2:
And if he’s not heterosexual please just don’t waste your time
That tiny fem inside of him just can’t be altered
And if you want some children he had better get it up
How come he was just lurking in disguise
Chorus:
All that he wants is a guy named Robbie
He’s got a hard-on
All that she wants is a guy that ain’t gay
All that she wants is a guy who is straight
She’s gone insane now
All that she wants is a guy that ain’t gay
All that he wants
All that she wants
All that he wants
Chorus:
All that he wants is a guy named Robbie
He’s got a hard-on
All that she wants is a guy that ain’t gay
All that she wants is a guy who is straight
She’s gone insane now
All that she wants is a guy that ain’t gay
All that he wants
All that she wants
All that he wants
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10. |
Don't Turn Around
03:20
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Intro:
“I Will Survive” is a song by Gloria Estefan that every gay guy loves
Why is there blood on my sheets
Ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-oh
Ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-oh
Verse 1:
Why do you hate me
Is it because I’m ugly
I just need to know the reason
Maybe it’s ‘cause you’re not gay (gasp)
Hook:
I’m gonna be gay
you go and be straight
There’s nothing left here now
but my heartache
Rap:
Boy you make me sick
Now just fuckin’ leave!
Chorus 1:
Don’t turn around
It’s a feeling that you will get fucked up
Don’t turn around
Or you’ll end up dying tonight
Just fucking leave
I’m giving you a choice; a decision
I’m telling you now
I’m good at hiding guns
Verse 2:
I can’t take these guys all around me
Making me hard (Making me hard)
Boy will you ever turn gay for me
Pretend my name is Barb (Yo, my name is Barb)
Hook:
I’m gonna be gay
You go and be straight
There’s nothing left here now
but my heartache
Rap:
I will get hard boy just for you
I’ll even let you in the room to do dudes
Chorus 2:
Don’t turn around
It’s a feeling you’ll get fucked up
Don’t turn around
Or you’ll end up dying tonight
Just fucking leave
I’m giving you a choice, your decision
I’m telling you now
I’m good at hiding guns
Bridge:
I cannot take you now
Yo I hate this
I think I should just bow out right now
Rap:
Peace to ya, man
You ain’t the ill-bomb shit
that I thought you was
Damn, you a lunatic
Yo give dude a hand
I’ma show you my fist
‘Cause I’m not a gay guy
who’s a fuckin’ little bitch
Chorus 3:
Don’t turn around
It’s a feeling you’ll get fucked up
(Just let me be)
Don’t turn around
Or you’ll end up dying tonight
(Just let me be)
Just fucking leave
I’m giving you a choice, your decision
(Just let me be)
I’m telling you now
(Just let me be)
Chorus 3:
Don’t turn around
It’s a feeling you’ll get fucked up
(Just let me be)
Don’t turn around
Or you’ll end up dying tonight
(Just let me be)
Just fucking leave
I’m giving you a choice, your decision
(Just let me be)
I’m telling you now
(Just let me be)
Ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-oh
Ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-ut-oh
Oh just let me be
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11. |
The Sign
02:52
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Intro:
Shark!
I’m winning this fight
Verse 1:
You’ve got another
You barely talk to me anymore bitch
I have discovered that you’re a fucking prick
Stuck under pressure
I need to consider me
Ou ou ou ou ou
You’re a fucking freak
Chorus:
I’ll get you next time
You just wait and see
I’ll take my time
I’ve got a road-sign
A road-sign that I call mine
I’ll beat your face in
You’ll get the sign
The back of my sign
Then I’ll hold your dumb ass up
Just so I can hit you one last time
Or would that make you die
Verse 2:
You’re such a bastard
During all our fights I want’d to kick your ass
But yo I didn’t and now I’m ashamed of me
You’re such an asshole
Why don’t you just go to hell
Ou ou ou ou ou
You make me fucking crazy
Chorus:
I’ll get you next time
You just wait and see
I’ll take my time
I’ve got a road-sign
A road-sign that I call mine
I’ll beat your face in
You’ll get the sign
The back of my sign
Then I’ll hold your dumb ass up
Just so I can hit you one last time
Or would that make you die
Bridge:
I’ve got a sign
And I’ll beat your fucking ass
I get all out of control around you
I’ll fuck your ass right up
I’ve got a road-sign
Don’t say I didn’t warn your ass a thousand times
You best get the fuck out tonight
Dive right into the streets to avoid this fight
I’ve got a sign I’ve got a road-sign
You’ll get the sign
I’ve got a sign I’ve got a road-sign
You’ll get the sign
I’ve got a sign I’ve got a road-sign
You’ll get the sign
Just turn right back around and you’ll get the sign
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12. |
Living in Danger
03:02
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Verse 1:
Your rainbow-bright flags you’re waving up in the air
And all of that is just fine though
Just watch your back when you are all alone
All of us gays are gayin’ out so proud
Just be careful of all the bigots
Chorus Sang:
You’ll get stitches at the hands of a hater
Woe oh we be livin’ in danger
You’ll get stitches at the hands of a hater
Woe oh we be livin’ in danger
You’ll get stitches at the hands of a hater
Woe oh we be livin’ in danger
Chorus Rapped:
Life in itself is a beautiful thing
It can bring so much good, but can also make you scream
Try to live it, never quit it, don’t forget it, when you’re down
Life in itself is a beautiful thing
It can bring so much good, but can also make you scream
Try to live it, never quit it, don’t forget it, when you’re down
Life in itself is a beautiful thing
It can bring so much good, but can also make you scream
Try to live it, never quit it, don’t forget it, when you’re down
Verse 2:
Heterosexuals are the enemy
At least 8 out of 10 of them are
Just try to keep your distance in the night
‘Cause some of them are always on the prowl
And they don’t give a damn about you
Chorus Sang:
You’ll get stitches at the hands of a hater
Woe oh we be livin’ in danger
You’ll get stitches at the hands of a hater
Woe oh we be livin’ in danger
You’ll get stitches at the hands of a hater
Woe oh we be livin’ in danger
Chorus Rapped:
Life in itself is a beautiful thing
It can bring so much good, but can also make you scream
Try to live it, never quit it, don’t forget it, when you’re down
Life in itself is a beautiful thing
It can bring so much good, but can also make you scream
Try to live it, never quit it, don’t forget it, when you’re down
Life in itself is a beautiful thing
It can bring so much good, but can also make you scream
Try to live it, never quit it, don’t forget it, when you’re down
Bridge [performed simultaneously with additional choruses]:
Heterosexuals are the enemy
And they don’t give a damn about you
Try to get away from the straight guy
But he’s getting closer
Way too much closer
Try to get away from the straight guy
But he’s getting closer
Way too much closer
Oh I try to get away from the straight guy yo oh yeah oh oh oh
Mmmm, mmmm, you’ll be living in danger
Mmmm, mmmm, you’ll be living in danger
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13. |
Once We
04:50
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Verse 1:
Time, it hasn’t been my friend.
It’s been turbocharged since the day he left.
If I haven’t made it far, very far yet,
it’s because part of me died the day he went.
And how long can I keep measuring Brad as a we,
when I only ever see that guy when I’m asleep?
It’s been 8 whole years of just me,
and it’s been 8 long years of sleep.
Hook 1:
And I try not to cry.
Though at night, I can’t lie,
I don’t like, but don’t mind,
even I cry, despite
living life in the light.
I’m a sight for sore eyes.
But in spite of that fight,
brushed aside, I’m alright.
Chorus:
And how can a guy like me
continue measuring himself as once we.
And for how long can a guy like Bradley
continue measuring himself as a once we.
Verse 2:
Life hasn’t gone as expected;
Sometimes terrifying, and sometimes just meh.
And if I haven’t made it past the front door yet,
it’s because part of me died back in 2010.
And how long can I keep measuring Brad as a we
when I only ever see that fuckin guy in my sleep.
It’s been 8 whole years (woe is me)
and it’s been 8 long years in solitary.
Hook 2:
And I try not to cry.
Though at night, I can’t lie,
I don’t like, but don’t mind,
even I cry, despite
living life in the light.
I’m a sight for sore eyes.
But in spite of that fight,
I’m alright. I’ll be fine.
Chorus:
And how can a guy like me
continue measuring himself as once we.
And for how long can a guy like Bradley
continue measuring himself as a once we.
Bridge:
Damn, I wish I could go back,
‘cause I’m starting to fade to black,
and there’s nothing left here for me to grab.
I can’t even find a hand, or a rubber band,
to fling me out of this monster of a jam,
and it’s starting to fuckin drag.
I’m starting to lose who I am.
Chorus:
And how can a guy like me
continue measuring himself as once we.
And for how long can a guy like Bradley
continue measuring himself as a once we.
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14. |
Wanna be Down
03:56
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Verse 1:
You’ve gotta be willing and wanting
to change yourself for me
Secure, and not threatened.
know not what to mention
Flawless and perfect,
want-less and needless,
fearless and greedless
to live for me
You’ve gotta be a 100% sure
that I’m what you’re needing
And that you’re not wasting my time
You gotta be walking on eggshells
if you really have to
All of this for me
Chorus:
I wanna be down baby.
I want your love like before
I want this now baby,
before I love you no more
Won’t want you around baby,
and I’ll lock the door
So ya gotta be proud baby,
to declare that I am yours
Verse 2:
You’ve gotta be ready for mood-swings;
able to calm me.
Just sit there while I sing,
no matter how frightening
Protect me when I’m weak,
and not mind my yelling
Just do all of this for me
You’ve gotta proudly stand by me,
not embarrassed by me
Go risen when I fall,
and answer when I call
Not bail on me when you
feel so small next to me
And don’t be so bitchy.
I can’t help I’m pretty
Chorus:
I wanna be down baby.
I want your love like before
I want this now baby,
before I love you no more
Won’t want you around baby,
and I’ll lock the door
So ya gotta be proud baby,
to declare that I am yours
Bridge:
I wanna be down baby
I want this now baby
Won’t want you around baby
So ya gotta be proud baby
Bridge:
I wanna be down baby
I want this now baby
Won’t want you around baby
So ya gotta be proud baby
Chorus:
I wanna be down baby.
I want your love like before
I want this now baby,
before I love you no more
Won’t want you around baby,
and I’ll lock the door
So ya gotta be proud baby,
to declare that I am yours
Bridge:
I wanna be down baby
I want this now baby
Won’t want you around baby
So ya gotta be proud baby
Chorus:
I wanna be down baby.
I want your love like before
I want this now baby,
before I love you no more
Won’t want you around baby,
and I’ll lock the door
So ya gotta be proud baby,
to declare that I am yours
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15. |
Chester's Last Chord
03:25
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Verse 1:
All of the money in the world
The best business partners a guy could ask for
One of the most gorgeous families known to man
A rock-star life with millions of adoring fans
Hook:
None of that was enough for you in the end
Chorus:
So even if you were still here
this song would have still fallen on deaf ears
And all my chords of grieving tears
Well, they’d have still streamed down,
but only in front of my mirror
Verse 2:
You were like a superhero to me,
and to your fans, and your kids,
your friends, and all your family
Because throughout your songs
we felt a sense of familiarity
It’s so hard to look ahead, when leaving
you in the past is what that actually means
Hook 2:
To say I’m taking it hard would be an understatement
Chorus:
So even if you were still here
this song would have still fallen on deaf ears
And all my chords of grieving tears
Well, they’d have still streamed down,
but only in front of my mirror
Bridge:
I can’t imagine what this has done to your band-mates.
And man, after your fucked up childhood you’d think
a guy would try not to make such a damaging mistake.
Yo, what about your kids man, who’s gonna keep them safe?
And when I think about all the things that you had, and gave up,
it’s discouraging man, because here in this life that’s exactly what
we all strive for.
It’s that same sort of love the world fights for.
Chorus:
So even if you were still here
this song would have still fallen on deaf ears
And all my chords of grieving tears
Well, they’d have still streamed down,
but only in front of my mirror
Chorus:
So even if you were still here
this song would have still fallen on deaf ears
And all my chords of grieving tears
Well, they’d have still streamed down,
but only in front of my mirror
End Chorus:
So even if you were still here
this song would have still fallen on deaf ears
And all my chords of grieving tears...
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16. |
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Verse 1:
I really wish that I could do more than
just take a look back into my past
I swear sometimes it feels almost tangible
Don’t you wish that you could do more than
just have a look back into the past?
Like physically reach out and grab him by the hand?
Hook:
‘Cause you’re so alive, right there
But it doesn’t change the fact that
you’re really not, yes, I’m aware Chorus 1:
You lied when you said you’d
never let go
‘Cause once you go you can’t come back
from this you know
I guess that means that your purpose,
it was served in full
Just like I guess that I was meant to
spend the rest of my life alone
Verse 2:
I really wish that I could have helped you
But I didn’t notice what you were going through
I still feel like this is just a really terrible dream
Please God just let me, wake up in the morning
Or give me one more chance to hear him singing
I swear I’ll be anything that you want me to be
Hook:
‘Cause you’re so alive, right there
But it doesn’t change the fact that
you’re really not, yes, I’m aware
Chorus 2:
You lied when you said
you’d never let go
‘Cause once you go you can’t
come back from this you know
I guess that means that your purpose
must have been served in full
Just like I guess that means that I was
meant to spend the rest of my life alone
Bridge:
Your job wasn’t finished,
at least not from where I’m sitting
but maybe in your own sense of the word
I guess I can see
how you could have concluded
that it was some sort of destiny
or maybe you just didn’t know all the ways
that you were helping
Chorus 2:
You lied when you said
you’d never let go
‘Cause once you go you can’t
come back from this you know
I guess that means that your purpose
must have been served in full
Just like I guess that means that I was
meant to spend the rest of my life alone
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17. |
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Verse 1:
You can say I didn’t really love him
or that I can’t know what love is
or that I’m unable to feel affection
but hold up. Let me just tell you this:
Hook 1:
I am able to do more than mimic
the pain he caused me when he left
and you wont deprive me of that
Chorus:
I was a real damn good lover (you wont deprive me of that)
So I’m afraid to tell ya
I was a real damn good lover
your diagnoses were all wrong
I was a real damn good lover
And they lacked any sort of rational thought
I was a real damn good lover
So go on and just get out of here you putts
Verse 2:
You can say that I made him all up
or make me seem stupid and dumb
but I’m sure not gonna let you define me
or force me to define the word love
I was able to cry my eyes out when he left me all depressed
but I wasn’t able to find out what made him so damn attractive
Hook 2:
I am able to do more than mimic
the joy he brought me when we met
and you wont deprive me of that
Chorus:
I was a real damn good lover
So I’m afraid to tell ya
I was a real damn good lover
your diagnoses were all wrong
I was a real damn good lover
And they lacked any sort of rational thought
I was a real damn good lover
So go on and just get out of here you putts
Bridge:
And while I felt all these
Interesting things it seems
They all dwelled inwardly
I didn’t show them outwardly
For the possibility
of perhaps what they’d see
Which is a weakening me
Chorus:
I was a real damn good lover
So I’m afraid to tell ya
I was a real damn good lover
your diagnoses were all wrong
I was a real damn good lover
And they lacked any sort of rational thought
I was a real damn good lover
So go on and just get out of here you putts
End:
I was a real damn good lover
I was a real damn good lover
I was a real damn good lover
I was a real damn good lover
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18. |
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Verse 1:
I dyed all my hair for you
I lost all this weight for you
I pierced myself down there for you
I’d bite my tongue for you
Hook 1:
‘Cause I was scared, I was scared,
afraid that you’d leave me
I was scared, I was scared
I’d end up alone
Chorus:
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
Verse 2:
I cut my hair shorter for you
I walked out on my friends for you
I turned off the music for you
I changed my ways for you
Hook 2:
I was afraid, and insecure,
and intimidated
I was scared, I was clinging on
to a microphone
Chorus:
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
Chorus:
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
Bridge
And it really sucks that
that you’re gone now
It really bites when
I can’t show you how
far I’ve come
how much I’ve grown
and we can’t turn around
time travels not allowed
but you know what I’ve found
is memories are loud
and they’ll play on
for as long as they’re owned
Chorus:
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
Chorus:
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
Chorus 2:
But you didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
You didn’t care
You didn’t care
No, you didn’t care
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19. |
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Intro:
Here we go again
Here we go again
Verse 1:
It’s not the good from the place that I hate
It is the bad from the hell that you created for me
When the facts show that I made the mistake
Then I’ll take, then I’ll take,
then I’ll take all the blame
You can put it all on me, and I won’t hesitate
Chorus:
I spend all, all of my time doing your job
Which is okay, but not every day
I’ve been played, everything
I tried to change, but you like me this way
Verse 2:
It’s not the night-frights
that I get where it seems like
like you’re on my back, like all the time,
yeah like every night
It’s not the ideal life
if it’s every time I open up my eyes
With flashbacks running through my mind,
it’s like my imagination’s working overtime
You’ve crippled me it’s true but I’m disguised
Yeah that’s right, keep smiling, and roll your eyes
It’s okay because I hold my anger inside
I hold all my anger inside
Chorus:
I spend all, all of my time doing your job
Which is okay, but not every day
I’ve been played, everything
I tried to change, but you like me this way
Chorus:
I spend all, all of my time doing your job
Which is okay, but not every day
I’ve been played, everything
I tried to change, but you like me this way
Bridge:
Well you know that you’ve got me crippled and bent
Yeah, we both know that you enjoy watching me try to bend
On a whim, and at your will,
just so that you can try and circumvent
the fact that I too, I really am just like you;
someone trying to live
Chorus:
I spend all, all of my time doing your job
Which is okay, but not every day
I’ve been played, everything
I tried to change, but you like me this way
Chorus:
I spend all, all of my time doing your job
Which is okay, but not every day
I’ve been played, everything
I tried to change, but you like me this way
Chorus:
I spend all, all of my time doing your job
Which is okay, but not every day
I’ve been played, everything
I tried to change, but you like me this way
Chorus:
I spend all, all of my time doing your job
Which is okay, but not every day
I’ve been played, everything
I tried to change, but you like me this way
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20. |
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Verse 1:
You can’t call people these types of names
No one wants to continue to play this game
Find a KKK member, put on a play
But not one classy person laughs at a person’s race
And there’s not a thing that you could ever say
that would ever change my mind on this sort of thing
Come on Hitler, this ain’t 1938
And you ain’t Adolf Hitler and we ain’t KKK
Hook:
So go on with your hatred, and be your own invalida...
tion, ‘cause the people stand against you, and they
gonna put you right in your place
Chorus:
Got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bro got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bro got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bro got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Verse 2:
You can’t fight marriage equality
No one even liked Kim Davis anyway
You should pack a bag and we’ll get you on a plane
‘Cause no one in this country still accepts bigotry
not one classy person makes fun of being gay
And if they do they get fucked up thoroughly
Come on hater, this ain’t 1968
The people busy loving, while you’re out spreading hate
Hook:
So go on with your hatred, and be your own invalida...
tion, ‘cause the people stand against you, and they
gonna put you right in your place
Chorus:
Got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bro got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bro got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bro got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bridge:
So if you find you’re backwards,
pop your daddy in the face
And tell him he don’t matter,
the way he raised you was a disgrace
And that you’re the only one that he hurt,
by raising you that way
But you still have time to prove your worth,
but your pops is one of god’s mistakes
Chorus:
Got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bro got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bro got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
Bro got no time for the backwards
So you can take all your bad words
Yo shove ‘em up ‘til your ass hurts
Ho your opinion doesn’t matter
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Bradley Voorhees East Syracuse, New York
Who doesn't enjoy an interesting indie artist? Am I good, am I bad? Who knows. Guess we'll all have to wait and see. Yes, "we" 'cause not even I know myself anymore. I think that really comes out in the tunes though. Who knows, perhaps it may be you who can help solve a mystery? Yeah, I like a lot of retro television :D But I'll be there for you, if you're there for me too! Ha ... more
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