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This album got its title because having lost my boyfriend (Who was 32 years old at the time of our breakup) sent me into a place in my life where I was so depressed that I ate and ate and ate and as an outcome gained 30lbs.

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released April 21, 2012

All tracks written by B. Voorhees, except track 7's lyrics. Track 7's lyrics written by Aaron.
All tracks recorded, mixed, and mastered at Ed Harbst Studio by B. Voorhees.

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Track Name: Don't
Verse 1:
Oh you tried to make me feel ashamed of me
You tried getting me to wear more clothes
You said I ain’t got the body to do so, so fuck you
You think that you’re the bomb-diggity you are not
I’ve learned a lot since you, you broke my heart with all your lies
Just to get me in bed with you that night

Chorus:
Don’t you try to play me
like you did back then
I have learned a lot from you
Don’t think you’re gettin’ play
from me no more
I don’t need your ass

Verse 2:
Don’t try to make me feel ashamed
don’t try to even bother with me
I’ll give you the cold shoulder like you did to me
When I didn’t give you play
And now how does it feel to be kept all alone out of sight
Oh why was I feelin so low I cried I cried

Chorus:
Don’t you try to play me
like you did back then
I have learned a lot from you
Don’t think you’re gettin’ play
from me no more
I don’t need your ass

Bridge:
In every single circle around the globe
It’s the same playa bros
In every single nation
It’s the same type game playas
Act like we all need em

Chorus:
Don’t you try to play me
like you did back then
I have learned a lot from you
Don’t think you’re gettin’ play
from me no more
I don’t need your ass
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees Featuring SAFYRE - End This Game
Verse 1:
We talk one time suddenly I’m the last guy
You seem to call me like all the frickin time
Like you wanna hold on to every single word that I say
Like I’m already the one who you want to marry

Chorus:
I’m out to lunch today and I set the phone so it’d vibrate
Been doing laundry all day and I didn’t hear the damn cell phone ring
I took a nap then ate with headphones on till I finished my plate
How many lines do you hear before you take the hint and end this game

Verse 2:
We talk one night and now you’re obsessed
You trippin like you own me and you aint even really all that
You stalkin like you crazy and you aint got no sense
Your actions make me think that you just aint right in the head

Chorus:
I’m out to lunch today and I set the phone so it’d vibrate
Been doing laundry all day and I didn’t hear the damn cell phone ring
I took a nap then ate with headphones on till I finished my plate
How many lines do you hear before you take the hint and end this game

Bridge:
Ring ring pause ring ring pause...

Chorus:
I’m out to lunch today and I set the phone so it’d vibrate
Been doing laundry all day and I didn’t hear the damn cell phone ring
I took a nap then ate with headphones on till I finished my plate
How many lines do you hear before you take the hint and end this game
Track Name: I Am Adam Mace
Verse 1:
I am Adam Mace and I’m not good
I look into the mirror although I shouldn’t
Cause I don’t like the guy looking back at me

Hook:
It’s time I start over again
Oh why can’t I get back what I had then
Why do I feel like I’m half of a man
For once I have no plan

Chorus:
I cannot go on
I only do cause I have to
I was once on top
But now I need to get rescued

Verse 2:
I am Adam Mace and I’m so sad
I walk into the street and I regret it
Cause I’ve got all those eyes glued onto me

Hook:
It’s time I start over again
Oh why can’t I get back what I had then
Why do I feel like I’m half of a man
For once I have no plan

Chorus:
I cannot go on
I only do cause I have to
I was once on top
But now I need to get rescued

Bridge:
Everyone feels a little adam mace every now and then
The key is to see the sign and get back to life again

Chorus:
I cannot go on
I only do cause I have to
I was once on top
But now I need to get rescued
Track Name: I'm Better Than Any Man That You Will Ever Date
Verse 1:
I’m better than any man that you will ever date
I’m better and you know this and that’s why you hesitate
I’m better than anyone that you could ever get to spend the night
I’m better than all of that but somehow I just ain’t your type

Chorus:
You blew me off
You left me here alone
It was your call
But you would always go
Its all your fault
That I’m here in this boat
I gave my all
But didn’t get your vote

Verse 2:
I’m better than any man that you will ever date
I’m better than all your friends that you’d see every day
I’m better than all of that drama that you couldn’t live without
I’m better than anything that you’ve ever had in your mouth

Chorus:
You blew me off
You left me here alone
It was your call
But you would always go
Its all your fault
That I’m here in this boat
I gave my all
But didn’t get your vote
Track Name: Irreparable
Verse 1:
This heartache I carry with me
This damage weighing heavily
This lack of prosperity
It is all so devastating

Hook 1:
Is there not a way to turn it all around
Cause I’m getting sick of living life upside down

Chorus:
Irreparable
I wanna end this misery
Irreparable
Look what’s become of me
Irreparable
I’d love to see this pain go away
Irreparable
Or this irreversible day

Verse 2:
This bloodshed I have all over me
This physique I’m becoming
This distance that keeps growing
It’s all kinds of frustrating

Hook 2:
Can’t I fix the mess that is my life somehow
Or am I destined to live life with a frown

Chorus:
Irreparable
I wanna end this misery
Irreparable
Look what’s become of me
Irreparable
I’d love to see this pain go away
Irreparable
Or this irreversible day
Track Name: Leave You Behind
Verse 1:
I still think of you everyday
It still hurts that things they turned out this way

Hook:
What can I say
I’m falling apart
What can I do
I need a fresh start

Chorus:
You’re always on my mind
I can’t seem to leave you behind

Verse 2:
I still think about you all the time
I picture you sleeping with me every night

Hook:
What can I say
I’m falling apart
What can I do
I need a fresh start

Chorus:
You’re always on my mind
I can’t seem to leave you behind
Track Name: Mom Dad I'm Gay
Verse 1:
Dad if I tell you what I’m ‘bout to say
You’ve gotta promise me You’ve gotta promise you'll stay
Cause these words are so hard to come out
But Dad I just need to say it spit it out somehow

Chorus:
It’s time that I say these words I've been waiting for so long to say
I am gay so there it is now please don’t go away
Don't let me go cause I'm still the same
Yo don't let me go I’ve got your last name
You won’t let me go if you’ve got my brains
Please don’t let me go cause I need you to stay

It’s time that I say these words I've been waiting for so long to say
I am gay so there it is now please don’t go away
Don't let me go cause I'm still the same
Yo don't let me go I’ve got your last name
You won’t let me go if you’ve got my brains
Please don’t let me go just because I’m gay

Verse 2:
Mom please say you love me before you start to cry
I don’t wanna break your heart but I have got to try
I just need someone to hold to help me stay alive
Cause here I am grasping at straws with all these tears in my eyes

Chorus:
It’s time that I say these words I've been waiting for so long to say
I am gay so there it is now please don’t go away
Don't let me go cause I'm still the same
Yo don't let me go I’ve got your last name
You won’t let me go if you’ve got my brains
Please don’t let me go cause I need you to stay

It’s time that I say these words I've been waiting for so long to say
I am gay so there it is now please don’t go away
Don't let me go cause I'm still the same
Yo don't let me go I’ve got your last name
You won’t let me go if you’ve got my brains
Please don’t let me go just because I’m gay
Track Name: My Only Demand
Verse 1:
So I’m still on my own this time its ok
For a real love I’d wait again just as long woe yeah
You’re indecisive that I can respect
I been that way time again
My tears do shed you’ll never know
I hide them well and they have helped me grow

Chorus:
It’s innocent
It is my love
For anyone
Who wants someone
Just take my hand
I’ll share my plan
I need your love
It’s my only demand

Verse 2:
I wish I was living in a world of love
For a relationship a world where I wouldn’t be singing this song
All night a love tonight a love to share and unite
A place where dreams come true
A place where you get the one you choose

Chorus:
It’s innocent
It is my love
For anyone
Who wants someone
Just take my hand
I’ll share my plan
I need your love
It’s my only demand
Track Name: Ou I Wish I Hated You
Chorus:
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou for all you put me through
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou cause you’re so fucked up dude

Verse 1:
I put everything I could
Into a love that was so good
I put everything I knew
Into a love that didn’t seem to shine through
I knew you were up to no good
Leave it to a dude to be so ghetto hood
Leave me alone I don’t want your small wood
You belong in hell and you know that you should

Chorus:
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou for all you put me through
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou cause you’re so fucked up dude

Chorus:
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou for all you put me through
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou cause you’re so fucked up dude

Verse 2:
I gave everything I did
Even gave you support for your kid
I gained not any sort of credit
You took it all but I really should have
Oh well I’m better off on my own
Do I love you still I don’t even know
Stay away from me because I said so
Fuck off because I wanna hate you


Chorus:
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou for all you put me through
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou cause you’re so fucked up dude

Chorus:
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou for all you put me through
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou cause you’re so fucked up dude

Bridge:
You put me through hell
After you made my heart melt

Chorus:
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou for all you put me through
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou cause you’re so fucked up dude

Chorus:
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou for all you put me through
Ou I wish I hated you
Ou cause you’re so fucked up dude
Track Name: You're a Bummer (Version 2)
Verse 1:
I gave you everything but it wasn’t enough for you
I cried and cried a lot hoping eventually you’d love me too
I feel so bad for myself but at least I fucking pulled through
Can’t believe I wasted my time on you I feel like such a fool

Chorus
But now it is over
Forever and ever
No more misfortune
Cause we’re not together
I don’t want your number
I wont wonder
bout your lovers
I was a slumber
All last summer
You’re a bummer

Verse 2:
4 years of my life wasted on the sumbag likes of you
I wasted the best years of my life on the wrong fucking dude
I played a game that cause of you I would eventually lose
And let me just say intercourse with you was a fucking god-damn snooze

Hook 1:
I never knew I’d wake up one day and be over you
I never thought that I’d get through a day without you
I never knew I’d wake up one day and be over you
I never thought that I’d get through a day without you

Chorus
But now it is over
Forever and ever
No more misfortune
Cause we’re not together
I don’t want your number
I wont wonder
bout your lovers
I was a slumber
All last summer
You’re a bummer

Bridge:
What was I trying to prove with you
My nightmares they came true
And what was I trying to prove to everyone
Our relationship wasn’t fun

Chorus
But now it is over
Forever and ever
No more misfortune
Cause we’re not together
I don’t want your number
I wont wonder
bout your lovers
I was a slumber
All last summer
You’re a bummer

Chorus
But now it is over
Forever and ever
No more misfortune
Cause we’re not together
I don’t want your number
I wont wonder
bout your lovers
I was a slumber
All last summer
You’re a bummer
Track Name: You're a Bummer
Verse 1:
I gave you everything but it wasn’t enough for you
I cried and cried a lot hoping eventually you’d love me too
I feel so bad for myself but at least I fucking pulled through
Can’t believe I wasted my time on you I feel like such a fool

Hook 1:
I never knew I’d wake up one day and be over you
I never thought that I’d get through a day without you
I never knew I’d wake up one day and be over you
I never thought that I’d get through a day without you

Chorus
But now it is over
Forever and ever
No more misfortune
Cause we’re not together
I don’t want your number
I wont wonder
bout your lovers
I was a slumber
All last summer
You’re a bummer

Verse 2:
4 years of my life wasted on the sumbag likes of you
I wasted the best years of my life on the wrong fucking dude
I played a game that cause of you I would eventually lose
And let me just say intercourse with you was a fucking god-damn snooze

Hook 2:
I feel so bad for myself but at least I fucking pulled through
And I can’t believe I wasted my time on you I feel like such a fool
I feel so bad for myself but at least I fucking pulled through
And I can’t believe I wasted my time on you I feel like such a fool

Chorus
But now it is over
Forever and ever
No more misfortune
Cause we’re not together
I don’t want your number
I wont wonder
bout your lovers
I was a slumber
All last summer
You’re a bummer

Chorus
But now it is over
Forever and ever
No more misfortune
Cause we’re not together
I don’t want your number
I wont wonder
bout your lovers
I was a slumber
All last summer
You’re a bummer

Bridge:
What was I trying to prove with you
My nightmares they came true
What was I trying to prove to everyone
Our relationship wasn’t fun

Chorus
But now it is over
Forever and ever
No more misfortune
Cause we’re not together
I don’t want your number
I wont wonder
bout your lovers
I was a slumber
All last summer
You’re a bummer