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All Part of Me

by Bradley Voorhees

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1.
I Don't Know What I Really Want 02:45
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Verse 1: I used to think I’d be happy if I were to find a man And if I were to be employed it’d take empty time off of my hands Then I figured all the stress would abandon me and in turn melt away So I’m sure you can imagine my shock when it didn’t turn out that way I used to wanna get up early but I’d stay up late I used to think this country rocked ‘til Bush got president Chorus: I’d change things in my life to try cheering up I’d just sit there every time shocked and stumped (Don’t know what I really want) So I threw my ideas out (I threw them out) Waited for a solution to come about Mid-tro: You know what you really want You know what you really want I don’t want to, want to Make up my mind Verse 2: I used to try to raise havoc make people think I was crazy (like I think I am) But now I really don’t ‘cause I feel ‘infixably’ insane I used to think that it was uncool to try to sing a song fastly My best friend was in love with me so I went to k-mart one day and proposed to her in a 3-piece-suit ‘cause thought I want’d to make her happy Chorus: I’d change things in my life to try cheering up I’d just sit there every time shocked and stumped (Don’t know what I really want) So I threw my ideas out (I threw my ideas out) Waited for a solution to come about (waited for a solution to come about)
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Dislike of Not Knowing 02:42
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Verse 1: Do I love you do I hate you do I like you as you are Will I bus it will I cab it will I ever get a car Will I always deal with dip shits will it always be this hard Will I ever meet more people who just love to use their dar Chorus: I’m in pain It’s in my veins I’m so ashamed Every time I say my name So frustrating Dislike of not knowing My own feelings From day to day Verse 2: Am I too old am I too young will I be a super star Do I sing well do I play well should I learn to play guitar Will I always have depression and from myself feel so far Will I ever make some money or will I always have a welfare card Chorus: I’m in pain It’s in my veins I’m so ashamed Every time I say my name So frustrating Dislike of not knowing My own feelings From day to day
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Urge For the Past 03:00
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Verse 1: Oh it’s mine and I hate it but I love it I’ll never trade it not ever ‘cause it’s who I am It’s my lovers my Bobby my big black friend It’s my Sally my best friend since ‘97 My mother and my daughter my heaven Chorus: I love you regardless of misfortune And I don’t care what you think of me Don’t care what you thought I would be Thank you for your help in making me ‘Cause my past is all part of me Verse 2: It’s my lifestyle: unaccepted, gay, unfree life My schooling: all the picking, oh irony It’s my father and his yelling and punching me It’s my trailer down in Lowman, the dump, creak, and trees My apartments, the moving; my destiny Chorus: I love you regardless of misfortune And I don’t care what you think of me Don’t care what you thought I would be Thank you for your help in making me ‘Cause my past is all part of me Part of me
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Dread 02:53
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Verse 1: I dread every morning every single unsure day Where my brain yanks my thoughts and feeds me lines to say I dread getting up going to school every day ‘Cause I fear my professors all freak about my grades I dread growing hair ‘cause it’s so hard to maintain Sometimes I feel I’d trade stylish doos for braids I dread making love and it’s sad because I’m gay My lover’s dry-spell on my mind it does weigh Pre-Chorus Oh harmony Why won’t you comfort me Help fight this irony Chorus: The thing that dreads me the most is Why don’t I enjoy these things I don’t know myself to be honest And I’m scared ‘cause I’m so messed up in the brain Verse 2: I dread going out to smell the flowers of may ‘Cause I’ll have to go home eventually I dread having my kid over on Tuesdays ‘Cause when she gets here shes gonna wanna play I dread being broke as soon as I get paid It kills me I still blow it like it grows on trees I dread my big lack of male masculinity And it’s weird ‘cause I used to like my femininity Pre-Chorus Oh harmony Why won’t you comfort me Help fight this irony Chorus: The thing that dreads me the most is Why don’t I enjoy these things I don’t know myself to be honest And I’m scared ‘cause I’m so messed up in the brain
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I Wonder 03:08
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Verse 1: I sound like a hopeless queen I wonder if it’s obvious to see And I analyze so casually I fantasize so dangerously I scare over any and everything I wonder if my nerves are deadening I feel depression is forever with me I wonder how long forever will be Chorus: I wonder… Why am I so unsure Why’m I afraid I’ll crack Why am I afraid I’ll make a wrong move And what’s this urge for the past I wonder… Why do I feel I have no control Why do I feel that that’s doom Why do I have a dislike of not knowing Must be another letchu Why did I give into the cigarette You like my daughter’s song Do I have an internal affair I wonder why you’re like alcohol Why do I dread my life Why’m I a castaway Why’m I always hooked Who would I be without vocal b Is life always an elevator ride How well do I remember me Why’m I inviting you not wanting to Oops have I done it again I wonder why you’re such a fuckin’ asshole I wonder why I don’t know what I really want (Will I ever get well possibly I wonder’s that a possibility For me to live un-vulnerably Such a change so drastically I said will I ever get well possibly I wonder’s that a possibility For me to live un-vulnerably Such a change so drastically) Verse 2: I devote all my energy To finding out what is wrong with me I wonder how I should be feeling I guess I should be sad and weakening Or am I just supposed to be angry I forgot the way I’m supposed to speak I wonder if I will deteriorate And do I have these thoughts permanently Chorus: I wonder… Why am I so unsure Why’m I afraid I’ll crack Why am I afraid I’ll make a wrong move And what’s this urge for the past I wonder… Why do I feel I have no control Why do I feel that that’s doom Why do I have a dislike of not knowing Must be another letchu Why did I give into the cigarette You like my daughter’s song Do I have an internal affair I wonder why you’re like alcohol Why do I dread my life Why’m I a castaway Why’m I always hooked Who would I be without vocal b Is life always an elevator ride How well do I remember me Why’m I inviting you not wanting to Oops have I done it again I wonder why you’re such a fuckin’ asshole I wonder why I don’t know what I really want (Will I ever get well possibly I wonder’s that a possibility For me to live un-vulnerably Such a change so drastically I said will I ever get well possibly I wonder’s that a possibility For me to live un-vulnerably Such a change so drastically)
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Afraid I'll Crack 03:59
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Verse 1: I’m sloppy and messy spineless with cold feet My hands flop at my knees As I rock steadily In my chair my eyes weep As I zone out while I speak And I’m cracking underneath And I can’t fall asleep Chorus: And I’m afraid to crack I don’t wanna move ‘Cause I’m afraid I’ll crack And I don’t wanna lose And I’m afraid I’ll crack And I easily bruise And I’m afraid I’ll crack It shows in my moods And I’m afraid I’ll crack I’m afraid I’ll crack I’m afraid I’ll crack I’m afraid I’ll crack Verse 2: The damage has grown deep All my insanity Has surely reached its peek I lose touch so I freak And I don’t wanna be Persuaded easily I cringe my teeth while I sing This is my destiny Chorus: And I’m afraid to crack I don’t wanna move ‘Cause I’m afraid I’ll crack And I don’t wanna lose And I’m afraid I’ll crack And I easily bruise And I’m afraid I’ll crack It shows in my moods And I’m afraid to crack I don’t wanna move ‘Cause I’m afraid I’ll crack And I don’t wanna lose And I’m afraid I’ll crack And I so easily bruise And I’m afraid I’ll crack It shows in my moods And I’m afraid I’ll crack I’m afraid I’ll crack I’m afraid I’ll crack I’m afraid I’ll crack
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Wrong Move 02:25
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Verse 1: If I didn’t care about how you’d react If I didn’t think about you being mad If I didn’t fear all these things in my path If I didn’t think move instead relax If I wasn’t scared and afraid I would crack If I didn’t know ‘bout all the ration you lack If I didn’t know ‘bout your depression and wack Chorus: Then I wouldn’t care if I made a wrong move Verse 2: If I didn’t fear I’d get chased with an axe If I didn’t have all of this stress shit at max If I didn’t predict brutal deadly impact If I didn’t assume that you’d plan an attack If I got balls to move and didn’t fear to come back If I had to come back due to habitual crap If I were oblivious to the fact that I slack If I wasn’t so scared of the dark color black Chorus: Then I wouldn’t care if I made a wrong move
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Unsure 02:43
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Verse 1: Please don’t think I’m crazy or think that I am dumb My admittance is important ya know All the things that I’ve said wrongly all things that I’ve done wrong I have no control over duh I know that life gets messy and know some things ‘bout love I’m eager to share my thoughts I’ll get down right in depth and I’ll go to extremes But after I expose it please try not to scream Chorus: Nobody cares about you or your heart Nobody cared about you from the start Nobody loves that thing you did So proud of it so masculine And nobody wants you intimately You stand there erect so proudly Nobody wants your dick nobody wants your shit Nobody likes your hair it’s messy Nobody likes your nails they’re sloppy Nobody likes your lips bitch just deal with it Nobody likes your clothes their 80s You define dip shit so greatly Nobody likes your tits you’ve got to deal with it Verse 2: Please don’t get a hardon right after what I’ve told Ignorance is amusing ya know You think that they all like you, you think that you’re the man You don’t know the shit you have That’s right they talk about you just like they always have They spread rumors because they can I’ll sit here and I’ll warn you despite your attention span Watch out for those rednecks they’re not your friends Chorus: Nobody cares about you or your heart Nobody cared about you from the start Nobody loves that thing you did So proud of it so masculine And nobody wants you intimately You stand there erect so proudly Nobody wants your dick nobody wants your shit Nobody likes your hair it’s messy Nobody likes your nails they’re sloppy Nobody likes your lips bitch just deal with it Nobody likes your clothes their 80s You define dip shit so greatly Nobody likes your tits you’ve got to deal with it
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Always Hooked 02:32
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Verse 1: Unlike normal people ya see I choose to kiss, hug, and love everybody And to give them up is hard for me I dance around to spare feelings I’m a puppet I live life blind People tug me left and they tug me right I choose to be this guy on a string To spare my so-called friends bad dreams Chorus: Try to make this quick for me I can’t think or speak Just try to live life vulnerably Then you’ll live like me Jerk my monkey bruise my knees tear my ass up and suck on me I won’t crush or bleed Scream or cry I don’t have a mind that’s why Verse 2: Loving someone when they’re in love with me Causes somewhat of a problem and also jealousy And when I try to make friends that’s all I seem to get I go to bed alone then wake up someone’s in my bed It’s hard to get them out after the night we shared They are so cool and I’d be alone and scared So keep them around and then their words turn unfair But it’s too late I’m already mentally bared Chorus: Try to make this quick for me I can’t think or speak Just try to live life vulnerably Then you’ll live like me Jerk my monkey bruise my knees tear my ass up and suck on me I won’t crush or bleed Scream or cry I don’t have a mind that’s why
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No Control 03:30
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Verse 1: No control obviously here now My head does what it wants It never gives me a say My heart has no strings attached to logic in my life My heart gets broken so easily Chorus 1: And I don’t miss it when it’s gone for five minutes And it doesn’t stay gone long No control over any emotion I have No control, no control, no control Verse 2: Peer out my window to see the world at its brightest Standing right in the darkness looking out at what I want Sitting in the dark looking out I see a life that I want for me But knowing inside my mind heart and soul I’ll never have it Chorus 2: I’m alone in my thoughts in my dark right in my house I’m alone when it comes to expressing myself No one ever understands No control, no control over my emotions No control over expressing myself No control Chorus 3: No control over anything that I do and say No control over explaining just what makes me tick No control over anything in that in general No control no control
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Doom 03:47
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Verse 1: You know you act just like me dude you know it’s true As you’re laughing it up you’re hoping that you won’t be screwed But you know as well as I do that you’ll be just like me soon No sense in trying to fight it just face the fact you’re through Pre-Chorus The irony, the undelight, the look of uncool I say the spell-like trance, the urge to die, and all the bad moods oh-well. The wondering, analyzing, the temper in you. You’ll get the shits, no sleep, the headaches, and the jitter-shakes too Chorus: Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh Oh meet Doom He’s after you He’s got me too Dreaded all this Doom Verse 2: You know that you’re in trouble now so factually I pray you know how to live life oh so modestly And if you try to tell them then they will laugh at you honestly Your best bet is to sit there and try to live life so chronically Pre-Chorus The irony, the undelight, the look of uncool I say the spell-like trance, the urge to die, and all the bad moods oh-well. The wondering, analyzing, the temper in you. You’ll get the shits, no sleep, the headaches, and the jitter-shakes too Chorus: Oh Oh Oh meet Doom He’s after you He’s got me too Dreaded all this Doom
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Done it Again 03:01
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Verse 1: Met somebody new again You were not afraid of it Weren’t really expecting shit Then you got thrown in the mix When you just wanted a new click He just wanted his balls licked wanted to feel your lipstick But you weren’t really feelin’ him Hook: You ain’t right you little hoe You acted so irrational You dodge people everywhere you go ‘Cause you’re afraid that they all know Chorus: Lipstick smeared across your face Burning in-between your legs Brush-burn all up on your knees Hair thrown all over the place Lipstick smeared across your face Burning in-between your legs Brush burn all up on your knees Hair thrown all over the place Done it again Done it again Done it again Done it again Verse 2: Found yourself a new friend Started all over again Hotel at 11:00 This guy’s name is Melvin Melvin’s got his own friend He knows you don’t know it Wonder what will happen When you sleep with Melvin Hook: You ain’t right you little hoe You acted so irrational You dodge people everywhere you go ‘Cause you’re afraid that they all know Chorus: Lipstick smeared across your face Burning in-between your legs Brush-burn all up on your knees Hair thrown all over the place Lipstick smeared across your face Burning in-between your legs Brush burn all up on your knees Hair thrown all over the place Done it again Done it again Done it again Bridge: Wonder whatchur thinkin’ Just came from the clinic Hook: You ain’t right you little hoe You acted so irrational You dodge people everywhere you go ‘Cause you’re afraid that they all know Chorus Lipstick smeared across your face Burning in-between your legs Brush-burn all up on your knees Hair thrown all over the place Done it again
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Inviting You Not Wanting To 02:37
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Verse 1: Dial you up and regret it Pick you up or I’ll feel bad Love you much though I’ve had it Fill you up with sweet talking And make you feel good though I shouldn’t Knew I would I can’t help it Make you smile though I’ll be sick Make you laugh just to feel good Chorus: In my life that is the way it goes (Inviting you not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to.) All my days that is the way it goes (Inviting you not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to.) In my life that is the way it goes (Inviting you not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to.) And all my days that is the way it goes (Inviting you not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to.) Inviting you not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to. Verse 2: Make you feel loved to get credit Repeat myself so you know what I meat Clown around so you think I’m dumb Act 10-years-old so you don’t feel stupid Play Dominos and let you win Bust out in tears so you can help me Expose all my fears so you can hold me Tell all my dreams so you can guide me Chorus: In my life that is the way it goes (Inviting you not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to.) All my days that is the way it goes (Inviting you not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to.) In my life that is the way it goes (Inviting you not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to.) All my days that is the way it goes (Inviting you not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to.) Not wanting to. Not wanting to. Not wanting to. Inviting you not wanting to
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Who Would I Be Without Vocal B 04:07
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Verse 1: Here I am again 1-and-a-half-months since writers block depression 2 months after starting my computer album 7 months after writing Clarification At 8 months I started liking Linkin Park albums 9 months since I heard about Matthew Shepard 10 months past writing the I Lose collection 10-and-a-½ since I last listened to Herman 11 since I started getting disgustingly hit on 12 months past the Tweaking Insanity one 1-and-a-½-years since the start of my 1-week loves 2 years since I made my debut rap album 3 since Jeannie and Vocal B’s show at the Common Grounds And 3-and-a-½ since I seen the studio 4 years since I got the keyboard I own 5 years I had wrote my first song for my daughter 5-and-a-½ since I wrote Tape 8 off the old ones Also when I started liking Eminem hardcore 5-and-¾ since my first song with Jeannie 6 years since I wrote about my dog in heaven 6-and-a-½ since the beginning of depression Chorus: Who would I be without Vocal B Who would I be without vocal b Without Vocal B Who would I be without Vocal B Oh who would I be without Vocal B Who would I be without Vocal B Verse 2: Here I am again 7 years since I sang & wrote a Reggie love song 8 since I wrote about moving out too young Also the first Base and Vocal B songs 9 years since I purchased No Doubt’s Tragic Kingdom 9-and-¼ since I first fell in love Also the year I had made all of my videos 9-and-a-½-years since I started rockin’ to Alanis 9-and-¾ since I wrote She Knows 10 years since I bought Joan Osborne’s Relish 11 years ago my first trip to the studio 11-and-¾ I wrote Got Me Goin’ 12 years ago I wrote Happy Life 12-and-¼ I recorded with Chrystal 12-and-a-½ I wrote I Know 13 years ago I called myself The Bluez Boy 14 years ago I started liking Ace of Base 18 years ago my parents bought my first keyboard As a child I’d always hear my parent’s tapes Bon Jovi, Boston and Dr. Hook, and Michael Jackson, Madonna Motley Crew and Tone Loc too I remember my mother singing me Last Kiss Chorus: Oh Who would I be without Vocal B Who would I be without Vocal B Without Vocal B Without Vocal B Who would I be without Vocal B Who would I be without Vocal B
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Castaway 03:02
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Sunday, 2/26-27/05 finished writing @ 12:40 Verse 1: Here I go again braggin’ I’m the shit All I ever did I’ve learned to never do again I’m so uncool and so I’m blind Didn’t ever stop to think or even ask why You didn’t like me. You’re so unkind I’m so not wise. My heart cries As my flaws shine my heart dies No mercy from your negative vibes Hook 1: Unwillingly I’ve lived so nobly You never liked me honestly ‘Cause you told me so carelessly PreChorus: And I know that I’ll live so unsure of my shit So I’ll quit worryin’ about lip from some hick Ignore it, not hear it, or I’ll live ignorant ‘Cause of some bitch Chorus: Castaway I’m just your average castaway Not much to see here just a castaway Castaway Castaway I’m just your average castaway Not much to see here just a castaway Castaway Verse 2: There I go laughin’ with who I think are my friends All I ever did I’ve learned to never do again I’m overruled. I wish I’d just die Never even tried just to see why you didn’t like me. You live so spitefully with your selfish life and your phony lines My whole life’s been a lie and I’m so hurt by your filthy minds. I should have seen the signs Hook 2: Un-beautifully You’ve treated me so bitterly You had me fooled so carefully Then you told me so carelessly PreChorus: And I know that I’ll live so unsure of my shit So I’ll quit worryin’ about lip from some hick Ignore it, not hear it, or I’ll live ignorant ‘Cause of some bitch Chorus: Castaway I’m just your average castaway Not much to see here just a castaway Castaway Castaway I’m just your average castaway Not much to see here just a castaway Castaway
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I Remember 04:23
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Don’t go Verse 1: Sitting here with a full life I feel so empty inside Pretend that I am with you Makes me so full of life Hook: I am incomplete though I want you now to understand I can’t get along without ya man I am lost in a daydream of you With everything you do And all the things you are put me in awe Chorus: I remember you I remember us Verse 2: Crying here broken hearted I’m like the dead but I’m alive Knowing that you’re so close Yet you’re so far from my life Hook: I am incomplete though I want you now to understand I can’t get along without ya man I am lost in a daydream of you With everything you do And all the things you are put me in awe Chorus: I remember you I remember us
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You're Like Alcohol 03:56
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Chorus: You’re like alcohol You make me feel good while I’m doing wrong and I know that I should try to be strong I keep taking you in You keep messing me up You’re like alcohol Verse 1: Ever since the day we started hanging People look at me like I’m not the same Everyone’s always got something to say And everyone knows that I hate head games Can’t they see that you’re now a part of me Why won’t they just let me live my life Everyone saw me suck you up you’re like alcohol Chorus: You’re like alcohol You make me feel good while I’m doing wrong and I know that I should try to be strong I keep taking you in You keep messing me up You’re like alcohol Verse 2: Ever since the first pickup line you used I’ve been helplessly devoted to you Everyone saw the shit that I fell for While I got in trouble you hid behind doors But I just kept coming back to you Not really wanting to Everyone saw me suck your stories up you’re like alcohol Chorus: You’re like alcohol You make me feel good while I’m doing wrong and I know that I should try to be strong I keep taking you in You keep messing me up You’re like alcohol Bridge: Yo no one ever gave him a chance to speak openly He got so mad it seemed that he gave up so easily He was this little white boy with no joy and no feelings This boy with his dealings; a toy for the appealing He was always shot down by the punks with no remorse It’s tough to be off course when you’re stuck outside with closed doors Everywhere he went, even the people he knew they never stopped to help him or ask what he’d been through You couldn’t come up a good enough excuse. He wouldn’t forgive you He never believed you He didn’t even trust you He hated you. Fuck you All he ever wanted in his life was love from you when the situation wasn’t right, and now he’s above you so how’s it feel to look up to the one you threw mud to I’d go on with your life, you dumbass, if I was you 'Cause I really hope you know you’re so not cool Chorus: You’re like alcohol You make me feel good while I’m doing wrong and I know that I should try to be strong I keep taking you in You keep messing me up You’re like alcohol
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Elevator Ride 03:16
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Verse 1: You said you were never gonna hurt me you arrogant shit How dare you forget about me, forget about this When I tried to give you less you always took too much And now I’m vulnerable so you walked out, ya fuck Fuck you! Who cares if your arms aren’t around me I’ll get a love somewhere else Piss off man I don’t need your shit man Go on with your slow ass What’s up man, I don’t even care now Fuck off and get out Yo dude your head just spun around Chorus: I’m sick of this elevator ride You bring me up and then you take me down I’m sick of this elevator ride Why did I ever let you come around Verse 2: I know now I never really needed you. I was just dumb I sacrificed my whole life for you. I gave it all up At the time though I didn’t really see that. I guess I’ve grown up. And now I don’t need your so-called love Peace out bruh, really nice knowing ya, but you and I are done Find yourself a dumbass dude, man, I really wish you luck maybe the 2 of you might get along or he might just fuck your ass up Chorus: I’m sick of this elevator ride You bring me up and then you take me down I’m sick of this elevator ride Why did I ever let you come around Bridge: Yo All the little bitches that been waitin’ for me Smokin’ trees up in the hills and out in the streets Well I don’t bring peace but I do bring the heat And if you don’t like it you can come get a piece of me ya freak Think you can take me man please, I’ma call you out next time I speak: Stank ass, ya reek. Use perfume on your pads And when you shit don’t forget to wipe your hiney, ya ass You think I’d be nice ‘cause I’m small and white Why should I be nice when you gave me shit my whole life Here y’all little bitches, you wanna suck my dick I’ll make arrangements for every little lick Let me write this shit down real quick Wait, your resume says you already have experience Damn I didn’t know that, it also says here you get fucked in the ass What Vocal B’s back with whole new shit After a full 12-pack I’ve got a foul-mouthed lip I’m as hot as the rest, my rhymes are the best Pen in hand, I invent so I always stay fresh
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Daughter's Song 02:18
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Not everything in my life was going right Then you came along now everything has meaning in my life I wish I could show you to the world Tell everyone you’re daddy’s little girl My sunshine Everyone knows how much I love you Baby, it shows how much I overprotect you You opened me up To show you my love You’re bright as the sun When the daylight comes Every single day I wanna see your face When you smile I’m happy And when you cry my heart breaks
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Internal Affair 03:33
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Verse 1: This fire that burns within me I must let you go or I at least must let you see I’m weakening under the mind that keeps me sane I could have anybody so consider yourself lucky Hook: And I tried my hardest to give you more pleasure And I gave into you far more than I should have I keep on pretending I’m happy when I’m not You’ve got my mind running through mazes in my head I saw no beginning and I can’t see an end I only fight this internal battle to satisfy all of my needs so try not to push me I’m begging you not to I’m begging you please Chorus: Or I’ll scream for release Desperately, let me be Can’t you see I’ve got means You can’t satisfy my needs What you are’s not close to what you used to be What you’ve become’s something I’ll never relate to I don’t understand you what happened to you dude Hope you don’t think you’re cool Hope you don’t think you’re cool Verse 2: I thought your love would be like the water (sprays straight out the hose) To put all of the flames out (that I cannot control) Instead you are the gas that pours everywhere I go The things that you do kill me inside (just thought I’d let you know) Hook: And I tried my hardest to give you more pleasure And I gave into you far more than I should have I keep on pretending I’m happy when I’m not You’ve got my mind running through mazes in my head I saw no beginning and I can’t see an end I only fight this internal battle to satisfy all of my needs so try not to push me I’m begging you not to I’m begging you please Chorus: Or I’ll scream for release Desperately, let me be Can’t you see I’ve got means You can’t satisfy my needs What you are’s not close to what you used to be What you’ve become’s something I’ll never relate to I don’t understand you what happened to you dude Hope you don’t think you’re cool
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You're Such a Fuckin' Asshole 03:31
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Intro: No matter how fast I run it seems that I’m never gonna get there Verse 1: Life’s not okay It’s because of you Boiled blood in my veins To you my gratitude Hook 1: I bet you thought I’d bow out gracefully Why would you think that of me I bet you thought I’d bow out gracefully Why would you think that of me Chorus: You’re such a fuckin asshole You’re such a fuckin asshole You’re such a fuckin asshole You’re such a fuckin asshole Verse 2: My head is a mess But you seem fine though The situation’s all stress Why did you go Hook 2: I bet you thought you left honorably There was no sympathy from me just self-pity I bet you thought you left honorably There was no sympathy from me just self-pity Chorus: You’re such a fuckin asshole You’re such a fuckin asshole You’re such a fuckin asshole You’re such a fuckin asshole
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Another Letchu 04:14
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Intro: A wordless night Another letchu Don’t speak my mind Another letchu Verse 1: I’ve given up the search for a happy life I threw my clothes out and hung myself to dry I knew not the wrath during the making of “Tweaking Insanity” As I now do 1 year later becoming less and less of me Chorus: Can’t believe I letchu My god I letchu I letchu walk all over me Midtro: A fear-filled life Another letchu A tearful time Another letchu Verse 2: I’ve taken guilt-trips every day and it’s draining just all of me I’ve no boundaries left for you to break the world is mocking me And I’ve let myself down by letting you get to me And my moods keep spinning me all around Chorus 2: And I letchu Can’t believe I letchu My god I letchu I letchu make me weak Bridge: I have to walk away And bury my face And I feel so alone And don’t feel like I am there I want to build a home But regret is everywhere Will I ever be free Free from myself Restore my faith in me Chorus 3: And I letchu Can’t believe I letchu My god I letchu I letchu take away my speech
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The Cigarette 02:51
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Verse 1: You were my friend You never left me alone Friends to the end Never letchu go Always had my back Taught me to relax Hook 1: I’d give you everything You only bring me pain And I made the mistake Of giving you control over me Chorus: I didn’t want to But I never had any choice I really loved you You held onto that and rejoiced Verse 2: You came with a plan Just wanted to let you know I know All things do end I’ll never forget you, though I’ll find another friend One who’s not always bad Hook 2: I tried my hardest to bring back who you were once And I’ve come to terms with the fact that this was your intention all along Chorus: I didn’t want to But I never had any choice I really loved you You held on that and rejoiced
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Dislike of Not Knowing (Acappella) 02:40
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Verse 1: Do I love you do I hate you do I like you as you are Will I bus it will I cab it will I ever get a car Will I always deal with dip shits will it always be this hard Will I ever meet more people who just love to use their dar Chorus: I’m in pain It’s in my veins I’m so ashamed Every time I say my name So frustrating Dislike of not knowing My own feelings From day to day Verse 2: Am I too old am I too young will I be a super star Do I sing well do I play well should I learn to play guitar Will I always have depression and from myself feel so far Will I ever make some money or will I always have a welfare card Chorus: I’m in pain It’s in my veins I’m so ashamed Every time I say my name So frustrating Dislike of not knowing My own feelings From day to day

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This is "All Part of Me," the very first album I recorded digitally, at home, on my personal computer, and shared with the world.

Of course I'd been recording music for years before this, either in recording studios, or at home on cassette tape, unprofessionally using karaoke machines and cheap mics and keyboards, this marked the first time I'd "self-release" and simultaneously share it with the world online.

My first several publicly released albums were released under the stage-name "Vocal B" which stood for "Vocal Brad."

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released March 5, 2005

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Bradley Voorhees East Syracuse, New York

Who doesn't enjoy an interesting indie artist? Am I good, am I bad? Who knows. Guess we'll all have to wait and see. Yes, "we" 'cause not even I know myself anymore. I think that really comes out in the tunes though. Who knows, perhaps it may be you who can help solve a mystery? Yeah, I like a lot of retro television :D But I'll be there for you, if you're there for me too! Ha ... more

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