Book of Life: Chapter 3; Goodbye to the Vocals & El

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released September 14, 2005

All tracks written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Bradley Voorhees @ Ed Harbst Studios (Formerly A Stem From Basement Productions). Except lyrics of track 15 that were sang by Jeannie, written by Jeannie, and tracks 1 and 15 recorded, mixed, and mastered by Kevin Murry, and Bradley Voorhees @ Twin Tears Audio, in Breesport, NY.

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Track Name: What Kind of Man
Verse 1:
What kind of man would leave you hangin’
What kind of man would leave you all alone
What kind of man would make you feel so far from home
It’s the kind of man who made you love him

Hook:
And I don’t wanna dream
of you at night
I don’t wanna see you
Everytime I close my eyes
Oh no no

Chorus:
No oh no oh no oh no
No oh no oh no oh no
I don’t want these memories
I want you out of my dreams
I need reciprocity
you never felt the same as me
No oh no oh no oh no
No oh no oh no oh no
Oh I don’t want your sympathy
I don’t need your qualities
And I don’t need your expertise
So why don’t you just walk away from me

Verse 1:
What kind of man would leave frustrated
What kind of man would leave right after a fight
What kind of man would make you feel so sexually used
It’s the kind of man who made you trust him

Hook:
And I don’t wanna dream
of you at night
I don’t wanna see you
Everytime I close my eyes
Oh no no

Chorus:
No oh no oh no oh no
No oh no oh no oh no
I don’t want these memories
I want you out of my dreams
I need reciprocity
you never felt the same as me
No oh no oh no oh no
No oh no oh no oh no
Oh I don’t want your sympathy
I don’t need your qualities
And I don’t need your expertise
So why don’t you just walk away from me
You never felt
You never felt
You never felt
You never felt the same as me
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
Track Name: Clashin'
Verse 1:
I keep my hopes up despite our non-connection
I keep pretending you’re the one I’m supposed to be with
I keep offering my soul for you to open
Will you open me
I shout out loud I love you when I’m not sure I do
Your hands on me that night felt so good way cool
I pray for the day that you an I get together
Anticipate making a family with you

Chorus:
But we just keep on clashin
And I hope one day we get past it
Till then it’ll keep on burnin
And I feel one day we’ll make it happen
Cause we just keep on clashin
And I hope one day we get past it
Till then it’ll keep on burnin
And I feel one day we’ll make it happen

Verse 2:
I’ll keep my head up despite your transformation
I’ll lift my self up despite my devastation
I’d cut my arm off to have you as a fake one
Will you one day see
I’d fight a mob of kkk to have your love any day
I’d scrape the bowl I’d lick the pan just to make sure you had new pants
I’d build house we’d break it in I’d tare it down at your request

Chorus:
But we just keep on clashin
And I hope one day we get past it
Till then it’ll keep on burnin
And I feel one day we’ll make it happen
Cause we just keep on clashin
And I hope one day we get past it
Till then it’ll keep on burnin
And I feel one day we’ll make it happen

End:
You know that I wont give up
Any of my beliefs for anyone
I know you wont be the one
But we owe it to ourselves
To try
All the while
We
We just keep on clashin
Track Name: Tell Them Everything
Verse 1:
I was stupid to believe you when you told me I’m the reason
you was stayin’ here in this town and not bouncin’ like you always do
Always fakin’ always lying always tryin’ to blame me
always askin’ for pity now I hate you cause you live guilt free

Chorus:
Tell them all tell them all the statements you made
Tell them all the sacrifices for you that I made
Tell them all tell them all the chances I gave
Tell them bout the shit I gave you every fucking thing
And how it ended up all over outside of my place
And I thought I was insane
But I’m noting compared to the mania and the rage
I’m nothing like a crack head pawning his things

Verse 2:
You can tell me that I asked you but I didn’t not ever
did I tell you you could be out doin’ your thing leavin’ me all alone
Go ahead tell everybody I threw you out I wanted you out
outta my house out a my life out a my head you piece of shit

Chorus:
Tell them all tell them all the statements you made
Tell them all the sacrifices for you that I made
Tell them all tell them all the chances I gave
Tell them bout the shit I gave you every fucking thing
And how it ended up all over outside of my place
And I thought I was insane
But I’m noting compared to the mania and the rage
I’m nothing like a crack head pawning his things

Bridge:
Boy if I had known
I wouldn’t have stuck around
for the ride down
if I had known
Track Name: From me to You (Live)
I might not be the hottest guy
I might not have big arms and pecks to die for
And I might not have a wash board stomach
But I will love you

I’ll love you better then any macho man
I’ll love you better then anybody can

Cause I love you like the rainbow in the sky
And I’ll drift by you and love you till I die
And when you see me standing there
Just come kiss me and make me alive
Just come kiss me and make me come alive

I might have a uni-brow and shaver it off
I might have chubby cheeks and whiskers all the time
I might have ears that stick out a little too far
But I’ll love you from afar
Until you notice me standing there
Under the rainbow drifting in the wind

Oh and I’ll love you better then a macho man
Oh I’ll love you better then anyone can

Cause I love you real strongly
My feelings for you keep me going

And I’ll love you better then anyone can
I’ll love you stronger then any built man
I love you better then anybody can
The sooner you notice
The sooner our lives can begin

Cause I love you stronger then I’ve ever loved anybody else
I love you better then I love myself
And I love you more then anybody can
I love you
And I hope one day you can love me too
The way I love you
Cause I love you
Track Name: Every Gay Man
Why would you let go of modesty
What ever happened to monogamy
Can’t believe I had your hands on me
And I gave your ass a family
The truth is you’re a fraction of the whole
Not the only person that I loathe
You’ll forever be a lonely ho
Showing love the only way you know

We break up you break down your ass was outta here
No make up not make out take a look in the mirror
And tell me do you love the shit that you became
If you can’t love yourself then don’t try to make me

Everybody wants to give their love
Everybody wants to show their love
Everybody thinks they know love
Ain’t no body round here know bout love

And you cant see why I don’t wanna fuck you
And you don’t know how I wanna love you
And you don’t see how I’m supposed to dig you
If my dick ain’t hard then how’m I supposed to know you

I think I’ll hold out for a little bit
Wait for someone who loves me not dick
I might search my whole life and not find it
But I’ll have lived my life innocent
The truth is I’m determined not to give in
My will is my power and powers don’t give
I’ll find myself a lover who wants to commit
And if I don’t it will all have been worth it

We break up you break down your ass was outta here
No make up not make out take a look in the mirror
And tell me do you love the shit that you became
If you can’t love yourself then don’t try to make me

Everybody wants to give their love
Everybody wants to show their love
Everybody thinks they know love
Ain’t no body round here know bout love

And you cant see why I don’t wanna fuck you
And you don’t know how I wanna love you
And you don’t see how I’m supposed to dig you
If my dick ain’t hard then how’m I supposed to know you
Track Name: I'm Over You
Verse 1:
So many years I’ve been here
Letting you have your way with me
So much of my time spent pleasing you
Never thinking of my own fucking needs
And now it’s time I let you go
So I can focus on me
I wont let you get under my skin
That’d mean I still care for you
When I don’t I don’t give a shit

Hook:
All that I said it was never enough
And all that I did wasn’t enough
All that I wanted could not be done
All the love you have and I didn’t see none

Chorus:
I’m over you
I’m over you
I’m over you
I’m over you

Verse 2:
When did this all go down
I let you get one too many over on me
Well to you lover I’m not bound
Don’t take it as such a shock or personally
Can’t fight inevitability
That’s the way shit always goes down
Don’t act like your skank ass ain’t just as guilty
Love life with you not around

Hook:
All that I said it was never enough
And all that I did wasn’t enough
All that I wanted could not be done
All the love you have and I didn’t see none

Chorus:
I’m over you
I’m over you
I’m over you
I’m over you
Track Name: Day After Day
Verse 1:
I don’t know why I can’t get with it
I don’t know why I can’t stay with it
I used to live life in a state of bliss
And now I just can’t deal with it
I wasn’t ever really arrogant
And now I think I am a piece of shit
I’ve become so fucking ignorant
I really hope I don’t stay stupid

Hook:
I don’t see a future
I only wanna cry
I used to be a keeper
Now I just ain’t right
I used to like the mirror
Now it hurts my eyes
I used to be a teacher
Now I am advised

Chorus:
I sit here day after day
Never really feeling sane
Now to me each day is the same
I wish that it was all a dream
And that I’d wake up and be
Happier then I ever remember being

Verse 2:
My friends are always helping me
When’s the last time I lived for me
I used to fake this now that’s irony
Cause now it’s not fake it’s real ya see

Chorus:
I sit here day after day
Never really feeling sane
Now to me each day is the same
I wish that it was all a dream
And that I’d wake up and be
Happier then I ever remember being

Verse 3:
I used to bust balls now balls bust me
I used to have heart now it’s hardening
My family and friends used to be proud of me
Now they cant stand that I’m so needy
I miss my life when I was healthy
I am always busy downing me
What an affect shit has on me
My persona is hard to meet

Hook:
I don’t see a future
I only wanna cry
I used to be a keeper
Now I just ain’t right
I used to like the mirror
Now it hurts my eyes
I used to be a teacher
Now I am advised

Chorus:
I sit here day after day
Never really feeling sane
Now to me each day is the same
I wish that it was all a dream
And that I’d wake up and be
Happier then I ever remember being
Track Name: Ou Hell Yeah
Verse 1:
AND YOU NEVER LEAVE ME THIS WAY
AND YOU NEVER LET ME BE HAPPY
WHY CAN’T YOU CARELESSLY THROW ME AWAY
SO I CAN WHIPE ALL THESE TEARS FROM MY FACE
AND MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
I FEEL HELPLESS HERE WHERE I LAY
AND HOPEFULLY I’LL RECOVER ONE DAY
I KNOW YOU AND ME JUST CAN’T BE

Chorus:
Ou hell yeah
hell yeah
hell yeah
hell yeah

Verse 2:
I’M STARTING TO BELIEVE YOU’RE MY FATE
AND YOU’RE MAKING ME FEEL I’M INSANE
I LIVE LIFE AND PRETEND I’M OKAY
YOU’RE A GAME I NO LONGER WANNA PLAY
AND I’M NOT QUITE SURE JUST WHO TO BLAME
YOU TOOK ME OVER AND THEN TOOK MY NAME
NOW WHEN ANYONE LOOKS I’M ASHAMED
I DON’T KNOW HOW TO PUT THINGS INTO PLACE

Chorus:
Ou hell yeah
hell yeah
hell yeah
hell yeah
Track Name: Spanish Gurl
Spanish Gurl

I never knew her name

I only seen her face

Her life was so much pain

Looked as though she lost the game

There was this Spanish girl layin by a tree
Her hair was soaked just bloody curls all underneath
Another victim of the world so unclean
I wanted to take her home and make her feel fresh and neat

I don’t know what happened to you
Don’t know if you were beaten or who did it to you
And I don’t wanna see you live this way
I wanna show you that there’s so much more then what you’ve seen
I don’t know where you came from
All I know is you don’t have to go back
And I’ll be here to guide the way

Spanish girl got up and ran away
I couldn’t stop her despite my desperate pleas
Looked at me as though I was the enemy
As though a man had kicked her ass everyday

I don’t know what happened to you
Don’t know if you were beaten or who did it to you
And I don’t wanna see you live this way
I wanna show you that there’s so much more then what you’ve seen
I don’t know where you came from
All I know is you don’t have to go back
And I’ll be here to guide the way love you every day

Didn’t seem she’d ever seen a happy day
love you every day more then they
I never seen you again
All it took was that one time
Now you’ll forever be on my mind
But you’ll be my reminder
I owe you my life
You taught me a valuable lesson
I don’t have the toughest life

chica spanola

Spanish girl, if you ever hear this song, look me up, don't give up, i'll show you love, i'll give you much, you are my inspiration, therefore i owe you one
Track Name: Oh-No!
Verse 1:
NO I DON’T WANNA GO SMOKE A LIL WEED
I DON’T WANNA GET LIT UP AND HIT THE STREETS
I DON’T WANNA CHILL AT YOUR CRIB WITH THE FREAKS
I DON’T WANNA WATCH YOU COMMIT TO THESE WAYS
I DON’T WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND DUDE YOU’RE A WASTE
I DON’T LIKE YOUR BIG ASS UP IN MY FACE
NO I DON’T WISH I WAS PART OF THIS SHAME
YO THIS IS LIFE DUDE THIS IS NOT A GAME
I DON’T WANNA BE CHILL WITH ALL THE CATS
HANGIN AT THE CAR WASH WITH 8 BALLS AND WAX
TALKIN MADD SHIT GRABBIN UP ON THEIR SACKS
CHILLIN FLIRTIN WITH THE GIRLS & RECRUTIN WHITE TRASH
I DON’T WANNA BE KNOWN AS A BODY FULL-A-CRACK
I DON’T WANNA BE TOLD I CAN’T BE MY DAUGHTERS DAD
I JUST WANNA BE KNOWN AS VOCAL B OR BRAD
OR EVEN JUST BRADLEY THE CONFUSED WHITE FAG
SO LONG AS THIS WHITE RAPIN FAGS A GOOD DAD
SO LONG AS THIS BALL LICKIN QUEERS A REAL MAN
REALLY I JUST WANNA LIVE LIFE CLEAN AND RELAXED
NOT BE LIKE YOU UPTIGHT CRACKED OUT & WHACK
IF YOU EVER WANT GUIDANCE TO CLEAN YOUR ACT UP MAN
YOU KNOW MY NUMBER BRO GIMME A BUZZ LAD
SEE WITH ME YOU AIN'T GOTTA ACT LIKE A TOUGH ASS
WHEN YOU HANG WITH ME DUDE CHILL OUT WITH THE FRONT CRAP

Verse 2:
YOU KNOW I DON’T WANNA GO ROLLIN’ IN THE BACK
& I CAN’T FIGURE OUT WHY YOU ASK ME THAT
LEMMY JUST SAY NO AND LET THAT BE DEAD
AND NO I DON’T WANNA GIVE YOU THIS HEAD
IF YOU ON THE D.L. GET A QUEEN UP IN YOUR BED
DUDE I DON’T CARE HOW MANY TEARS YOU SHED
I’M TELLIN’ YOU ALL WE’LL EVER BE IS FRIENDS
YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEEPS WANNA GET WITH THIS
DUDE DON’T TRY TO GET ME TO GIVE YOU A KISS
WITH THEM CRABS YOU GOT CRAWLIN IN YOUR SHIT
DON’T MESS WITH THIS FAGGOT OR YOU GONNA GET HIT
NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOUR FUCKIN’ BITCH-ASS LIP
ONLY WHEN I GET YOUR DUMB ASS TO ADMIT
THAT YOU’RE A CROSS DRESSIN CLOSET WIMP
THEN I STILL WONT FUCK A BOY WHO’S A 2 INCH SHRIMP
BOY TO GET WITH THIS YOU MUST COME EQUIPPED
LITTLE CRABS AND SHRIMP THEY JUST DON’T MIX
I WONT BE YOUR MAN BUT I’LL BE YOUR PIMP
SEE HOW LONG IT TAKES YOUR TIGHT ASS TO QUIT
PROBABLY AFTER DUDE WITH HIS LEATHER AND HIS WHIP
DUDE THAT TOLD YOU TO SUCK IT WHILE HE SITS
DUDE THAT MAKES YOU GO UNTIL HE LOADS HIS JIZZ
TAKES HIS COCK OUT AND ON YOUR FACE HE SPITS
YO YOU AINT DUDE SO GET A DAMN GRIP
Track Name: I Wonder What Happened
OH I GOT SOME SKILLS WHAT DID YOU FORGET
GO HEAD FLIP YOUR HAIR AND THROW YOUR FITS
TRIP AND FALL TRYIN TO SWING YOUR HIPS
GIRL TAKE THAT BRA OFF YOU AINT GOT NO TITS
BRO WHY YOU LAUGHIN WITH YOUR 2 INCH DICK
LOOKS LIKE YOU ALL GOT THROWN IN THE MIX
GET IN MY WAY WHILE I’M TRYIN TO BE HIP
NO ONE CAN TAKE ME EVEN YOUR BLACK LIPS
OH NOW YOU WANNA SPARK DUDE YOU GOT SOME WITS
BOY I’M BOUT TO HAVE FUN AS I SQUASH YOUR SHIT
ARE YOU CRAZY BOY YOU CAN’T FUCK WITH THIS
BACK THE FUCK DOWN WITH YOUR HONKY LISP
GO FUCK A BOY YOU FUCKIN FAGGOT CHRIS
DUMB ASS CRACKER YOU MUST BE BROTHERS WITH RICH
BOTH YALL LIKE BABY DICKS AND TWITS
DON’T GET ME STARTED NOT ONE OF YOU I MISS

I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PEOPLE I KNEW
I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVED
I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PEOPLE WHO LOVED ME

I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THE PEOPLE I KNEW
LITTLE MARQUIS SHARON AND ALISHA TOO
ALIETE PAUL AND THE BABY AND CHARLES THE JEW
SCOTTIE THE THOUSAND-AIR WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU
NIKKI RICH AND MICHIAH JIMMY AND DIANNE
SHANNON SCOTT THE BOY AND SCOTT THE MAN
ALL THESE PEOPLE UNDERSTANDING THEY LACK
CAN’T UNDERSTAND SO THEY TREAT ME SO WHACK
NOW THEY’RE IN SHOCK CAUSE VOCAL B STRUCK BACK
DOWN LAID THE SMACK RIGHT UP ON YOUR SACK
VOCAL B IS THE MAN COOL LIKE HE’S MACK
MIGHT BE A FAG BUT YOU ALL WAS HIS HAGS
KISS MY ASS I AINT ON NO CRACK
EAT YOUR RAG I AINT INTO THAT
TAKE YOUR CLASS AND SHOVE IT U YOUR ASS
GRASP THAT UGLY LOOKIN FACE WITH YOUR HANDS
SO I CAN USE THIS TAPE TO PUT UM BOTH IN A BAG
SNAP A PIC FOR E-BAY POST HEY I GOT CRAFTS
WATCH THE VIDEO AS MY PEEPS AND I ALL RELAX
MY BUDDIES AND I CHUCKLE TEE HEE LAUGH
IF NOT ANY OF WHAT I’VE SAID MAKES SENSE
LEMMY SAY SUCK MY DICK I’M SURE YOU GET THAT
IF YOU DON’T GET IT BOY DAMN THAT’S TOO BAD
I APOLOGIZE DUDE ALMOST MAKES ME SAD

I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PEOPLE I KNEW
I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVED
I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PEOPLE WHO LOVED ME
Track Name: Mental Lover
DUDE I KNOW SOMETIMES I CAN BE IN GRUMPY MOODS / ALMOST LIKE I CAN’T STAND YOU AND I FUCKIN’ HATE YOU / TOO COOL TO BE STUCK WITH AN UNCOOL DUDE / BUT IT REALLY AINT THE CASE WHEN IT COMES TO ME YOU / A LITTLE DOWN THE ROAD G MY LIFE GOT MESSED UP / IT’S AMAZING HOW A FEAR CAN MAKE A GUY NUMB / IT’S SO SHITTY HOW WHEN I’M AIGHT I ALWAYS GET FUCKED / IT’S SO CRAZY HOW I TRY TO COPE AND LIVE LIFE DUNN / AND I KNOW IT’D NEVER HAPPEN FOR ME THAT WAY SON / I STOPPED PUTTIN OUT SO I DON’T GET NONE / STILL CHILLIN IN MY LIFE AND DREADIN IT AS MUCH / MY WHOLE LIFE IS FULL OF THINGS THAT I LOVE / WHILE IN THOUGHTS OF MY LIFE IT DOES MAKE ME BUM / I LIVE HAPPY DAYS YET I DON’T ENJOY ONE / SO THE WAY YOU STILL LOVE ME AFTER ALL THAT’S BEEN DONE / I THINK ABOUT THAT IT’S ALMOST LIKE I WON

I KNOW YOU DO LOVE ME
AND THAT YOU LIVE HAPPY
I KNOW IT HURTS TO KEEP GOING
DON’T THINK THAT I DON’T SEE
YOUR LOVE FOR ME’S THE KEY
THOUGH SOMETIMES YOU GIVE ME THE CREEPS
I’M NO LONGER ME I CHOOSE TO BE WE
I LOVE YOU FOR LOVING ME

DUDE I KNOW SOMETIMES I CAN TREAT YOU UNCOOL / ALMOST LIKE I NEVER GREW UP & WEZ BACK IN SCHOOL / TWO DORK BOYS TRYING TO ACT STRAIGHT AND ACT TOUGH TOO / WAITIN FOR THE BUS AND EAT LUNCH WITH YOU / A LITTLE DOWN THE LINE DUDE MY SHIT GOT FUCKED UP / IT’S AMAZING HOW DEPRESSION CAN MESS A MIND UP / IT’S A WONDER HOW WHEN I’M STR8 I ALWAYS LOSE LUCK / IT’S SO CRAZY HOW I OPEN UP AND GET DOORS SHUT / I’VE LEARNED TO NEVER HAVE DREAMS THEY ALWAYS GET CRUSHED / I STOPPED SMOKIN WEED AND I STOPPED HAVING FUN / I STILL LIVE IN THE EL STILL AND HATIN IT AS MUCH / THIS WHOLE TOWN IS FULL OF NOTHIN BUT SCUM / WHILE IN THOUGHTS OF MY LIFE IT DOES MAKE ME NUMB / I LIVE OFF THE SYSTEM AND MY HOUSE SCREAMS BUM / SO THE WAY YOU STILL LOVE ME AFTER ALL THAT’S BEEN DONE / I THINK ABOUT THAT IT’S ALMOST LIKE I WON

I KNOW YOU DO LOVE ME
AND THAT YOU LIVE HAPPY
I KNOW IT HURTS TO KEEP GOING
DON’T THINK THAT I DON’T SEE
YOUR LOVE FOR ME’S THE KEY
THOUGH SOMETIMES YOU GIVE ME THE CREEPS
I’M NO LONGER ME I CHOOSE TO BE WE
I LOVE YOU FOR LOVING ME
Track Name: It Didn't Work
AND I GAVE AND I GAVE INTO MY BITCH ASS
I HOPED I WOULD GET SOME SATISFACTION BACK
AND I DUG DOWN DEEP RIGHT INTO THE CRYPTS OF MY SOUL IN FACT
TO FIND THE SHIT THAT MAKES MY SOUL WORK UNPATCHABLY CRACKED
I FOUND THIS HUGE ASS BULL YA KNOW ANGRY AT THE WORLD MAN
THERE TO ATTACK FANS AND FRIENDS AND WITHOUT DUDES RED FLAG
I UNCOVERED THIS VOLCANO OF EMOTIONS AND WHACK CRAP
AND THEY SAY DUDE RELAX WHEN SHIT IT KNOCKED ME RIGHT ON MY ASS
MY CHEST HURT AND I COULDN’T BREATH I HAD A RELAPSE
OF LIFE BACK WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND ALL I SEEN WAS MY DAD
AND HIS FIST RIGHT UP IN MY GRILL AND THOSE BRUISES ON MY BACK
BUT HIS WORDS ARE WHAT HURT AND STUCK THE MOST LIKE SISSY AND FAG
GEE THANKS A LOT DAD I’M THE SON YOU NEVER HAD
I HOPE IT MAKES YOU SAD I BET YOU TOO ARE A FAG
AND GOT WITH MAMA CAUSE YOU COULDN’T FIND A HARLEY RIDIN’ MAN
TO PLAY WITH YOUR BALLS AND POP PIMPLES ALL UP ON YOUR ASS
IT TAKES A REAL MAN I’M SURE TO STOMACH SOMETHING LIKE THAT
IT MUST HAVE BEEN TORTURE TO FIND UGLY ASS DUDES TO SIT UP ON YOUR LAP
WITH YOUR VERBAL ATTACKS AND YOUR LITTLE BITCH SMACKS FAILED ROMANTIC ATTEMPTS BUSY SMOKIN YOUR BULLS FILLED WITH HASH

IT DIDN’T WORK
TO DO LIKE LOVE
TO RAP FROM HEART
TO BE UNLOVED
TO BE ALONE
TO BE UNSMART
TO BE MESSED UP
TO BE SO CRUSHED

AND I SCOLD AS I DOVE INTO IN TO OBSESSION
I HOPED I WOULD GET SOME HOT REGGIE LOVE MACK
AND I SUNG DOWN DEEP RIGHT FROM THE SOUL OF MY INNER PARTS IN FACT
TO FIND THAT THE SHIT THAT MAKES MY HEART WORK CAN UNPATCHABLY CRACK
I FOUND THIS LIFE LEAD WITH NO LOVE ONLY ANGER AT MAN
THERE HE WAS UNLOVED AND LOST AND WITHOUT DUDES LOVE BACK
I PRETENDED THIS OBSESSION WOULD EVENTUALLY MAX
AND HE SAID DUDE YOU BETTER GET THAT BITCH SHIT OUT OF HERE MAN
MY HEART CRUSHED AND I COULDN’T THINK I HAD AN ATTACK
I REMEMBERED BACK TO A TIME WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD A SMALL CHANCE
I CRIED ALL THE WAY BACK TO MY HOUSE WITH A MENTAL COLLAPSE
BUT HIS WORDS ARE WHAT HURT AND STUCK THE MOST LIKE BITCH-ASS AND FAG
BUT SO DID HIS TAN AND HIS HANDS EYES THE THINGS I’D NEVER HAVE
I HOPE IT MAKES SENSE THAT I HOPED HE TOO WAS A FAG
AND GOT WITH WOMEN CAUSE HE DIDN’T WANNA SHOW HIMSELF YET
TO ANYONE OF HIS FRIENDS OR FAMILY ALL UP ON HIS ASS
IT TAKES A REAL MAN I KNOW TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THAT OF WHAT I’VE SAID
IT’S TRULY TORTURE TO FIND A DECENT DUDE TO CUM UP IN MY BED
WITH A VERSATILE HEAD AND ALL THAT 2 WAY LOVE CRAP I GUESS I FINALLY GOT SMACKED AND WOKE UP AND THEN I RELAXED

IT DIDN’T WORK
TO DO LIKE LOVE
TO RAP FROM HEART
TO BE UNLOVED
TO BE ALONE
TO BE UNSMART
TO BE MESSED UP
TO BE SO CRUSHED
Track Name: Gay Daddy
DON’T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I’VE SAT & THOUGHT TO MYSELF
BOUT THE WAY OTHERS ACT TOWARD ME & LAUGH AT THEMSELVES
& I THINK WHAT’D I DO TO BE SO UNLOVED
WHY AM I GAY & WHY’S IT SO WRONG
WHY DO DUDES HATE ME & NEVER GIVE UP
CAUSE THEY’RE THE ONES MAKIN MY SHITTY LIFE TOUGH
I’M SCARED MY LITTLE GIRLS GONNA GET BEATIN UP
CAUSE SHE DOESN’T KNOW ALL THE PEOPLE MAKE FUN
THEY’LL TELL HER THAT HER DADDY'S A FAGGOT WHO'S SCUM
I’M AFRAID MY OWN BABY WILL JUST FOLLOW ALONG
THE SAME WAY WE ALL DID TO KEEP PEOPLE CALM
AND WHY SHOULD SHE FIGHT A BATTLE SO LONG
WHEN SHE’S NOT THE FAG THAT’S RAPPIN’ THIS SONG
SHE NEVER ASKED FOR A DADDY WHO'S WRONG
EVER A TIME COMES THAT YOU WANT JUST A MOM
I’LL UNDERSTAND BUGER & I’LL GET MOVIN ON

SUCH A SHAME
WE’RE THE SAME
PLACING BLAME
CALLING NAMES
KILLING GAYS
EVERY DAY
TAKING RIGHTS
NO MORE HATE

AND YOU’RE MAKING SHIT CRAZY
AND YOU’RE FIGHTING AND WARING
WE’RE NOT EQUAL NO FREEDOM
YOUR CONSTITUTION IS A LIE

DON’T KNOW HOW MANY WAYS TO PUT THE SHIT THAT I SAY
AND WHEN I SAY WHAT I SAY I MEAN WHAT I SAY
BEING GAY AIN'T A CHOICE BUT I CHOSE TO GET LAID
NOT SAME WAY BUT I’M LAID JUST THE SAME
WHY WOULD I RISK MY OWN LIFE TO BE GAY
WELL SHIT DUDE I WOULDN’T ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE
WHY WOULD I CHOOSE TO BE CALLED NAMES AND SLAIN
IF I CHOOSE TO DO THAT I WOULDN’T HAVE ANY BRAINS
AND YES I’M A FATHER A DADDY WHO’S NAME
GETS DRUG THREW THE MUD BECAUSE I’M LIVIN’ THIS WAY
CAUSE I’M NOT SMOKIN’ WEED & JOININ’ A GANG
I DON’T GRAB ON MY SHIT & GET ALL PUSSY CRAZED
I GRAB ON A DICK IT’S ALL JUST THE SAME
I THINK YOU’RE SCARED TO BELIEVE A GAY GUY IS THE SAME
I WISH YOU’D GROW UP FOR MY DAUGHTERS SAKE
TIMES ALMOST UP OR ALREADY TOO LATE

SUCH A SHAME
WE’RE THE SAME
PLACING BLAME
CALLING NAMES
KILLING GAYS
EVERY DAY
TAKING RIGHTS
NO MORE HATE

AND YOU’RE MAKING SHIT CRAZY
AND YOU’RE FIGHTING AND WARING
WE’RE NOT EQUAL NO FREEDOM
YOUR CONSTITUTION IS A LIE

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