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Gay in Insanity

by Bradley Voorhees

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1.
Yes I Am (Album Intro) 01:24
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Yes I am yes I am yes I am yes I am yes I am Yes I am yes I am yes I am yes I am yes I am Verse: I’m still here crying Desperately trying To let go of you Move on to anew But I can’t get past Hook: How you made me feel How you changed my life How you made life real And made me your wife Chorus: And I would never let you go if I was able to I’d have never let you go you made my dreams come true Hook: How you made me feel How you changed my life How you made life real And made me your wife Chorus: And I would never let you go if I was able to I’d have never let you go you made my dreams come true Chorus: And I would never let you go if I was able to I’d have never let you go you made my dreams come true
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To My Daughter Naporshyaa 03:57
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Verse 1: You caught me on the tail end of misfortune You caught me while something ran from my eye You caught me on the tail end of a breakup You caught me while things were not looking bright You caught me on the tail end of a nightmare Where nothing panned out quite as I planned You caught me on the tail end of a crazy asshole of a man Hook: So if something didn’t seem right It’s probably cause nothing was Chorus 1: You caught me right before I ripped my eyes out You caught me right before I laid to rest You caught me right before I traveled down south And I patted you right here on the head It’s gonna be alright Yeah and it’s gonna be okay I am here for you now So you don’t need to worry ‘bout a thing Verse 2: You caught me on the tail end of I’m finished You caught me when I just wanted to die You caught me on the tail end of your mother You caught me while nothing was right in life You caught me on the tail end of whatever And I wanted to give up I had no plan You caught me on the tail end of planning to say goodbye and just be gone Hook: So if something wasn’t right It’s prolly cause nothing was Chorus 2: You caught me right before I pulled my hair out You caught me right before I said fuck it You caught me right before I forever shut my mouth And I patted you right here on the head It’s gonna be alright Yeah and it’s gonna be okay Cause I am here for you now So you don’t need to worry ‘bout a thing
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I'm Not Here 04:07
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Verse 1: Why is it in every single day of my life There’s always gotta be so much strife yay! Hook: I lack rights I guess that means I’m half a man, right? A second a second-class citizen Chorus: I I am not here to be your puppet And no no I’m not here to be your game And no I’m not I’m not here to be your punching bag oh Even though I’m I’m treated like I am Verse 2: Why is it in every single straight person Does there always lay a bigot or a moron Hook: I lack rights I guess that means I’m half a man, right? A second a second-class citizen Chorus: I I am not here to be your puppet And no no I’m not here to be your game And no I’m not I’m not here to be your punching bag oh Even though I’m I’m treated like I am
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Give 'em Hope (Explicit) 04:53
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Verse 1: My dad was abusive My mother turned a blind eye She knew I was hurting But she didn’t take a stand by my side I wish I knew how my life Was gonna end up then If I could travel back in time I’d tell myself “self you’ll be fine” Hook 1: I’d give em hope I’d make him smile I’d keep him company Just for a little awhile I’d mend his wounds and I’d free his soul Yo I’d call his dad A fuckin’ fat asshole Yo I’d hit em back I’d break his fuckin’ nose Cause nobody fucks with me no more I’d cut em down just like he did me I wouldn’t offer the man no fuckin’ sympathy Chorus 1: And now my life’s better And now that doesn’t matter Cause I’m no longer battered And my daughter don’t get hit I wont let her Verse 2: My boyfriend was abusive And he didn’t treat me right He was such a druggie He didn’t know how to prioritize I barely ever seen him And when I did all we did was fight If I could erase what I felt I’d have realized that I’d be fine Hook 2: I’d give em hope I’d make him smile I’d keep him company Just for a little awhile Yo I’d mend his wounds and I’d free his soul I’d call his fuckin’ man A pill-poppin’ ho Yo I’d hit em back I’d break that fuckers nose Cause nobody fucks with me no more Yo I’d cut em down just like he did me I wouldn’t offer the fuck no fuckin’ sympathy Chorus 2: And now my life’s better And now that doesn’t matter Cause I’m no longer battered My boyfriends don’t get hit ever Chorus 1: And now my life’s better And now that doesn’t matter Cause I’m no longer battered My daughter don’t get hit I wont let her Chorus 2: And now my life’s better And now that doesn’t matter Cause I’m no longer battered My boyfriends don’t get hit ever
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Give 'em Hope (Edited) 04:53
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Verse 1: My dad was abusive My mother turned a blind eye She knew I was hurting But she didn’t take a stand by my side I wish I knew how my life Was gonna end up then If I could travel back in time I’d tell myself “self you’ll be fine” Hook 1: I’d give em hope I’d make him smile I’d keep him company Just for a little awhile I’d mend his wounds and I’d free his soul Yo I’d call his dad a fat Yo I’d hit em back I’d break his nose Cause nobody with me no more yo I’d cut em down just like he did me I wouldn’t offer the man no sympathy Chorus 1: And now my life’s better And now that doesn’t matter Cause I’m no longer battered And my daughter don’t get hit I won't let her Verse 2: My boyfriend was abusive And he didn’t treat me right He was such a druggie He didn’t know how to prioritize I barely ever seen him And when I did all we did was fight If I could erase what I felt I’d have realized that I’d be fine Hook 2: I’d give em hope I’d make him smile I’d keep him company Just for a little awhile Yo I’d mend his wounds and I’d free his soul I’d call his man A pill-poppin’ ho Yo I’d hit em back I’d break that nose 'Cause nobody with me no more Yo I’d cut em down just like he did me I wouldn’t offer the no sympathy Chorus 2: And now my life’s better And now that doesn’t matter Cause I’m no longer battered My boyfriends don’t get hit ever Chorus 1: And now my life’s better And now that doesn’t matter Cause I’m no longer battered My daughter don’t get hit I wont let her Chorus 2: And now my life’s better And now that doesn’t matter Cause I’m no longer battered My boyfriends don’t get hit ever
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Healed 04:03
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Verse 1: A year and a half I’ve been here in your past Being Brad ya know the one from which you ran Wish you’d think about me in a light that’s pleasing But you don’t cause you can’t all you can do is hate And I say Hook: You said that you’d love me forever But now you hate me altogether Chorus: I say it’s okay cause one day I’ll be healed And I say it’s okay cause one day I’ll be healed Verse 2: A life together erased forever Or a great big mistake but a life that I treasured Chorus: I say it’s okay cause one day I’ll be healed And I say it’s okay cause one day I’ll be healed Bridge: It’s still so hard to believe that you’re gone I see your expressions every day in my thoughts I see you crystal-clear as if you were still here and that’s just a yearning that fills me with fear Chorus: I say it’s okay cause one day I’ll be healed And I say it’s okay cause one day I’ll be healed Chorus: I say it’s okay cause one day I’ll be healed And I say it’s okay cause one day I’ll be healed
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Pill After Pill 03:41
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Verse 1: Pill after pill there was no change still So they dispensed me to death with all of these pills all that was left was my body A body immune to all senses Chorus: You'll see me at times one hand on the gun But too numb to take a shot fuck my life You'll see me at times one hand on the gun But the afterlife’s on my mind Verse 2: I can’t believe this is happening to me "I don't think that I am supposed to be here" Are the only words that are left here to string I feel my hand reaching for a trigger that’s near Chorus: You'll see me at times one hand on the gun But too numb to take a shot fuck my life You'll see me at times one hand on the gun But the afterlife’s on my mind Bridge: No no no no no no no no-ho no no no no no no... Pill after pill Still I am here the same Chorus: You'll see me at times one hand on the gun But too numb to take a shot fuck my life You'll see me at times one hand on the gun But the afterlife’s on my mind Chorus: You'll see me at times one hand on the gun But too numb to take a shot fuck my life You'll see me at times one hand on the gun But the afterlife’s on my mind
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Bradley Voorhees (Featuring Nick Lopez) - Pretty Hard (Nick Lopez Version) 05:00
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Verse 1: I’d like to say that I hate you, but I don’t I’d like to say I don’t miss you, but I do I think it’s clear you still captivate me, yes you do I’d like to say I’m over you, but I’m not Hook: Want to move beyond the love in you I never had and Chorus: It’s getting pretty hard to hold you It’s getting pretty hard to fake you I wish that I could just forget you I wish that I had never met you Verse 2: I wanna go but I’m stuck here, with you on my mind forgetting you is one of my fears, what the fuck I have to think what you put me through, all that hell I have to say that I saw through you, you’re such a dick Hook: Want to move beyond the love in you I never had and Chorus: It’s getting pretty hard to hold you It’s getting pretty hard to fake you I wish that I could just forget you I wish that I had never met you Bridge: And I’d like to say that you didn’t get what you wanted But we both know that’s a lie And it’s getting pretty hard to push these thoughts aside You tied my hands to my back and threw me on the tracks But my love for you has never died Chorus: It’s getting pretty hard to hold you (It’s getting pretty, it’s getting pretty hard) It’s getting pretty hard to fake you (to fake you, to fake you) I wish that I could just forget you (forget you, forget you) I wish that I had never met you (oh oh oh oh) It’s getting pretty hard to hold you (to hold you oh) It’s getting pretty hard to fake you (to fake, fake you) I wish that I could just forget you (to forget you, get you) ‘Cause it’s getting pretty hard to hold you
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Richard's Lexxi 04:01
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Verse 1: Lexxi was the girl that everybody wanted girls wanted to be Lexxi had ‘em beggin' for more and more ecstasy All the girls booed while all the boys drooled over Lexxi But she was nobody’s fool she was just so damn cute that Lexxi Chorus: Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Verse 2: Richard was the boy that everybody wanted to do Richard was the guy who everybody wanted to screw All the world cheered when Richard appeared at his hottness He was a hottie like triple cock tease that Richard Chorus: Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Chorus: Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou Lexxi Lexxi Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Ou Lexxi Lexxi Ou-ou Ou-ou Sexy Lexxi
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Pretty Hard (Bradley's Version) 09:44
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Verse 1: I’d like to say that I hate you (hate you) but I don’t I’d like to say I don’t miss you (miss you) but I do I think it’s clear you still captivate me (…vate me) I’d like to say I’m over you (over you) but I’m not Hook: Want to move beyond the love in you I never had Chorus: It’s getting pretty hard to hold you It’s getting pretty hard to fake you I wish that I could just forget you I wish that I had never met you Verse 2: I wanna go but I’m stuck here (with you on my mind) forgetting you is one of my fears (my fears) what the fuck I have to think what you put me through (me through) all that hell I have to say I saw through you (through you) you’re such a dick Hook: Want to move beyond the love in you I never had Chorus: It’s getting pretty hard to hold you It’s getting pretty hard to fake you I wish that I could just forget you I wish that I had never met you Chorus: It’s getting pretty hard to hold you It’s getting pretty hard to fake you I wish that I could just forget you I wish that I had never met you
11.
Left Over 03:43
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Verse 1: Hey you stop right there It’s been too long since you came here So what we broke up and it is I who is the mess I’ma fuck you up just because I can Chorus: And you left over and over and over and over and over and over again You came back over and over and over and over and over and over again I don’t know how I could long to be with someone like you still after what you put me through I don’t know what’s gotten into me you’re all on top of me I’d just like to say fuck you Verse 2: Well this really sucks I don’t seem to have any luck I’m tormented lays dormant inside Waiting to come out and ruin my life Chorus: And you left over and over and over and over and over and over again You came back over and over and over and over and over and over again I don’t know how I could long to be with someone like you still after what you put me through I don’t know what’s gotten into me you’re all on top of me I’d just like to say fuck you
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Vacancy 02:40
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Verse 1: You have the power to make me smile Can’t believe it that easy You have the power to make me laugh How can I ever form the words to say Chorus: Thank you for coincidences Thank you for participation Fuck you to emancipation I deserve congratulations God bless you for listening Lord help you for disagreeing Hello looks can be deceiving Back up this is a vacancy Verse 2: You’ve turned my nights into enjoyable times Can’t believe the power you have inside Now my conscience actually works sometimes Cause you’ve have shown me the wrong from the right Chorus: Thank you for coincidences Thank you for participation Fuck you to emancipation I deserve congratulations God bless you for listening Lord help you for disagreeing Hello looks can be deceiving Back up this is a vacancy
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Eff You 02:03
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Verse 1: Hey, I feel like I enjoyed our fights K I’m lying there but it’s nice to be polite Chorus: Eff you You don’t know me Eff you You don’t own me Eff you You don’t scare me Eff you You wont break me Eff you You don’t know me Eff you You don’t own me Eff you You don’t scare me Eff you You wont break me Verse 2: Wait you never cared so why’m I explaining myself to you Say you never cared about me and that’s the gods honest truth Chorus: Eff you You don’t know me Eff you You don’t own me Eff you You don’t scare me Eff you You wont break me Eff you You don’t know me Eff you You don’t own me Eff you You don’t scare me Eff you You wont break me

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released October 31, 2011

All tracks written, performed, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Bradley Voorhees at Ed Harbst Studios unless otherwise notated below:

Track 7: A poem of the same name by Jonny Benjamin converted into song-lyrics by Bradley Voorhees.

Track 8: piano played by Nick Lopez. Track mixed and mastered by Nick Lopez. NL vocals recorded, mixed, and mastered by NL. Lyrics co-written with NL.

Track 10 Hidden Song: piano played by Nick Lopez. Track mixed and mastered by Nick Lopez. NL vocals recorded, mixed, and mastered by NL. Lyrics co-written with NL.

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Bradley Voorhees East Syracuse, New York

Who doesn't enjoy an interesting indie artist? Am I good, am I bad? Who knows. Guess we'll all have to wait and see. Yes, "we" 'cause not even I know myself anymore. I think that really comes out in the tunes though. Who knows, perhaps it may be you who can help solve a mystery? Yeah, I like a lot of retro television :D But I'll be there for you, if you're there for me too! Ha ... more

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