History Without You

by Bradley Voorhees

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An album comprised of songs that used to feature other singers, but now that feature just Bradley (excluding "Messed" which still features 3 of the 4 original singers aside from Bradley).

In place of the original featured artist spot on the tracks are all newly written/recorded tracks by Bradley. Hence, "History Without You" being the album's title.

Downloaders receive all 11 tracks in pretty much any format they wish, along with an image bundle that contains photos & lyrics of all the songs, album credits, a brief album synopsis, and thank-yous from Bradley to the fans!

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released September 25, 2015

Written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Bradley Voorhees at Ed Harbst Studios.

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Track Name: Happy Birfday
Verse 1:
He said I didn’t care
Bitch I was always there
I lived life in despair
Stress-free he couldn’t spare
Always cutting down on me
Got me lots of enemies
I was hated by his family
Shoulda got me a fuck buddy
Yo cause I’d have got more love from a lost puppy
You see you just wait Matt and then you’ll see
Hope you don’t got no insecurities
Cause when dudes through you gonna have plenty
He’ll make your life a mockery
And then he’ll toss your friends right out of reach
Just so he can get some sympathy
And once he does the fucks gonna flee

Chorus:
Happy birfday
It only comes but once a year
Happy birfday
We’re all here to cheer you on
We got you all sorts of drugs
Now you can have all sorts of fun
Hey does new boyfriend know
Bout all the pot you smoke
Bout poppin’ pills and coke
that you can’t deep throat
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know

Link:
Happy birfday ay ay


Verse 2:
Happy birfday
Everybody came today
We’re all here to celebrate
Cause now you’re 33
And not to worry
We will accommodate
Got all sorts of kid things
Your boyfriends likes games
He likes playin’ Pin the Tail on the Donkey
Isn’t that right double daddy

Chorus:
Happy birfday
It only comes but once a year
Happy birfday
We’re all here to cheer you on
We got you all sorts of drugs
Now you can have all sorts of fun
Hey does new boyfriend know
Bout all the pot you smoke
Bout poppin’ pills and coke
that you cant deep throat
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know

Link:
Happy birfday ay ay

Link:
Happy birfday ay ay

Chorus:
Happy birfday
It only comes but once a year
Happy birfday
We’re all here to cheer you on
We got you all sorts of drugs
Now you can have all sorts of fun
Hey does new boyfriend know
Bout all the pot you smoke
Bout poppin’ pills and coke
that you cant deep throat
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Does he know
Track Name: He Doesn't Remember Me
Verse 1:
I’ve kept my mouth shut about this for so long
Planning marriage with him secretly
I’ve had my eyes set upon him is that wrong
The whole way since the beginning

Hook:
But when I finally approached him
he didn’t even notice me

Chorus:
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me

Verse 2:
I’ve kept my trap shut about this for so long
So can I really blame his forget-ability
When he never knew I loved him hole heartedly
And now that shit falls down on me

Hook:
So when I approached him and he didn’t even blink
it’s not even surprising that he

Chorus:
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me

Bridge:
When will I learn to play the game
Why do I underestimate me
Why don’t I have the balls to stand up and say
how I’m feeling

Chorus:
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me

Chorus:
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me
He doesn’t remember me
Track Name: Love Me Anymore
Verse 1:
We met fell in love
And we had so much fun
16 I was young and lean
I had a little tan and you romanced me
What happened to our awesome plans
Living life and then being dads
Now instead we got bigger pants
I became a housewife and I got so fat

Hook:
And now my boyfriend just looks right past me

Chorus:
Cause my boyfriend doesn’t love me anymore
Cause he don’t got not time for Brad
My boyfriend he don’t love me like he should
And I’m not sure that he ever has

Verse 2:
We kissed and we touched
And make out and always rubbed
But then things they began to suck
We were always horny but we’d never fuck
What the hells that all about
I mean boning up but not getting plowed
And that’s slowly what we became
You and me gave doing it a bad name

Hook:
And now my boyfriend just looks right past me

Chorus:
Cause my boyfriend doesn’t love me anymore
Cause he don’t got not time for Brad
My boyfriend he don’t love me like he should
And I’m not sure that he ever has

Bridge:

If you find yourself reaching for the phone
I’m not home control yourself
I’ve moved on just letting you know
So touch yourself go fuck yourself
If you find yourself reaching for the phone
I’m not home control yourself
I’ve moved on just letting you know
So touch yourself go fuck yourself
Hahaha Cause it ain’t gonna be me baby

Chorus:
Cause my boyfriend doesn’t love me anymore
Cause he don’t got not time for Brad
My boyfriend he don’t love me like he should
And I’m not sure that he ever has
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees (Featuring Naporshyaa Jeannie & SAFYRE) - Messed
Naporshyaa’s Intro:
My dad had to fight with him every other day
And he messed my dad up in every single way

Verse 1:
I’m riding around in the town we lived
It’s empty now because you’re a dick
In all of our time true happiness
Was never found ‘cause you’re a piece of shit
You had a problem living with me
So you had a flat that you kept separately
But you’ll move a dude in right at our ending
‘Cause he’s dumb enough to not manage your controlling

Hook:
Now my spunk is gone
Though I will prove you all wrong

Chorus:
Now I’m left depressed
And I’m so upset
Over images of you and him
In my head
I’ma show you me and my next boyfriend
can and will get along and
That it was you who was messed

Verse 2:
I’m in the store I’m at Wegmans
I’m shopping for that something fresh
But all I see when I look around
Is you and me back then and now I’m down
I run out of the store I begin crying
Cause my whole town is full of our memory
Suddenly I feel like I am dying
I never knew this type of pain

Hook:
Now my spunk is gone
Though I will prove you all wrong

Chorus:
Now I’m left depressed
And I’m so upset
Over images of you and him
In my head
I’ma show you me and my next boyfriend
can and will get along and
That it was you who was messed

Bridge:
I’m pickin’ myself up
I’m gonna rise above
Cause I ain’t wearin’ handcuffs
Yes I am my own boss
You left a life of stress
Didn’t clean up your mess
But I’m not the rest
I don’t need your ass

Chorus:
Now I’m left depressed
And I’m so upset
Over images of you and him
In my head
I’ma show you me and my next boyfriend
can and will get along and
That it was you who was messed
Track Name: New Boyfriend
Verse 1:
All those times I spent alone in my booth
All of them nights in our bed without you
Why cause you were pissed off and walked out on me and left
But you’d always come back when you alone and upset
And I was always there to fuckin pick you back up
And you knew it was dumb to always leave with your stuff
And have the time you’d fuckin’ take the shit that was mine
You’d even steel from my kid cause you’re a fuckin piece of slime
All of those days I spent rubbin your back
Cause you had a long day at class
Now that’s wack
That after so long I meant nothing to you
And you’d fuckin leave me forever for a guy in preschool
Yeah that’s right I said it
You bet it
Your baby looks like he weted
Ya betta
Wipe his ass
dab it there
There that’s betta
Daddy pet it
And rub all on it
Cause daddy’s your old and pathetic cradle robbin faggot

Hook:
You begged for me back
right up until the very last
Day you fuckin had
Without that bitch boy Matt
Then suddenly your focus wasn’t Brad
Spontaneously you created life with a new boyfriend

Chorus:
With a new boyfriend
You’ve got a new boyfriend

With a new boyfriend

Verse 2:
I’ve fuckin’ had it
You’re pathetic
And I’m fed up
You just don’t matta
I’m gone foreva
Won’t be regretted
You fuckin bastard
You a disasta
A chronic fracture
Aint got no chetta
You in a trailer
Next to yo mama
Ya never grew up
I’m 10 times better
You is a chesta
The damn molesta

Link:
With a new boyfriend
JFK the guy who never changed
JFK left in yesterday

Hook:
You begged for me back
right up until the very last
Day you fuckin had
Without that bitch boy Matt
Then suddenly your focus wasn’t Brad
Spontaneously you created life with a new boyfriend

Chorus:
With a new boyfriend
You’ve got a new boyfriend
goodbye ex-lover, don’t expect me to cover up your mistakes
Cause you're so fake you never acted like you cared

Link Out:
JFK the guy who never changed
JFK left in yesterday
JFK
Track Name: Pretty Hard (v1)
Verse 1:
I’d like to say that I hate you, but I don’t
I’d like to say I don’t miss you, but I do
I think it’s clear you still captivate me
I’d like to say I’m over you, but I’m not

Hook:
Wanted to move beyond the love in you I never had

Chorus:
It’s getting pretty hard to hold you
It’s getting pretty hard to fake you
I wish that I could just forget you
I wish that I had never met you

Verse 2:
I wanna go but I’m stuck here, with you on my mind
forgetting you is one of my fears, what the fuck
I have to think what you put me through, all that hell
I have to say I saw through you, you’re such a dick

Hook:
Want to move beyond the love in you I never had and

Chorus:
It’s getting pretty hard to hold you
It’s getting pretty hard to fake you
I wish that I could just forget you
I wish that I had never met you

Chorus:
It’s getting pretty hard to hold you
It’s getting pretty hard to fake you
I wish that I could just forget you
I wish that I had never met you
Track Name: Pretty Hard (v2)
Eh eh

Verse 1:
I’d like to say that I hate you, but I don’t
I’d like to say I don’t miss you, but I do
I think it’s clear you still captivate me, yes you do
I’d like to say I’m over you, but I’m not

Hook:
Wanted to move beyond the love in you I never had and

Chorus:
It’s getting pretty hard to hold you
It’s getting pretty hard to fake you
I wish that I could just forget you
I wish that I had never met you

Verse 2:
I wanna go but I’m stuck here, with you on my mind
forgetting you is one of my fears, what the fuck
I have to think what you put me through, all that hell
I have to say that I saw through you, you’re such a dick

Hook:
Want to move beyond the love in you I never had and

Chorus:
It’s getting pretty hard to hold you
It’s getting pretty hard to fake you
I wish that I could just forget you
I wish that I had never met you

Chorus:
It’s getting pretty hard to hold you
It’s getting pretty hard to fake you
I wish that I could just forget you
I wish that I had never met you
Track Name: Removing Me
Verse 1:
All the great I am, All the stories left to share
But no one seems to see because you’re uniforming me
Blue on white background
Or black with white lettering
It all looks alike
Looks like the same fucking thing
No one left to care no no one here by me
All I see out there is just another zombie
Well it looks like you’ve got what you wanted all along
A zombie nation for yourself It’s like you are removing me

Hook:
I want back original MySpace
I want an untainted place

Chorus:
I wanna be unique
Stop erasing me
I’ve got so much originality
Cause you’re removing me
I wanna shine above the rest
But you’re taking all my rights
To keep me in your dress
You make me wanna fight

Verse 2:
All the great I was you took it all away
You took away all of my Individuality
Put me in a box cut off my constant urge to change
I’d have never involved myself in something that ended up this way
But dare I say it I’m ashamed of this
Of this machine I signed up to join
At one time my special toy
But it seems like this was something you wanted all along
Well congrats on taking away freedom of expression there is only 1 man

Hook:
I want back original MySpace
I want an untainted place

Chorus:
I wanna be unique
Stop erasing me
I’ve got so much originality
Cause you’re removing me
I wanna shine above the rest
But you’re taking all my rights
To keep me in your dress
You make me wanna fight

Bridge:
This is so aggravating
Not at all stimulating
Our worlds sitting around wasting away
The least you could do is give us back our god damned originality

Chorus:
I wanna be unique
Stop erasing me
I’ve got so much originality
Cause you’re removing me
I wanna shine above the rest
But you’re taking all my rights
To keep me in your dress
You make me wanna fight
Track Name: Somethin' About You
Hahahahaha
Hahahahaha

Verse 1:
With my hip hair done
and got my flipflops on
And got my 8 inch tongue
I’m wanna lick you all night long
With my ghetto ass
And got my balls of brass
I wanna make a fist
And then kick your ass a tad

Hook:
And you wont see me comin’
And you wont feel me cumin’

Chorus:
Somethin’ about you
Really annoys me
Somethin’ about you
Drives me crazy
Somethin’ about you
Makes me so horny
Somethin’ about you
That I just don’t like
Somethin’ about you
And I’m not sure why
Somethin’ about you
Brings me to my knees
Somethin’ about you
What are you hiding
Somethin’ about you
Makes me wanna scream

Verse 2:
I got my hung hardon
I got some music on
And I begin to throb
And so I start jackin on it
And I just cant stop
And you wanna watch
And you wanna lick
All around the top
But then I think of you
And your dented face
And I loose my will
To shoot the paste
I’m feeling ill
Now what a waste
There go another pill
To get me by another day

Hook:
And you wont see me comin’
And you wont feel me cumin’

Chorus:
Somethin’ about you
Really annoys me
Somethin’ about you
Drives me crazy
Somethin’ about you
Makes me so horny
Somethin’ about you
That I just don’t like
Somethin’ about you
And I’m not sure why
Somethin’ about you
Brings me to my knees
Somethin’ about you
What are you hiding
Somethin’ about you
Makes me wanna scream

Bridge:
I didn’t know this was all I had to do
To get me through

Chorus:
Somethin’ about you
Really annoys me
Somethin’ about you
Drives me crazy
Somethin’ about you
Makes me so horny
Somethin’ about you
That I just don’t like
Somethin’ about you
And I’m not sure why
Somethin’ about you
Brings me to my knees
Somethin’ about you
What are you hiding
Somethin’ about you
Makes me wanna scream
Track Name: Unable to Let Go
Verse 1:
I swore next time we met I’d halk a big loogie and spit it in your face
And although I did afterwards I still invited you to my place
Guess I really should have thought that through a little more since you was tonguing me
Perhaps offered you a coffee and then a little toothpaste
Oh well that’s just like me I do shit like that all the time it seems
Fuck it at least I still got a voice I can use to cuss about you and scream
Guys like you don’t know what they’ve got until it’s gone cause he leaves
I can’t wait till the day for you to die man I seriously live for the day

Hook:
Oh how I’d break down almost every single night
Seems like the only reason you were around
was to pick fights and put me down

Chorus (Left):
I’m unable to
To let go of you
I’m in solitude
Cause I’m simply out of juice
I feel so damn looked through
Not to mention used
I feel unsafe around dudes
Think of all them as rude
You ruined me so true
Gonna have to start over new
From the start first one then two
That thought makes me blue
I should be done with school
Shouldn’t put up with fools
I’m fuckin unable to
To let go of you

Chorus (Right):
Yes I know you and I are through
So why the hell can’t I let go of you
I’ve tried just about everything
But you’re still there in my head every day
Yes I know you and I are through
So why the hell can’t I let go of you
I’ve tried just about everything
But you’re still there in my head every day

Verse 2:
I swore I’d never go back down this road with you again
You were such a fuckin dick to me all the time yet here I am
Guess I really shouldn’t make myself these fuckin’ promises
Because I never seem to bother fuckin keeping them
And now I remember all ways you were to me back then
All your yelling your annoying habits and physical violence
And here I sit once again in my home putting the fuck up with your shit
See this is why the last time I told everyone I wish you’d seize to exist

Hook:
Oh how I’d break down almost every single night
Seems like the only reason you were around was to pick fights and put me down

Chorus (Left):
I’m unable to
To let go of you
I’m in solitude
Cause I’m simply out of juice
I feel so damn looked through
Not to mention used
I feel unsafe around dudes
Think of all them as rude
You ruined me so true
Gonna have to start over new
From the start first one then two
That thought makes me blue
I should be done with school
Shouldn’t put up with fools
I’m fuckin unable to
To let go of you

Chorus (Right):
Yes I know you and I are through
So why the hell can’t I let go of you
I’ve tried just about everything
But you’re still there in my head every day
Yes I know you and I are through
So why the hell can’t I let go of you
I’ve tried just about everything
But you’re still there in my head every day

Bridge:
Sometimes hear it callin callin my name
Wonder if I’ll ever ever be the same
When my house is still
the floor begins to creek
I’m afraid I might hear you speak
My name
The same

Chorus (Left):
I’m unable to
To let go of you
I’m in solitude
Cause I’m simply out of juice
I feel so damn looked through
Not to mention used
I feel unsafe around dudes
Think of all them as rude
You ruined me so true
Gonna have to start over new
From the start first one then two
That thought makes me blue
I should be done with school
Shouldn’t put up with fools
I’m fuckin unable to
To let go of you

Chorus (Right):
Yes I know you and I are through
So why the hell can’t I let go of you
I’ve tried just about everything
But you’re still there in my head every day
Yes I know you and I are through
So why the hell can’t I let go of you
I’ve tried just about everything
But you’re still there in my head every day
Track Name: You Weren't Meant For Me
Verse 1:
I begged sometimes to get you to come home
Just to come home (x4)
Even if that meant I had to say that I was wrong
Say that I was (x4)
But such is life I’m better off now alone
Alone (x8)

Hook:
And I’d say silly things yo
All the time like every day
Knowing you weren’t my destiny
But hell “ Let’s just get married anyway!”
And that hurts my head to say
When I made you my everything
But you and me were never meant to be
Yes I finally see that

Chorus:
You weren’t meant for me (x4)

Verse 2:
I cried every night when you didn’t come home
And then we’d fight ‘til I’d asked you to go
Then like on repeat I’d cry to myself alone

Hook:
And I’d say silly things yo
All the time like every day
Knowing you weren’t my destiny
But hell “ Let’s just get married anyway!”
And that hurts my head to say
When I made you my everything
But you and me were never meant to be
Yes I finally see that

Chorus:
You weren’t meant for me (x4)

Bridge:
I cried every night when you didn’t come home
And then we’d fight ‘til I’d asked you to go

Chorus:
You weren’t meant for me (x4)