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Letters From Prison

by Bradley Voorhees

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1.
Gay Gay 03:46
Verse 1: They always talk shit because they don’t get it And raised by ignorant people They don’t see how it is to be living in a world not built for them Hook 1: I feel like a shower in the straight dormitory But it’s hard to hide erections with so much soap over me And if you don’t want me beating then don’t put me with the meat Oh but look, wow, I’m the bad guy somehow now Chorus 1: You don’t need to fucking cry ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy And you live a gay gay life And you’ve got that gay gay pride A gay gay Verse 2: An endless mindset the world is stuck in You’ve got to see right through them Yeah just like I do ain’t got no time for you One day we’ll be equals whether you like it or not Hook 2: It’s okay to love me It’s okay to cry It’s okay to help me I promise you won’t die no It’s okay to hate me ‘Cause I don’t give a fuck Yeah ‘cause with or without you I’m gonna live it up oh Chorus 2: You don’t need to fucking cry ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy And you live a gay gay life And you’ve got that gay gay pride So pay those little hick boys no mind Tell ‘em you just ain’t got the time If they don’t support the gay gay kind ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy A gay gay Bridge: Faggot faggot listen I’m sick of hearin’ Gay gay I am And your insults I don’t hear them Next time you go and talk shit I’m a grab my lipstick Put it on you while you sleepin’ To show you what a fag is Chorus 3: Gay gay gay gay gay gay You don’t need to fucking cry ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy And you live a gay gay life And you’ve got that gay gay pride So pay those little hick boys no mind Tell ‘em you just aint got the time If they don’t support the gay gay kind ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy You don’t need to fucking cry ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy And you live a gay gay life And you’ve got that gay gay pride So pay those little hick boys no mind Tell ‘em you just aint got the time If they don’t support the gay gay kind
2.
Teach Me 03:24
Verse 1: I never thought in a million years that I would be someone who had no one, and who thoroughly enjoyed it. But, it’s so fun. It is so true. I don’t need no one, especially you. So why now do I have to explain why I enjoy being alone? Why can’t you let me be, and then you’ll see why it is getting old. Why’m I always questioned and probed? Let it go. Chorus: Teach me to yearn again Teach me to trust again Teach me to live again Teach me to love again Verse 2: I’d have never guessed in a million years that I’d like the single life, but somehow I do, and I’m thankful every night, ‘cause I don’t have to worry ‘bout him all the time, wondering why the bed’s made up on his side. Bridge: I might as well have been alone all along, ‘cause I was always all alone. Am I wrong? Yeah, ‘cause you were never home. What the fuck? And I was always miserable, ‘cause you’re a putts. I might as well have been alone all along, ‘cause I was always all alone. Am I wrong? Yeah, ‘cause you were never home. What the fuck? And I was always miserable, ‘cause you’re a putts. Chorus: Teach me to yearn again Teach me to trust again Teach me to live again Teach me to love again Chorus/Bridge: Teach me to yearn again Teach me to trust again Teach me to live again Teach me to love again I might as well have been alone all along, ‘cause I was always all alone. Am I wrong? Yeah, ‘cause you were never home. What the fuck? And I was always miserable, ‘cause you’re a putts. Chorus: Teach me to yearn again Teach me to trust again Teach me to live again Teach me to love again
3.
Verse 1: What if I said I didn’t love you would that make a difference And what if I was too scared to go would that make me innocent And what if I laid all my cards out would that make you hate me And what if I tried to stay relaxed but I was unsuccessful there Chorus: Why don’t you help me Why don’t you help unburden me Why don’t you like me Why can’t you see the light in me And why’m I unhealthy in my last days of sanity It looks like my last days of sanity Verse 2: What if I found another home would that make me free from you What if I died right in your arms would that make all your dreams come true What if I let you have your way would that make me your broken slave What if I tried figuring you out would that make me desperate Chorus: Why don’t you help me Why don’t you help unburden me Why don’t you like me Why can’t you see the light in me And why’m I unhealthy in my last days of sanity It looks like my last days of sanity Bridge: Please God I don’t wanna lose my sanity How do I save myself from insanity I’m growing further and further away each day from sanity It looks like my last days of sanity Chorus: Why don’t you help me (of sanity) Why don’t you help unburden me (of sanity, sanity) Why don’t you like me (of sanity) Why can’t you see the light in me (of sanity) And why’m I unhealthy (of sanity, sanity) in my last days of sanity It looks like my last days of sanity
4.
Verse 1: I’m sorry that I never knew Exactly how much it was I hurt you I was naïve and filled with so much blindness All I put you through throughout time Hook: I guess I never had your view Because I always got the dudes I wish that I could have loved you boo And I know now it must have sucked being you Chorus: I wish we could meet again soon Perhaps we’d tune into the same tune Maybe again you and I can be cool And this wont be our doom Verse 2: Our friendship grew and grew But our romance never had the chance to bloom And I’d sit desperately in our room Waiting each day for the day I’d move Hook: I guess I never had your view Because I always gotten the dudes And I wish that I could have loved you boo And I know now it must have sucked being you Chorus: I wish we could meet again soon Perhaps we’d tune into the same tune Maybe again you and I can be cool And this wont be our doom
5.
Jesus 03:36
Verse 1: Jesus I don’t wanna do it again with you even though I still care Jesus I don’t wanna do it again because I shouldn’t have to be scared And jesus every time I’d turn around another breakup would be in the air And jesus every time I come back home another time you wouldn’t be there Chorus: So how could you put this on me again How could you ask this of me again How could you put this on me again How could you ask this of me again Verse 2: Jesus I don’t wanna see you again because I just cannot trust myself Jesus the pattern would start over again yo I think I may just need some help And jesus maybe it’s best I just leave you alone sitting there in your dark cell But jesus every time I think about that I picture you dying slow I’m in hell Chorus: So how could you put this on me again How could you ask this of me again How could you put this on me again How could you ask this of me again Bridge I just wanna forget that you and I ever happened But I just can’t erase your existence, your existence Oh oh oh oh Chorus: So how could you put this on me again How could you ask this of me again How could you put this on me again How could you ask this of me again
6.
Verse 1: I tried to give you everything I thought you’d want I tried to be your man I gave you everything that I thought you’d like ‘Cause you were my best friend Hook 1: So why was I kept in the dark while you were out raising hell on the town And why did I waste so much time on someone who didn’t even give e-fucking-nough to stay around Let me change this up Chorus: I don’t want you back No no, no no, no no Because you’ve lost your chance No no, no no, no no Get out of my head I don’t wanna be friends No, this is the end Yo, this is the end Yeah, this is the end Verse 2: I went along with things that were hazardous to me And I did it all for you I guess this means that I’m not worth idolizing ‘cause I’m just another love fool Hook 2: So why was I so dumb to wait and wait and wait for your love And why did I wait around so long for something that just wouldn’t ever, ever come Let me change this up Chorus (x3): I don’t want you back No no, no no, no no Because you’ve lost your chance No no, no no, no no Get out of my head I don’t wanna be friends No, this is the end Yo, this is the end Yeah, this is the end
7.
Verse 1: It’s been 4 years since it was you and I and now you say you want me back And though I loved you so religiously I’m just not sure that I can Chorus: Go through it again And deal with all the bullshit All the lies that you told And deal with all the drama And all the days you’d go And deal with all the fighting And all the things you stole Never knew what to expect Because you’re unpredictable Verse 2: I sat down and gave your grand heartfelt proposition some thought and I have to say that I was touched I thought “what a bold declaration that had to really take guts” but would it really be so wise for us to Chorus: Go through it again And deal with all the bullshit All the lies that you told And deal with all the drama And all the days you’d go And deal with all the fighting And all the things you stole Never knew what to expect Because you’re unpredictable Bridge: This time I’m heart broken Because I love you still to this day And I know that you probably mean well Yet still I don’t think you can really change Verse 3: Living with a nonstop fear every day of my life I remember the feelings I had with you so clearly I don’t wanna live that way again so unsettling all the time I think it’s best that we just say goodbye Then we wont need to Chorus: Go through it again And deal with all the bullshit All the lies that you told And deal with all the drama And all the days you’d go And deal with all the fighting And all the things you stole Never knew what to expect Cause you’re unpredictable
8.
This song won’t be about how you hurt me emotionally and physically, thus, changing the way I think and live my life. This song won’t be about how you robbed me of feeling safe of a loving and caring atmosphere; like feeling safe in, in my own home, and in my flabby skin. You may have brought to life my worst nightmares, but that is not of what I’ll speak in this song; A song not about you. A song not about you. A song not about how you’d make me feel, and that was miserable, and insecure, and feminine (and I don’t mean that in a good way.) and of course shitty (and I mean that in the most elegant sense.) in my song; A song not about you. A song not about you, and how you drug my name right through the mud when you left me for a guy half my age, or should I say a guy half your age. This song won’t be about how you threatened me in the most terrible ways. Terrifying, there’s no denying. In fact, understated, but true. If I could erase the time you slapped me in front of our daughters, crying in the back seat, and trying to sleep. It reminded me of the times my dad would slap my mom’s face. I would always say that I would leave in an instant if a man ever dared to lay his hands on me, but in that moment I was ashamed, because even then I knew that I loved him too much to wanna say goodbye. I was bad. How dare I call myself a dad when I couldn’t even muster up the energy to say goodbye. To say goodbye. To say goodbye, when it was time. No, this song wasn’t a song about my time with you, and what you put me through. It’s not about you. It’s a song not about you, and what you put me through. It’s not about you. It’s not a song about you and how it took me far too long to shake you when we split. Trust that this is a song not about you.
9.
DJ 04:00
Verse 1: I know that I’m not your DREAMGIRL And you show me that by giving me no MERCY I liked the way you seemed to be in the beginning and not THE STONE you’re becoming Hook 1: ‘Cause YOU MIGHT DIE TRYING to get back with me If you continue not answering I’m on email #34 guess I’m under THE DREAMING TREE Do you know what sorry means I guess we’ll have to see Don’t go please stay with me Chorus: You’re such an AMERICAN BABY Come on LOVER LAY DOWN Let’s WORK IT OUT You’ve got no need to worry ‘cause ever since Brokeback Mountain it’s okay to be TRIPPING BILLIES Stayin’ on GREY STREET up on the ROOFTOP scrapin’ out the JIMI THING Verse 2: I know we got off on the wrong foot And you wish a bus would CRASH INTO ME I’ve got SO MUCH TO SAY I see how you’re putting all THE SPACE BETWEEN YOU AND ME Hook 2: We’re TWO STEPs away each and EVERYDAY but I don’t wanna SAY GOODBYE IF ONLY i could get you to stay WHAT WOULD YOU SAY Hey WHERE ARE YOU GOING? FUNNY THE WAY IT IS Chorus: You’re such an AMERICAN BABY Come on LOVER LAY DOWN Let’s WORK IT OUT You’ve got no need to worry ‘cause ever since Brokeback Mountain it’s okay to be TRIPPING BILLIES Stayin’ on GREY STREET up on the ROOFTOP scrapin’ out the JIMI THING Chorus: You’re such an AMERICAN BABY Come on LOVER LAY DOWN Let’s WORK IT OUT You’ve got no need to worry ‘cause ever since Brokeback Mountain it’s okay to be TRIPPING BILLIES Stayin’ on GREY STREET up on the ROOFTOP scrapin’ out the JIMI THING Bridge: It’s like I said in my past to my ex Forever is forever And I don’t want us to end Before we got together Chorus: You’re such an AMERICAN BABY Come on LOVER LAY DOWN Let’s WORK IT OUT You’ve got no need to worry ‘cause ever since Brokeback Mountain it’s okay to be TRIPPING BILLIES Stayin’ on GREY STREET up on the ROOFTOP scrapin’ out the JIMI THING Chorus: You’re such an AMERICAN BABY Come on LOVER LAY DOWN Let’s WORK IT OUT You’ve got no need to worry ‘cause ever since Brokeback Mountain it’s okay to be TRIPPING BILLIES Stayin’ on GREY STREET up on the ROOFTOP scrapin’ out the JIMI THING
10.
Verse 1: I prayed “don’t go” But it didn’t work I couldn’t let you go And all I did was hurt And after you left me I couldn’t move on And I couldn’t sleep I just wouldn’t eat I couldn’t figure out Why the hell this was happening Hook 1: To such a good person To such a caring loving mom To someone anyone so young But I guess that’s the way it goes Even though I reject that statement whole And it kills me that I’ll never know What she could have been and how she would have grown Chorus: I just wanna cry sometimes Some days I just wanna die But not tonight I’ve gotta fight I’ve gotta keep my moms smile alive And lord knows that I’ve got her eyes And I’ve been so blessed in my life and it’s all thanks to her I still feel her by my side Link: Mama, mom I love you (x8) Verse 2: I cried the whole way home the day she left I had to be alone that is what I said ‘Cause I was so upset I couldn’t get up out of bed I would hear her voice running through my head until I would fall asleep again Hook 2: I’ve gotta know how could this happen to such a caring loving person To someone anyone so young But I guess that’s the way it goes Even though I hate that statement whole And it kills me that I’ll never know What she could have been and how she would have grown Chorus: I just wanna cry sometimes Some days I just wanna die But not tonight I’ve gotta fight I’ve gotta keep my moms smile alive And lord knows that I’ve got her eyes And I’ve been so blessed in my life and it’s all thanks to her I still feel her by my side Link: Mama, mom I love you Chorus: I just wanna cry sometimes Some days I just wanna die But not tonight I’ve gotta fight I’ve gotta keep my moms smile alive And lord knows that I’ve got her eyes And I’ve been so blessed in my life and it’s all thanks to her I still feel her by my side
11.
Ou Hell Yeah 04:24
Verse 1: And you never leave me this way No you never let me be happy Why can’t you carelessly throw me away So I can wipe all these tears from my face And my life will never be the same I feel so helpless right here where I lay But hopefully I’ll recover one day ‘Cause I know you and me just can’t be Hook: There’ll come a time where I’ll have nothing more to say There’ll come a time where I’ll see brighter days Must shield my face so you don’t have to see me this way Must fool myself into thinking that there’s an escape Chorus: Ou hell yeah, hell yeah, hell yeah, hell yeah (x4) verse 2: I’m starting to believe you’re my fate And you’re making me feel like I’m insane I live life and pretend I’m okay You’re a game I no longer wanna play And I’m not quite sure just who to blame You took me over and then took my name Now when anyone looks I am ashamed I don’t know how to put things into place Hook: There’ll come a time where I’ll have nothing more to say There’ll come a time where I’ll see brighter days Must shield my face so you don’t have to see me this way Must fool myself into thinking that there’s an escape Chorus: Ou hell yeah, hell yeah, hell yeah, hell yeah (x16)
12.
Verse 1: I seen you Just the other day It had been years And it brought back warm memories Hook 1: But I was scared ‘Cause you never knew how to treat me right So who’s to say That a part 2 wouldn’t just end the same, in fights Chorus: I wanna be alone Even though I still love you I’d rather be alone My heart can’t take another bruise And life is fine alone Even though it is without you I’ve gotta be alone But I know that I’ll make it through Verse 2: I yearn for you still to this day And I wish that things had never changed Hook 2: Between us But you didn’t know how to treat a guy So I gave up But don’t think that it doesn’t make me cry Chorus: I wanna be alone Even though I still love you I’d rather be alone My heart can’t take another bruise And life is fine alone Even though it is without you I’ve gotta be alone But I know that I’ll make it through Bridge: Clap your hands if you know what I’m sayin’ Clap your hands if you know what I mean When you love someone But the relationship with them sucks butt Clap your hands if your with me If you’ve ever, ever been fucked Ever been fucked in love Chorus (x2): I wanna be alone Even though I still love you I’d rather be alone My heart can’t take another bruise And life is fine alone Even though it is without you I’ve gotta be alone But I know I’ll make it through
13.
Verse 1: I never thought in a million years that I would be someone who had no one, and who thoroughly enjoy it. But, it is so fun. It is so true. I don’t need no one, nor do you. So why now do I have to explain why I enjoy being alone? Why can’t you let me be, and then you’ll see why it is getting old. That I’m always questioned and probed? Let it go. Chorus (x2): Teach me to yearn again Teach me to trust again Teach me to live again Teach me to love again
14.
Verse 1: They always talk sh^& because they don’t get it And raised by ignorant people They don’t see how it is to be living in a world not built for them Hook 2: It’s okay to love me It’s okay to cry It’s okay to help me I promise you won’t die no It’s okay to hate me ‘Cause I don’t give a #$%^ Yeah ‘cause with or without you I’m gonna live it up oh Chorus 1: You don’t need to, you don’t need to cry ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy And you live a gay gay life And you’ve got that gay gay pride A gay gay Verse 2: An endless mindset the world is stuck in You’ve got to see right through them Yeah just like I do ain’t got no time for you One day we’ll be equals whether you like it or not Hook 2: It’s okay to love me It’s okay to cry It’s okay to help me I promise you won’t die no It’s okay to hate me ‘Cause I don’t give a $%^& Yeah ‘cause with or without you I’m gonna live it up oh Chorus 2: You don’t need to, you don’t need to cry ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy And you live a gay gay life And you’ve got that gay gay pride So pay those little hick boys no mind Tell ‘em you just ain’t got the time If they don’t support the gay gay kind ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy A gay gay Bridge: Listen, listen I am sick of hearin’ Gay gay I am And your insults I don’t hear them Next time you go and talk I’m a grab my lipstick Put it on you while you sleepin’ To show you what a f%& is Chorus 3: Gay gay gay gay gay gay You don’t need to cry ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy And you live a gay gay life And you’ve got that gay gay pride So pay those little hick boys no mind Tell ‘em you just ain’t got the time If they don’t support the gay gay kind ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy You don’t need to fucking cry ‘Cause you are a gay gay guy And you live a gay gay life And you’ve got that gay gay pride So pay those little hick boys no mind Tell ‘em you just ain’t got the time If they don’t support the gay gay kind

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released February 25, 2014

Entire album written, performed, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Bradley Voorhees at Ed Harbst Studios.

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Bradley Voorhees East Syracuse, New York

Who doesn't enjoy an interesting indie artist? Am I good, am I bad? Who knows. Guess we'll all have to wait and see. Yes, "we" 'cause not even I know myself anymore. I think that really comes out in the tunes though. Who knows, perhaps it may be you who can help solve a mystery? Yeah, I like a lot of retro television :D But I'll be there for you, if you're there for me too! Ha ... more

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