My Journey Through the Illusion of Time

by Bradley William Voorhees

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released February 1, 2016

All songs by Bradley Voorhees.

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Track Name: Your Heaven is My Hell (Auto-Tuned Demo)
Verse 1:
I didn’t even notice
You weren’t still tailing me
Just thought that you should know this
Boy ‘cause this I’m promising

Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell
Your heaven is my hell
Your heaven is my hell

Verse 2:
I didn’t deserve that treatment
As if there were something wrong with me
But I couldn’t control my feelings
I should have known there was no we

Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell
Your heaven is my hell
Your heaven is my hell

Bridge:
Your heaven is my hell

s-Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell

s-Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell

Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell
Your heaven is my hell
Your heaven is my hell
Track Name: Gays on the Radio (Give 'em Hope 9)
Verse 1:
Hello sirs, would you like some gay matrimony with that?
And would you like to adopt some children, ma’ams?
Yes, we’ll teach your children their gay history
And yes queen bee, you can now join the military

Hook 1:
And this isn’t happening because we waited by idly
We had to fight for equality in order to be heard by democracy

Chorus:
Now I wanna hear gays on the radio
See boys kissing in videos
And fuckin like animals
So flaming they’re flammable
And rainbows on heteros
And pride in the Pocono’s
Gay girls in the rodeos
And queens in the old folks homes

I wanna hear gays on the radio
See boys kissing in videos
And fuckin like animals
So flaming they’re flammable
And rainbows on heteros
And pride in the Pocono’s
Gay girls in the rodeos
And queens in the old folks homes

Verse 2:
Yo girl would you like assurance you can’t get fired for eating snatch?
And gay families how bout avoiding eviction proceedings?
Would you like your sports figures to like man on man action?
And fellas would you like your cheerleaders to grab each others butts?

Hook 2:
All of this wont be happening if we just wait by idly
We’ll have to fight for equality in order to be heard by democracy

Chorus:
Now I wanna hear gays on the radio
See boys kissing in videos
And fuckin like animals
So flaming they’re flammable
And rainbows on heteros
And pride in the Pocono’s
Gay girls in the rodeos
And queens in the old folks homes

I wanna hear gays on the radio
See boys kissing in videos
And fuckin like animals
So flaming they’re flammable
And rainbows on heteros
And pride in the Pocono’s
Gay girls in the rodeos
And queens in the old folks homes

Bridge:
I hope this makes you smile
I hope to give ’em hope
I hope that you get wild
While you Listening to this dope song I wrote

Chorus:
Now I wanna hear gays on the radio
See boys kissing in videos
And fuckin like animals
So flaming they’re flammable
And rainbows on heteros
And pride in the Pocono’s
Gay girls in the rodeos
And queens in the old folks homes

I wanna hear gays on the radio
See boys kissing in videos
And fuckin like animals
So flaming they’re flammable
And rainbows on heteros
And pride in the Pocono’s
Gay girls in the rodeos
And queens in the old folks homes

Chorus:
Now I wanna hear gays on the radio
See boys kissing in videos
And fuckin like animals
So flaming they’re flammable
And rainbows on heteros
And pride in the Pocono’s
Gay girls in the rodeos
And queens in the old folks homes

I wanna hear gays on the radio
See boys kissing in videos
And fuckin like animals
So flaming they’re flammable
And rainbows on heteros
And pride in the Pocono’s
Gay girls in the rodeos
And queens in the old folks homes
Track Name: Chronic Inability to Feel Loved
Verse 1:
Sitting here in my self-constructed solitary confinement
Even though I’m aware it’s unhealthy somehow I couldn’t give two shits

Hook:
I’m afraid I’m losing my mind
I’m scared I’m slipping away
I’m nervous I’m running out of time
And I’m feeling so half awake

Chorus:
I’ve got a chronic inability to feel loved
And who’s gonna help me when I just don’t trust no one

Verse 2:
I’m like a battery these times I spend alone they are my charger
I need this time to mentally prepare for the world outside

Hook:
I’m afraid I’m losing my mind
I’m scared I’m slipping away
I’m nervous I’m running out of time
And I’m feeling so half awake

Chorus:
I’ve got a chronic inability to feel loved
And who’s gonna help me when I just don’t trust no one

Bridge:
From being abandoned to ignored completely
Or flat out rejected like yesterday’s garbage
From tolerated to entirely hated
And so disrespected and often deflated

Chorus:
I’ve got a chronic inability to feel loved
And who’s going to help me when I just don’t trust no one
Track Name: So Long (Auto-Tuned Demo)
Verse 1:
Met a guy cute as can be
Them fuckin eyes and killer-ass body
I was sold! Din’t gotta ask me twice
He was so cool Had so much in common
With slick lines and charm boy had me throbbin in the
CHEST! (Get your mind outta the gutter! Come on now!)

Chorus 1:
But he wanted way too much far too fast
Out of lust for my ass
I said so long I sure did!
Way too much far too fast
I said so long

Verse 2:
Silly me what was I thinkin’
To think he said he’d hoist me up to heaven
I don’t know I’m just glad that he outta my life
When we first met he was outta this world
Now the sight of him makes me wanna fuckin hurl
Get gone That’s right I’m not playin so long

Chorus 2:
Our spark flickered out way too fast
No comfort in dimly lit flats
I said so long
Cause feelin’ ill in downtown Big Flats
I said so long

Bridge:
I said so long
I said so long
I said so long
I said so long
I said so long
I said so long
I said so long

Chorus 1:
But he wanted way too much far too fast
Out of lust for my ass
I said so long I sure did!
Way too much far too fast
I said so long

Chorus 2:
Our spark flickered out way too fast
No comfort in dimly lit flats
I said so long
Cause feelin’ ill in downtown Big Flats
I said so long
Track Name: YourGayNews (Theme Song)
Your gay news (Repeated)
Track Name: You're Not Gonna Miss Me
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da

Verse 1:
Well I told you how I felt
So I guess I just can’t sell
I’m sad if you can’t tell
My words should have made your heart melt
But my, my pleading it didn’t help
So as this song begins to swell
I hope that you hear bells
And crawl out of your shell

Chorus (x2):
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’re not gonna miss me
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’ll never think about me
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’ll never even see me
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’re never gonna call me

Verse 2:
And well you know that I loved you so
And I think it really showed
And yet you left me in the cold
So that we couldn’t ever grow
So I have got to go
though I know that means you’ll never know
what more I could have brought to the fold
I guess my heart was far too bold

Chorus (x2):
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’re not gonna miss me
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’ll never think about me
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’ll never even see me
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’re never gonna call me

[Break]

Chorus (x4):
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’re not gonna miss me
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’ll never think about me
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’ll never even see me
Ut-oh, Ut-oh, Ut-oh-oh-oh
You’re never gonna call me
Track Name: Your Heaven is My Hell
Verse 1:
I didn’t even notice
You weren’t still tailing me
Just thought that you should know this
Boy ‘cause this I’m promising

Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell
Your heaven is my hell
Your heaven is my hell

Verse 2:
I didn’t deserve that treatment
As if there were something wrong with me
But I couldn’t control my feelings
I should have known there was no we

Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell
Your heaven is my hell
Your heaven is my hell

Bridge:
Your heaven is my hell

s-Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell

s-Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell

e-Chorus:
You won’t be my purpose
You wont be my daylight
My sun on a cloudy day
No more tears will fall down my face
No you will not define me
For I have broken out
I’m no longer in your cell
Now I will live without
Your heaven, aka my hell
That’s right your heaven is my hell
Yeah ah-huh your heaven is my hell
Track Name: We Were Like (Demo)
Verse 1:
I sorta believed I was over you
Had myself convinced that I just couldn’t lose
Boy I was such a fool
Who knew you’d still be so cool
I said it just can’t be true
Every time I’d stop and declare you were a dead-end road
and then I’d turn myself around and find my own way home
But now I’m getting old Too old to drive this way
And you know you’re driving me cray cray

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like

Verse 2:
I thought I could get away living life without you
Pretend I was over you or just forget I knew
Forget the past and start anew
But that proved to be so hard to do
Yo man life can be so cruel
I allowed myself to undergo enormous hatred overload
Suppressed my conscience allowed your cold reign over me not unscathed but bold
But now it’s a tired game A game I’m getting too old to play
But I never mattered to you anyway So take your ass up out my way

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like

Bridge:
And now it’s almost like
I never should have let you go
And oh I hate these nights alone

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like
Track Name: Ain't Falling in Love
Verse 1 Low:
In the interest of full disclosure
I like this guy so much
But the dude wont hurry up
And reciprocate my love

Verse 1 High:
If beauty’s in the eye of the beholder
I think that means I’m fucked
‘Cause my hearts already mucked
And this dude has had enough

Hook:
I don’t want it to end
I haven’t had nearly enough yet

Chorus:
And you ain’t seeing
I’m here staring
Patiently waiting for you
But you don’t want me
There’s no denying
You ain’t falling in love

Verse 2 Low:
Baby when I think about you I get frozen
Sit still upon my bed
dreaming up a master plan
To get you to be my man

Verse 2 High:
But I’ve lost all of my logic
I’m green eggs without the ham
If I was Dan you’d be Roseanne
Even talking retro I sound sad

Hook:
I don’t want it to end
I haven’t had nearly enough yet

Chorus:
And you ain’t seeing (Ain’t falling)
I’m here staring (Ain’t falling)
Patiently waiting for you (Ain’t falling in love)
But you don’t want me (Ain’t falling)
There’s no denying (Ain’t falling)
You ain’t falling in love (Ain’t falling in love)

Chorus:
And you ain’t seeing (Ain’t falling)
I’m here staring (Ain’t falling)
Patiently waiting for you (Ain’t falling in love)
But you don’t want me (Ain’t falling)
There’s no denying (Ain’t falling)
You ain’t falling in love (Ain’t falling in love)

Bridge:
All I know is that I’ve been in love more times than you can imagine
And the one thing I’m certain of is that I’ve always ended up alone
Heartbroken same ole sad sad song

Chorus:
And you ain’t seeing (Ain’t falling)
I’m here staring (Ain’t falling)
Patiently waiting for you (Ain’t falling in love)
But you don’t want me (Ain’t falling)
There’s no denying (Ain’t falling)
You ain’t falling in love (Ain’t falling in love)

Chorus:
And you ain’t seeing (Ain’t falling)
I’m here staring (Ain’t falling)
Patiently waiting for you (Ain’t falling in love)
But you don’t want me (Ain’t falling)
There’s no denying (Ain’t falling)
You ain’t falling in love (Ain’t falling in love)
Track Name: Remained the Same
Verse 1:
You know how upset I’d be | when you’d leave the house but it wasn’t with me | What? You didn’t think I knew | what you we’re off to do? | I could see it from the way he’d act around you | Wasn’t rocket science and I’m nobody’s fool | You didn’t think I’d see | That you was creepin’ around on me

Chorus:
My heart was filled with pain
My mind was filled with hate
And my body shook with rage
But my love remained the same
And my eyes they never strayed
Though I was losing all my faith
That’s how you drove me insane
But I, I never pushed you away

Verse 2:
You knew how suspicious I’d get | All those times you’d stay out until after 10 | But you still did | ‘Cause you thought I was dumb | But now it’s you who’s come undone | You knew how negligence made feel | Yet you never gave me the chance I needed to heal | ‘Cause you were such an ass | You thought that your balls was made of brass

Chorus:
My heart was filled with pain
My mind was filled with hate
And my body shook with rage
But my love remained the same
And my eyes they never strayed
Though I was losing all my faith
That’s how you drove me insane
But I, I never pushed you away

Bridge:
Such is life in my journey through the illusion of time
My love, my love
My love, my love
My love, my love
My love, my love

Chorus (1st Half):
(My love, my love) My heart was filled with pain
(My love, my love) My mind was filled with hate
(My love, my love) And my body shook with rage
(My love, my love) But my love remained the same

Chorus:
(My love, my love) My heart was filled with pain
(My love, my love) My mind was filled with hate
(My love, my love) And my body shook with rage
(My love, my love) But my love remained the same
(My love, my love) And my eyes they never strayed
(My love, my love) Though I was losing all my faith
(My love, my love) That’s how you drove me insane
(My love, my love) But I never pushed you away
Track Name: Nick Jonas' Junk
Verse 1:
Yo Nick I wanna touch ya
Yeah then I’d even suck ya
And maybe even fuck ya
all night yeah that’s right
But first I would undress ya
Then rub oil all up on ya
Hell even make your ass lasagna
Cancel all your plans with Tonya
‘Cause you’re mine tonight

Hook:
Beefin’ up take it off
Hit me up get me off
Sport your schlong and hit this bong
Then sing this fuckin’ song
And if we get along we may just get it on
Hit me with your magic wand
Shoot me with your wad what

Chorus:
Nick you’re such a cock tease
Grabbin’ your junk up in magazines
And made my pants the next tsunami
Oh oh oh oh Yes you did
Then you beefed up to play on Kingdom
Hot Hart Jessup’s got a gay son
Quick someone call my agent oh oh oh oh
To play Nick’s boyfriend next season

Verse 2:
It’s true, I objectify ya
But only ‘cause you’re hot like molten fire
Your the object of my desires
Oh oh oh oh Yes you are
I broke the springs in my bed thinkin’ boutcha
You’re gonna have to buy me a new one
And then come help me break it in some
Oh oh oh oh I’m requesting you

Hook:
Beefin’ up take it off
Hit me up get me off
Sport your schlong and hit this bong
Then sing this fuckin’ song
And if we get along we may just get it on
Hit me with your magic wand
Shoot me with your wad what

Chorus:
Nick you’re such a cock tease
Grabbin’ your junk up in magazines
And made my pants the next tsunami
Oh oh oh oh Yes you did
Then you beefed up to play on Kingdom
Hot Hart Jessup’s got a gay son
Quick someone call my agent oh oh oh oh
To play Nick’s boyfriend next season

Bridge:
Role play with me
Boxer gloves and all
Lets play dirty
Enough with all the talk
We’ll play nasty
Yo my shirts already off
You’re my sweet sweet fantasy
Now show me your the boss

Chorus:
Nick you’re such a cock tease
Grabbin’ your junk up in magazines
And made my pants the next tsunami
Oh oh oh oh Yes you did
Then you beefed up to play on Kingdom
Hot Hart Jessup’s got a gay son
Quick someone call my agent oh oh oh oh
To play Nick’s boyfriend

Chorus:
Nick you’re such a cock tease
Grabbin’ your junk up in magazines
And made my pants the next tsunami
Oh oh oh oh Yes you did
Then you beefed up to play on Kingdom
Hot Hart Jessup’s got a gay son
Quick someone call my agent oh oh oh oh
To play Nick’s boyfriend next season
Track Name: We Were Like
Verse 1:
I sorta believed I was over you
Had myself convinced that I just couldn’t lose
Boy I was such a fool
Who knew you’d still be so cool
I said it just can’t be true
Every time I’d stop and declare you were a dead-end road
and then I’d turn myself around and find my own way home
But now I’m getting old Too old to drive this way
And knowing it’s you driving me cray cray

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like

Verse 2:
I thought I could get away living life without you
Pretend I was over you or just forget I knew
Forget the past and start anew
But that proved to be so hard to do
Yo man life can be so cruel
I allowed myself to undergo enormous hatred overload
Suppressed my conscience allowed your cold reign over me not unscathed but bold
But now it’s a tired game A game I’m getting too old to play
But I never mattered to you anyway So take your ass up out my way

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like

Chorus:
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like
You and I we would always fight
Things between us were so black and white
Hot and cold we were like
Left and right we were like=
Track Name: Much Alive
Verse 1:
Another cold day | In New York state | Full of heartache
I’m not sure how to relay | How I’m feeling | This misery
I’m not one to complain | So I must say | That I’m okay
I’m not living mundane | Not going insane | I’m just peachy

Hook:
Okay, yeah | That was a lie
But you can’t say | I didn’t try
To hide all of my lines | Cause I just ain’t right
Behind these eyes | And you ain’t got the mind
To see me undisguised

Chorus:
I’m just fine
Know that is a lie
There’s a monster inside
Repressed but much alive

Verse 2:
I find a little bit more inside | Each time I close my eyes
I die a little bit more inside | After every single night
I evaluate my life and | Then I start to cry
Cause every time I find

Hook 2:
Nothing, yeah | But I’m alright
and you can’t say | I didn’t try
To hide all of my lines | Cause I just ain’t right
Yo behind these eyes | And you ain’t got the mind
To see me undisguised

Chorus:
I’m just fine
Know that is a lie
There’s a monster inside
Repressed but much alive

Bridge:
Oxygenate me | I’m getting Gangrene
Revitalize me | I’m feeling guilty

Chorus:
I’m just fine
Know that is a lie
There’s a monster inside
Repressed but much alive
Track Name: The Price
Verse 1:
A stop at windowpanes
Shower number 17
Wonder what I’ll have to eat
Jesus look at me
What is happening

Chorus:
Ahh
Ahh
The price for peace was you (was you)
Ahh
Ahh
The price for my sanity was you (was you)

Verse 2:
The outside world
Yeah I know it’s not far away
But no harm can come to me
Inside all day anyway
I’m not missin’ anything

Chorus:
Ahh
Ahh
The price for peace was you (was you)
Ahh
Ahh
The price for my sanity was you (was you)

Bridge:
Go outside that’s what they say
It’s beautiful you’ll have a great day
They don’t get that I’m really okay with life this way
I’ve grown accustom to life this way

Chorus:
Ahh
Ahh
The price for peace was you (was you)
Ahh
Ahh
The price for my sanity was you
Track Name: So Long
Verse 1:
Met a guy cute as can be
Them fuckin eyes and killer-ass body
I was sold! Din’t gotta ask me twice
He was so cool Had so much in common
With slick lines and charm boy had me throbbin in the
CHEST! (Get your mind outta the gutter! Come on now!)

Chorus 1:
But he wanted way too much far too fast
Out of lust for my ass
I said so long I sure did!
Way too much far too fast
I said so long

Verse 2:
Silly me what was I thinkin’
To think he said he’d hoist me up to heaven
I don’t know I’m just glad that he outta my life
When we first met he was outta this world
Now the sight of him makes me wanna fuckin hurl
Get gone That’s right I’m not playin so long

Chorus 2:
Our spark flickered out way too fast
No comfort in loving this man
I said so long
And he started pressuring me over crap
I said so long

Bridge:
And his guilt-tripping
I just wasn’t feeling
Said he wanted’ to rock and roll
I said boy you got to go
Said he wanted’ to tap my hole
I said boy you must not know
Asked me can you feel my flow
I said boy you way too slow
Said Bradley you should hit this bowl
I said boy what a waste of doe
I sure fucking did! I coulda fuckin bought a bottle of coffee with that!

Chorus 1:
But he wanted way too much far too fast
Out of lust for my ass
I said so long I sure did!
Way too much far too fast
I said so long

Chorus 2:
Our spark flickered out way too fast
No comfort in loving this man
I said so long
And he started pressuring me over crap
I said so long
Track Name: Paint
Verse 1:
They’re just incapable of seeing
Everything - When they tell me got-damn brad you’re so mean
So I don’t take offense and I’m not running
They don’t see all the parts that I edit
They fill-in the void with what they wanna see
It’s no surprise that I’m my own discredit

Chorus:
Paint
Paint me a new life
One where I am always fine
And where I never cry
And where I can feel free to be myself all the time
Paint
Paint me in a light
One where I live undisguised
And where I’m never shy
Where I don’t have this obsessive need to hide
Paint me in a...

Verse 2:
I’m just incurably unable
to show myself for what I am inside
So I wont hold a grudge over your blindness
You can’t see what I haven’t revealed
So you chalk it up to “Brad is so unkind”
It still stings though with all of this time I’ve spent, wasted

Chorus:
Paint
Paint me a new life
One where I am always fine
And where I never cry
And where I can feel free to be myself all the time
Paint
Paint me in a light
One where I live undisguised
And where I’m never shy
Where I don’t have this obsessive need to hide
Paint me in a...

Chorus:
Paint
Paint me a new life
One where I am always fine
And where I never cry
And where I can feel free to be myself all the time
Paint
Paint me in a light
One where I live undisguised
And where I’m never shy
Where I don’t have this obsessive need to hide

Chorus:
Paint
Paint me a new life
One where I am always fine
And where I never cry
And where I can feel free to be myself all the time
Paint
Paint me in a light
One where I live undisguised
And where I’m never shy
Where I don’t have this obsessive need to hide
Paint me in a...
Track Name: Clap
Verse 1:
The pain I endure
The ways I am hurt
Unending times of implore
But you’d always have to have the last word

Hook:
I just want you to leave yeah baby
I just want you to go
I just want you to get out of my home

Chorus:
Clap once if you understand me
Clap twice if you can’t find the door
Isn’t fun living life with somebody
Like you anymore no

Verse 2:
My heart is so sore
My mind too over explored
My teardrops puddle on the floor
But you surely don’t care anymore

Hook:
I just want you to leave yeah baby
I just want you to go
I just want you to get out of my home

Chorus (x5):
Clap once if you understand me
Clap twice if you can’t find the door
Isn’t fun living life with somebody
Like you anymore no