Reincarnated Little Gay Boy

by Bradley Voorhees

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This album was written from an era in my life where I was attempting to reinvent myself. It was of course not the first time I've attempted this, but it was nonetheless a notable adventure. This album directly followed rumors of my alleged death. Contrary to what some believe the album did NOT get its name because I was bringing myself back to live, but as mentioned above: I was attempting to reinvent myself; My style; My music. Many of the tracks on the album are old instrumentals with new lyrics and melodies. Other tracks on the album are simply old classics of mine that I re-recorded to show my progression as an artist.

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released July 12, 2012

All songs written by B. Voorhees, except lyrics of track 4, written by SAFYRE
Music portion of tracks 1-4, 7, and 9 recorded at Twin Tears Studio.
All other portions of tracks 1-4, 7, 9, and all other tracks recorded, mixed, and mastered at Ed Harbst Studio by B. Voorhees.

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Track Name: after everything - After Everything (Raw Vocal Version)
Verse 1:
Such a fuckin’ shame
Such a mind game
What was there to gain
Absolutely nothing
But you turned your back on me
And I didn’t have anything
And no one believed
How is this is happening

Hook:
To me to me to me
You’ve gotta believe
In me in me in me

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you

Verse 2:
Such a waste of time
Now I’m gonna have to try
and renew my life
But it is so unfair
And I have to dry my eyes
And erase your lies
That you’d stand by my side
This just isn’t right

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you

Bridge:
One night a man came and yanked my life away
One night a game was played and it was I who took the blame

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you
Track Name: after everything - After Everything
Verse 1:
Such a fuckin’ shame
Such a mind game
What was there to gain
Absolutely nothing
But you turned your back on me
And I didn’t have anything
And no one believed
How is this is happening

Hook:
To me to me to me
You’ve gotta believe
In me in me in me

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you

Verse 2:
Such a waste of time
Now I’m gonna have to try
and renew my life
But it is so unfair
And I have to dry my eyes
And erase your lies
That you’d stand by my side
This just isn’t right

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you

Bridge:
One night a man came and yanked my life away
One night a game was played and it was I who took the blame

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you

Chorus:
After everything I ended up playin’ the fool
After everything look what you put me through
And after everything why do I have to start over new
After everything that I did for you
Track Name: Drifting Everyday
Why wont people listen to me
am I that hard to comprehend
I just need your attention slightly
that's all I'm asking
I feel like I am knocked down every day
from the words of society
I used to look up to those people
who now want to hurt me

And I am drifting every day with your guns to me
And I am drifting every day with your knives in me
And I am drifting every day with a bomb-threat in me
I am

And it's too bad for me
You've already crushed my dreams
It's sorry to see me now
so undelighting
What'd you do to me

Why don't you just reason with me
Am I really all that bad
I'm not all that I'm made out to be
I've really not gone mad

And I am drifting every day with your guns to me
And I am drifting every day with your knives in me
And I am drifting every day with a bomb-threat in me
I am

And it's too bad for me
You've already crushed my dreams
It's sorry to see me now
so undelighting
What'd you do to me

And it's too bad for me
You've already crushed my dreams
It's sorry to see me now
so undelighting
what'd you do to me
Track Name: Endless Lies
Verse 1:
You said yes you said no
couldn’t decide which way to go
Now I’m the one feeling low
Endless lies is what you told

Chorus:
Endless lies you told
Endless heartache I hold
Again and again and again and again and again
Endless lies you told
Again and again and again and again and again
Endless lies in my head

Verse 2:
Now you say its me not you
Even though you know that’s not true
Not true
You were the one that acted so cold
With all those endless lies that you told

Chorus:
Endless lies you told
Endless heartache I hold
Again and again and again and again and again
Endless lies you told
Again and again and again and again and again
Endless lies in my head

Verse 3:
I love you were the words loud and clear
That’s what I heard
You with all that nerve acting bold
Endless lies is what you told

Chorus:
Endless lies you told
Endless heartache I hold
Again and again and again and again and again
Endless lies you told
Again and again and again and again and again
Endless lies in my head

Verse 4:
So now you say that you wanna be free
Leaving all the broken pieces up to me
I can’t believe how mean you could be
With all those endless lies you kept telling

Chorus:
Endless lies you told
Endless heartache I hold
Again and again and again and again and again
Endless lies you told
Again and again and again and again and again
Endless lies in my head
Track Name: Give 'em Hope Again (Give 'em Hope Part 2)
Verse 1:
He felt down again
He’d lost his friends
He was left in the end
No one ever saw it happening

Chorus:
And as he jumped
He said goodbye
No one cared
And no one cried
A little gay boy
Tormented inside
He was alone
He was pushed aside
Left to die
It wasn’t right

Verse 2:
Bullied pushed to the edge
Carefree he sure wasn’t
Brain fried
From all the stress
He Didn’t know
Who were his friends

Chorus:
And as he jumped
He said goodbye
No one cared
And no one cried
A little gay boy
Tormented inside
He was alone
He was pushed aside
Left to die
It wasn’t right

Bridge:
I’d give em hope
I’d make him smile
I’d keep him company
Just for a little awhile
I’d mend his wounds and I’d free his soul
Yo I’d pull him back show em how life goes
Yo I’d help em out and I’d defend him so
He wouldn’t have to shout or ever be alone
Yo man cause how the fuck can people be so mean
Yo I’d save him from all of the dumb bullies

Chorus:
And as he jumped
He said goodbye
No one cared
And no one cried
A little gay boy
Tormented inside
He was alone
He was pushed aside
Left to die
It wasn’t right
Track Name: How Can You Leave Me
Verse 1:
You said baby I’ma never let you go
You lied you jerk I don’t even care now though
Get the hell out I am over you for sure
And take your dumb shit its nothing but a damn eye sore

Hook:
How can you leave me sweatin
I have got words that I know ya wanna hear
You know I don’t dig girls so bro get walk over here
How can you leave me beggin
You’ve got me real down can’t get outta my rut
Will someone show me how to be happy and tough

Chorus:
How can you leave me hangin
How can you leave me cryin
How can you leave me sayin
Can’t you see I am dyin

Verse 2:
Okay lier I’ma have to hit you up
You’re on fire I’ma have to get me some
Bring me higher I’ma have to hit the sun
You’re my desire hurry up before I’m gone

Hook:
How can you leave me sweatin
I have got words that I know ya wanna hear
You know I don’t dig girls so bro get walk over here
How can you leave me beggin
You’ve got me real down can’t get outta my rut
Will someone show me how to be happy and tough

Chorus:
How can you leave me hangin
How can you leave me cryin
How can you leave me sayin
Can’t you see I am dyin

Bridge:
Every now and then I sit and double question myself
But the moment ends and I come back hands down

Chorus:
How can you leave me hangin
How can you leave me cryin
How can you leave me sayin
Can’t you see I am dyin

Chorus:
How can you leave me hangin
How can you leave me cryin
How can you leave me sayin
Can’t you see I am dyin
Track Name: Little Gay Boy
Verse 1:
I’m feeling guilty I only just got to know your name
The papers when they got ahold of you they barely even knew your age

Hook:
But before that you were invisible
Simply went unnoticeable
Most the time given bible quotes
From kin

Link:
And now the world splits
half cry and half laugh and spit
But they all still live

Chorus 1:
Nobody knew bout the boy off to the side
Nobody knew all the grief that you held inside
And nobody cared and no one treated you right
To get a second glance all you had to do was die

Verse 2:
I wonder what your dreams were I wonder what you played
The nation when they saw your death they barely even blinked

Hook:
When before that you were invisible
Simply went unnoticeable
Most the time given bible quotes
From kin

Link:
And now the world splits
half cry and half laugh and spit
But they all still live

Chorus 2:
Nobody knew bout the boy off to the side
Nobody knew all the grief that you held inside
And nobody cared and no one treated you right
To even get a look all you had to do was die

Chorus 3:
Living in a country with unequal rights
To even get a look all you had to do was lose your life
Track Name: Looks Like My Last Days of Sanity
Verse 1:
What if I said I didn’t love you would that make a difference
What if I was too scared to go would that mean I’m innocent
What if I laid all my shit out would that make you hate me
What if I tried to stay relaxed but I was unsuccessful babe

Hook:
Why don’t you help me Why don’t you help unburden me
Why don’t you like me Why can’t you like this guy you see
Why’m I unhealthy in my last days of sanity

Chorus:
Please god I don’t wanna lose my sanity
How do I save myself from insanity
I’m growing further and further away each day from sanity
Looks like my last days of sanity

Verse 2:
What if I found another home would that make me free from you
What if I died right in your arms would that make all your dreams come true
What if I let you have your way and I became your broken slave
What if I tried figuring you out would that make me desperate

Hook:
Why don’t you help me Why don’t you help unburden me
Why don’t you like me Why can’t you like this guy you see
Why’m I unhealthy in my last days of sanity

Chorus:
Please god I don’t wanna lose my sanity
How do I save myself from insanity
I’m growing further and further away each day from sanity
Looks like my last days of sanity

Chorus:
Please god I don’t wanna lose my sanity
How do I save myself from insanity
I’m growing further and further away each day from sanity
Looks like my last days of sanity

Chorus:
Please god I don’t wanna lose my sanity
How do I save myself from insanity
I’m growing further and further away each day from sanity
Looks like my last days of sanity
Track Name: Sweet Love of Mine
Verse 1:
You were my family you were so much mine
And although some of the things we did were just a bitter waste of time
I’ll never regret our beautiful shine
Even though half the times we just broke down and lost our minds

Chorus:
Sweet love
Sweet love of mine
Did you even consider a fixing up period of time

Verse 2:
You were there through my obsession
You held my hand through all the shit
Even when you knew that it was hopeless
Not even one of my tears did you miss

Chorus:
Sweet love
Sweet love of mine
Did you even consider a fixing up period of time

Verse 3:
We held on tight all the way
Though something held me back from giving you the rest of me
And if I could fix it all right here where I stand
I’d make it so that none of this would have ever happened

Chorus:
Sweet love
Sweet love of mine
Did you even consider a fixing up period of time