Revealing Insanity

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Easily one of my all time 'tell-all' & favorite albums of mine.

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released February 14, 2006

Music & Lyrics Written by Bradley Voorhees, unless otherwise noted.

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Track Name: I Don't Wanna do This Alone
Verse 1:
I wish things could stay just as they are
Don’t wanna think about losing this feeling just yet
So promise me when it’s all over you wont go too far
‘Cause I still feel the same way as I did back when we first met
And I’m sitting at my desk typing up this song about you baby
I see you in my head clear as day feels so good to feel this way baby
And I’m not sure how not sure why Not sure when or what I’ll say or what I’ll want baby
But I gotta get these feelings out somehow some way baby

Hook:
And I know it is so wrong to feel this way about you babe
When I try to think my mind just draws a blank thinkin’
What do I say how to explain all of the things I feel about you babe
What do I say how to explain all of the ways I feel about you babe

Chorus:
And everything that I have expressed to you is all real and true
Oh how I wanna hold you and kiss you and love you I miss you
The hours I’m not with you
No wait a minute wait a minute I don’t wanna do it alone
I don’t wanna do this alone
I don’t wanna do this alone no
I don’t wanna do this alone

Verse 2:
My heart wants more then what I’ve got with you so far
But I’d settle for this situation for the rest of my life
‘Cause what I’ve got with you now is better then anything I’ve had before
Little with you is better then a lot with anyone else
And I’m standing in my shower and I’m thinking up these lyrics baby
I feel you there with me and I see you in my dreams baby
And I try to help you out when I hear your silent shouts come all out
And I start to clown around when I see that you are down to the ground

Hook:
And I know it is so wrong to feel this way about you babe
Whenever I try to think my mind just draws a blank thinkin’
What do I say how to explain all of the ways I feel about you babe
What do I do how to explain all of the ways I feel about you babe

Chorus:
And everything that I have expressed to you is all real and true
Oh how I wanna hold you and kiss you and love you I miss you
When I’m not with you
Wait a minute wait a minute I don’t wanna do it alone
I don’t wanna do this alone
Oh I can’t stand to do this alone
I don’t wanna do it alone
No I don’t wanna do it alone
Track Name: Lessen the Pain
Verse 1:
Running screaming yelling whinnying
Pulling my hair out
Fussing fighting losing crying
Pouring out of my mouth
Chronic confusion disintegrating brain

Hook 1:
Melting down inside
I’m melting away
What I was I’m no longer the same
Oh illusions of resurrecting my old ways
Before I went before I went before I went insane

Chorus:
I was care free and happy
I need a friend to guide the way
I need a friend to stay and wait
A caring friend to lessen the pain

Verse 2:
Gazing starving staring yearning
I feel so behind
The pressures in my head of needing a good friend
They are so not right
The pathways not lit up
No helping or comforting

Hook 2:
Breaking down inside
I’m falling away
What I was I’m no longer the same
Oh illusions of resurrecting my old ways
Before I went before I went before I went insane

Chorus:
I was care free and happy
I need a friend to guide the way
I need a friend to stay and wait
A caring friend to lessen the pain
lessen the pain
lessen the pain
lessen the pain
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees Featuring Naporshyaa - A Song for Naporshyaa
Intro:
I love you mom and dad

Verse 1:
HEY BABY GIRL YOU are EVERYTHING TO ME
YOU aRE EVERYTHING THAT I’LL EVER NEED
YOU BRING WARMTH TO ME
YOU GAVE MY LIFE SO MUCH MEANING
I WOULD DIE WITHOUT YOUR DIRECTING ME
ONLY FOR YOU I BREATH SLEEP & EAT

Chorus:
MY LIFE it’d BE A JOKE
WITHOUT YOU HERE WITH ME
I’LL BRING YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT
AND EVERYTHING you’ll EVER NEED
cause HOPE WOULD BE GONE DEEP WITHIN ME
WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE
CAUSE BUGGER YOU’RE MY DREAMS

Verse 2:
HEY BABY GIRL YOUR HOPES AND DREAMS MY PRINCESS
ARE JUST AS IMPORTANT TO ME
DON’T STOP SHARING THEM WITH ME
THEY GIVE HOPE TO ME
AND WITHOUT YOUR GREAT BIG SMILE
GIRL WITHOUT YOUR LOVE AND TRUST FOR ME
HUN I DON’T THINK I could LIVE

Chorus:
MY LIFE it’d BE A JOKE
WITHOUT YOU HERE WITH ME
I’LL BRING YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT
AND EVERYTHING you’ll EVER NEED
cause HOPE WOULD BE GONE DEEP WITHIN ME
WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE
CAUSE BUGGER YOU’RE MY DREAMS
Track Name: You Don't
Intro:
NOWS YOUR CHANCE LET LOSE RELAX GET UR ASS UP IN A TRANCE

Verse 1:
THIS VIBRATION BRINGS ME HERE
MY FEET FELL OUT FROM UNDER ME
IT SHAKES AWAY ALL MY TEARS
IT VIBES AWAY MY FEARS

Hook:
CAN YA hear THE RYTHEM THAT I’M BRINGIN
CAN YA FEEL THE SHIT I’M SAYIN
WHEN YOU HEAR THE FLOW I’M BRINGIN
DO IT MAKE YOU wanna SHAKE IT

Chorus:
YOU DON’T CRY
YOU DON’T FEEL
YOU DON’T LIVE
YOU DON’T DEAL
YOU DON’T SCREAM
YOU DON’T YELL
YOU DON’T SEE
YOU DON’T HELP

Verse 2:
THIS DANCE BEET IT MAKES ME FEEL
With ITS OBVIOUS SEUAL APPEAL
my PROBLEMS MELT AWAY AND I CAN DEAL
MY CREATION INVITES YOU EACH to hear

Hook:
CAN YA hear THE RYTHEM THAT I’M BRINGIN
CAN YA FEEL THE SHIT I’M SAYIN
WHEN YOU HEAR THE FLOW I’M BRINGIN
DO IT MAKE YOU wanna SHAKE IT

Chorus:
YOU DON’T CRY
YOU DON’T FEEL
YOU DON’T LIVE
YOU DON’T DEAL
YOU DON’T SCREAM
YOU DON’T YELL
YOU DON’T SEE
YOU DON’T HELP
Track Name: Last Days of Sanity
Verse 1:
WHAT IF I SAID I DIDN’T LOVE YOU WOULD THAT MAKE A DIFFERENCE
WHAT IF I WAS too SCARED TO GO WOULD THAT MEAN I’M INNOCENT
WHAT IF I LAID all MY SHIT OUT WOULD THAT MAKE YOU HATE ME
WHAT IF I TRIED TO STAY RELAXED BUT I WAS UNSUCCESSFUL BABE

Hook:
OH WHY DON’T YOU HELP ME
WHY DON’T YOU HELP UNBURDEN ME
WHY DON’T YOU LIKE ME
why CAN’T YOU LIKE this GUY YOU SEE
BOY I ‘M UNHEALTHY
IN MY LAST DAYS OF SANITY

Chorus:
PLEASE GOD I DON’T WANT TO LOSE MY SANITY
HOW DO I SAVE MYSELF FROM INSANITY
I’M GROWING FURTHER and further away EACH DAY FROM SANITY
LOOKS LIKE MY LAST DAYS OF SANITY

Verse 2:
WHAT IF I FOUND ANOTHER HOME WOULD THAT MAKE ME FREE FROM YOU
OR WHAT IF I DIED RIGHT IN YOUR ARMS WOULD THAT MAKE ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE
WHAT IF I LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY AND I BECAME YOUR BROKEN SLAVE
WHAT IF I TRIED FIGURING YOU OUT WOULD THAT MAKE ME DESPERATE

Hook:
OH WHY DON’T YOU HELP ME
WHY DON’T YOU HELP UNBURDEN ME
WHY DON’T YOU LIKE ME
why CAN’T YOU LIKE this GUY YOU SEE
BOY I ‘M UNHEALTHY
IN MY LAST DAYS OF SANITY

Chorus:
PLEASE GOD I DON’T WANT TO LOSE MY SANITY
HOW DO I SAVE MYSELF FROM INSANITY
I’M GROWING FURTHER and further away EACH DAY FROM SANITY
LOOKS LIKE MY LAST DAYS OF SANITY
Track Name: What Good am I
Intro:
Why

Verse 1:
Frequent disillusions in my head
It’s hard to cope with life when I’m in bed
Don’t go outside there is nothing good to see
Afraid that I’ll freak out and lose my sanity

Hook:
If I never go out and see
What’s out there for me
What will that mean
What am I proving
There’s gotta be something
for me

Pre-Chorus:
If I can’t live
Then what good am I babe
You made me cry so
now what good am I oh
If I wanna get well love
what the hell am I supposed to do

Chorus:
You made me cry
So now what good am I

Intro:
Why

Verse 2:
Frequent paranoia controlling me
It’s hard to like life since what I’ve seen
Don’t like people they’re all the same
Afraid I’ll hurt someone or even me

Hook:
If I never go out and see
What’s out there for me
What will that mean
What am I proving
There’s gotta be something
for me

Pre-Chorus:
If I can’t live then
what good am I babe
You made me cry
so now what good am I oh
If I wanna get well love
what the hell am I supposed to do

Chorus:
You made me cry
So now what good am I
Track Name: My Facial Hair
Intro:
Oh ut-oh

Verse 1:
My facial hair it has me all messed up
I’ll just cry here helplessly and fucked
not sure why I’m still alive
with half a mind
and got no life
and got no pride
got no sound mind
got no love life
got so unkind

Chorus:
I’M CUTTING YOU OFF I’M LETTING YOU GO
I’M GONNA GET ON OUT I’M LETTING YOU KNOW
AND NO YOU DON’T HAVE A SAY I’M STARTING TO GROW
AND NO YOU CANT RUN YOUR GAMES THEY’RE STARTING TO SHOW

Background Chorus:
FOR YOU AND ME FOR SANITY FOR LOVE AND US
NO YOU CAN’T RUN YOUR GAME ON MY HEAD NO MORE
NO YOU CAN’T RUN YOUR GAME ON MY HEAD NO MORE

Intro:
Oh ut-oh

Verse 2:
NO I CANT I CAN’T GIVE IT UP
AS I SIT HERE SO UNHAPPY AND so ALONE
MY NIGHTS ARE SO LONELY
BUT STILL I CHOOSE TO LIVE UNHOLE

Chorus:
I’M CUTTING YOU OFF I’M LETTING YOU GO
I’M GONNA GET ON OUT I’M LETTING YOU KNOW
AND NO YOU DON’T HAVE A SAY I’M STARTING TO GROW
AND NO YOU CANT RUN YOUR GAMES THEY’RE STARTING TO SHOW

Background Chorus:
FOR YOU AND ME FOR SANITY FOR LOVE AND US
NO YOU CAN’T RUN YOUR GAME ON MY HEAD NO MORE
NO YOU CAN’T RUN YOUR GAME ON MY HEAD NO MORE
Track Name: I Don't Even Care Now
Verse 1:
You’re my baby boy with your big brown eyes
With your full brown hair I need you tonight
With your big strong arms holding me tight
With your cute-ass smile you push my fears all aside
With your “holy cow” and my “oh yeah there”
With your “take me now” it’s getting blurry everywhere
In your eyes I see life I want you to take me there

Link:
It’s been awhile-while baby
Yeah it’s been awhile-while baby
Awhile-while baby
It’s been a long while yeah

Hook 1:
It’s been awhile-while babe
And no I don’t wanna say
That I don’t wanna stay
‘Cause I know I’ll get laid
And that can’t be the case
‘Cause I’m really not that way
Can’t we just date
Fuck it lets play
Lets play it safe
It’ll be okay
You’re my everything
Even if just for today

Chorus:
I don’t even care now

Verse 2:
You’re my sexy toy with your lips and such
With your nice-ass body I need you to cum
With your urge to love pleasing me til I’m done
Love your dimples so much boy I think I’m in love
Damn my urge to blurt out “I don’t want you to leave”
With your ‘taxi touch’ taking me to a place so sweet
In your eyes I see life I want you to take me there tonight

Hook 2:
It’s been awhile-while babe
And no I don’t wanna say
That I don’t wanna stay
‘Cause I know I’ll get laid
And that cant be the case
I’m really not that way
Can’t we just date
Fuck it lets play
Play it safe
It’ll be okay
You’re my everything
Even if just for today

Chorus:
I don’t even care now
Track Name: Not Insane
verse 1:
i’m stuck helpless lying here in this mess thinking of you
what just happened here i think i just erased my fears
will you stay a little while so we can do it again na forget it
cause you don’t really want all of me you want him and it’s not fair

hook:
go ahead go away
you were the key
who i am underneath
and who i know i should be
and you showed it to me
and every rule that i made before you
and everything that i thought was true is fake

chorus:
and i’m free thanks to you
i’m not insane
i owe it all to you
i’m not insane
too bad you’re not around to reap the reward
cause i owe everything to you and i wanna give you more

verse 2:
you helped me find out who i am underneath all of this mess
and now you’re gone that’s okay we don’t need to happen again
you got man i’m not insane it all worked out for the best did ya notice
cause you’re a real big sleaze and that’s not good for me or my head

hook:
go ahead go away
you were the key
who i am underneath
and who i know i should be
and you showed it to me
and every rule that i made before you
and everything that i thought was true is fake

chorus:
and i’m free thanks to you
i’m not insane
i owe it all to you
i’m not insane
too bad you’re not around to reap the reward
cause i owe everything to you and i wanna give you more
Track Name: Sorting Insanity
I’M SORTING INSANITY
SO THAT YOU’LL ALL SEE
THAT IT’S NOT ALL ME
WHO’S BRADLEY and WHO’D I USED TO BE
cause IT’S CAPTURING MY IDENTITY
and IT’S MANAGING MY ABILITYS
IT’S MANIFESTING MY MOBILITY
MAKES ME UNLIKE ME AND DOUBLE QUESTION ME
TAKING OVER ME LIKE NO OTHER CAN SEE TO FREE ME
WISH THIS SHIT I wish it’d TAKE MY MIND
THIS SHIT IT BURNS inside ALL THAT IS MINE
it burns all that is mine
MY FRIENDS THEY DON’T WASTE THEIR TIME
THIS SHIT IT’S MAKING ME NOT KIND
I’M UNDERNEITH GASPING FOR LIFE
GROWING DARK NOT MUCH LIGHT
FOR WHAT I WAS I MUST FIGHT
JUST SO STRONG SHITS NOT RIGHT
WHAT I HATE IT DOES LIKE
ALL I LOVE IT DISLIKES
IF I FEEL GOOD IT MAKES ME CRY
KEEPS ME UP NIGHT AFTER NIGHT
WHEN I’M ASLEEP IT RESTS IT’S EYES
BUT WAKES ME UP BY SURPRISE
SAYS MY SHIT WORTH REFLECTS AND SHINES
MAKES ME FEEL LIKE WHAT I CAN’T DESCRIBE
IT’S DREAD FEEL HAS ME MESMORIZED
THIS IS ALL I KNOW IT LIKES TO TAKE ITS TIME ON ME
AS IT ERACES ME IT EATS ME VIRTUALLY
EVERYTHING that I EVER THOUGHT that I’d WANT TO BE
it BURNS it IN FRONT OF ME LIKE ITS BAD FOR ME
HOLDS ME DOWN AND HIDES ME
and PICKS ON ME AS IT STUFFS MY FACE
IT TALKS FOR ME it says things like ‘Don’t BOTHER ME’
TO ANY AND EVERYone
WHY CAN’T I JUST BREAK FREE
WHY CAN’T I JUST BREAK FREE
Track Name: Why Can't I Say
Why Can’t I Say
Kiss me I said I wanted you to
Make me feel alive
Once again
Love me I said I wanted you to
Why don’t you Shock me with surprise
Once again
Invite me so that I can feel good
Though I’ll turn you away
I’m sure
It’s your gesture that I hope just might work
it might save me from myself
I hope I learn

Chorus:
Why can’t I say I want you
Why can’t I say I love you
Why can’t I say I need you
Why can’t I say those things and mean them
I mean it
I want freedom
For many reasons
Why can’t I say I want you
Why can’t I say I love you
Why can’t I say I need you
Why can’t I say those things and mean them
I am yearning
To be stress-less
I’m relentless

Verse 2:
Hug me I said I wanted you to
See if it feels alright
I just hope it might
Caress me I said I wanted you to
Why don’t you take me in your arms
And hold on tight
Shoot the shit with me so that I can feel good
Though I wont be the same
As I used to be
It is your gesture that I hope just might work
Maybe save me
From myself

Chorus:
Why can’t I say I want you
Why can’t I say I love you
Why can’t I say I need you
Why can’t I say those things and mean them
I mean it
I want freedom
For many reasons
Why can’t I say I want you
Why can’t I say I love you
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees With Jeannie & SAFYRE - The Argument
Verse 1:
Brad:
Who was I living for? It was never me.
Why was I pursuing you? You were not for me.
I’ve never had anyone I love. Love just wont give back to me.
I guess you were just a fill of time; This good deed of mine.

Hook 1:
Jeannie:
It was your choice in life. Me who you loved.
Your pain is nothing to the pain that you caused.
Someday you’ll find the one that you love.
Maybe their waste of time, and lose it all.

Pre-Chorus:
SAFYRE:
It’s life. I have to adapt my ways.
It gets old. I’m trapped in the same ole shame.
To be bold would mean that all my fate would change.
But would it really be such a horrible thing?
‘Cause I’ve endured hurt, and I’ve taken your blame.
It was you who stole my heart, and it was you who made mistakes.
Sick of your shit, and of your foolish games.
This anger and hurt you caused me. I’m so untamed

Chorus:
Brad & Jeannie:
From this pain I cannot escape.
When its you, everyday, I face.
We have to let go. There’s peace to make.
Memories, we keep, must be erased.

Verse 2:
Brad:
Where did I get my giving streak? It surely wasn’t how I was raised.
All of my choices, they were all wrong, and seem so selfish and mean.
Evaluating it all, now, I see all the things that I seem to be.
But I never expected to inflict pain. I’m sweet underneath.

Hook 2:
Jeannie:
How the hell could you not know?
I think your words were only for show.
And what did you think, that we could just break up?
That you could play my mind, and leave me fucked?

Pre-Chorus:
SAFYRE:
It’s life. I have to adapt my ways.
It gets old. I’m trapped in the same ole shame.
To be bold would mean that all my fate would change.
But would it really be such a horrible thing?
‘Cause I’ve endured hurt, and I’ve taken your blame.
It was you who stole my heart, and it was you who made mistakes.
Sick of your shit, and of your foolish games.
This anger and hurt you caused me. I’m so untamed

Chorus:
Brad & Jeannie:
From this pain I cannot escape.
When its you, everyday, I face.
We have to let go. There’s peace to make.
Memories, we keep, must be erased.
Track Name: This Feelin'
Verse 1:
MY MIND HEART AND BODY THEY ACHE YA KNOW
BUT IF YOU BRUSH ME LIGHTLY THEN I’LL BEGIN TO GLOW
DIDN’T YOU KNOW I’M ME WHEN YOU’RE HERE
SO DON’T YOU FORGET TO CLOSE YOUR EYES WHEN I BEGIN TO TEAR

Hook:
WISH I COULD EXPRESS THIS FEELIN
ALL THIS ACHIN PAIN I’M FEELIN
THINK ABOUT THE PAIN I’M FEELIN
WISH YOU WOULD ERASE THIS FEELIN
THINK ABOUT the one WHO CAUSED THIS FEELIN
WISH I DIDN’T HAVE THIS FEELIN
WISH I COULD RETURN THIS FEELIN TO YOU

Chorus:
IT’S JUST TOO MUCH
I LET YOU IN
YOU SHOW ME LOVE
I WELCOME IT
THEN YOU LEFT ME HERE
I CAN’T MOVE ON
I NEED YOU HERE
OR I CAN’T SURVIVE

Verse 2:
MY DEEPEST SORROWS GONE YA KNOW
I HOPE CLINGY DOESN’T MEAN that I’LL SELF-EXPOSE
I HOPE MY THOUGHTS CONTROL THEMSELVES IN MY HEAD
SO DON’T YOU FORGET TO PLUG YOUR EARS WHEN I DECIDE TO EXPRESS it

WISH I COULD EXPRESS THIS FEELIN
ALL THIS ACHIN PAIN I’M FEELIN
THINK ABOUT THE PAIN I’M FEELIN
WISH YOU WOULD ERASE THIS FEELIN
THINK ABOUT the one WHO CAUSED THIS FEELIN
WISH I DIDN’T HAVE THIS FEELIN
WISH I COULD RETURN THIS FEELIN TO YOU

Chorus:
IT’S JUST TOO MUCH
I LET YOU IN
YOU SHOW ME LOVE
I WELCOME IT
THEN YOU LEFT ME HERE
I CAN’T MOVE ON
I NEED YOU HERE
OR I CAN’T SURVIVE
Track Name: Sally Life
Intro:
Goodbye

Verse 1:
AND THEN I GOT A LITTLE BIT SCARED
AND THEN I GOT A LITTLE BIT WISE
I LET YOU PLEAD YOUR CASE
AND THEN I SAID GOODBYE
SAID I JUST NEEDED SOME TIME
AND I NEVER KISSED YOU GOODBYE
I NEVER LOOKED YOU IN THE EYE
AND I HAD A GOOD RESON WHY

Hook:
IT WAS SO DAMN HARD TO LEAVE YOU BEHIND
MEMORIES OF YOU AND ME THEY COME ALIVE
I’LL MISS ALL of THE GOOD IN YOU AND I
BUT I’M LEAVING you THIS TIME
and I KNOW THAT I WILL SURVIVE

Link:
MY SPIRITS THEY WILL RISE
MY TEARS THEY WILL SUBSIDE
MY FEARS MELT WITH TIME
I THINK I’LL BE JUST FINE
I’LL RESHAPE MY MIND
NOW IT’S TIME I SAY GOODBYE
TO SALLY LIFE
THERE’LL NEVER BE A BETTER TIME
I WONT SCREAM I wont CRY
NO NO NO NO NOT THIS TIME
I’M JUST GONNA SAY GOODBYE
TO SALLY LIFE

Flex:
IN THE BEGINNING LOVING YOU WAS SO COOL
I NEED A LIFE OUTSIDE OF YOU
LEAVING WAS SO HARD TO DO
NO CALLING YOU TO GET ME THROUGH
NO MORE DREAMS OF ME AND YOU
YOUR AFFECTS WONT CAUSE MY MOODS
NO MORE PAIN OR ABUSE
I’VE EXCAPED THE WRAPTH OF YOU

Chorus:
Sally Life

Intro:
Goodbye

Verse 2:
YOU ALWAYS SEEMED TO MAKE ME CRY
STARTED TO MAKE ME LOSE MY MIND
STARTED TO MAKE ME HATE MY LIFE
I STARTED TO ROT AWAY INSIDE
I KNEW IF I STAYED I’D DIE
AND I DIDN’T WANNA LOSE MORE TIME
SO I HOPE YOU SEE THE REASON WHY
THERE’S NO MORE YOU AND I

Hook:
IT WAS SO DAMN HARD TO LEAVE YOU BEHIND
MEMORIES OF YOU AND ME THEY COME ALIVE
I’LL MISS ALL THE GOOD IN YOU AND I
BUT I’M LEAVING you THIS TIME
and I KNOW THAT I WILL SURVIVE

Link:
MY SPIRITS THEY WILL RISE
MY TEARS THEY WILL SUBSIDE
MY FEARS MELT WITH TIME
I THINK I’LL BE JUST FINE
I’LL RESHAPE MY MIND
NOW IT’S TIME I SAY GOODBYE
TO SALLY LIFE
THERE’LL NEVER BE A BETTER TIME
I WONT SCREAM I wont CRY
NO NO NO NO NOT THIS TIME
I’M JUST GONNA SAY GOODBYE
TO SALLY LIFE

Flex:
IN THE BEGINNING LOVING YOU WAS SO COOL
I NEED A LIFE OUTSIDE OF YOU
LEAVING WAS SO HARD TO DO
NO CALLING YOU TO GET ME THROUGH
NO MORE DREAMS OF ME AND YOU
YOUR AFFECTS WONT CAUSE MY MOODS
NO MORE PAIN OR ABUSE
I’VE EXCAPED THE WRAPTH OF YOU

Chorus:
Sally Life
Track Name: From Me to You
Verse 1:
I might not be the hottest guy
I might not have big arms and pecks to die for
And I might not have a wash-board stomach
But I will love you

Hook 1:
I’ll love you better than any macho man
I’ll love you better than anybody can

Chorus:
Cause I love you like the rainbow in the sky
And I’ll drift by you and love you till I die
And when you see me standing there
Just come kiss me and make me alive
Just come kiss me and make me come alive

Verse 2:
I might have a uni-brow and shaver it off
I might have chubby cheeks and whiskers all the time
I might have ears that stick out a little too far
But I’ll love you from afar
Until you notice me standing there
Under the rainbow drifting in the wind

Hook 2:
Oh and I’ll love you better than a macho man
Oh I’ll love you stronger than anyone can

Link:
Cause I love you real strongly
My feelings for you keep me going

Chorus 2:
And I’ll love you better than anyone can
I’ll love you stronger than any built man
Oh I’ll love you better than anybody can
The sooner you notice
The sooner our lives can begin

End:
Cause I love you stronger then I’ve ever loved anybody else
I love you better then I love myself
And I love you more then anybody can
I love you
And I hope one day you can love me too
The way I love you
Cause I love you
Track Name: One Note Less Than Perfect
Verse 1:
I no longer write for thrill
I no longer write for show
I no longer write big hits
I no longer work with bigwigs
and I no longer care what you dig
Cause I don’t really give a shit
My fat ass you can just kiss
Cause I know you don’t care about this

Hook:
All because I’m one note less then perfect

Pre-Chorus:
So there
You don’t get this
And I whinnied
and It’s not fair
But you didn’t care
Fuck you
I said So there
You don’t get this
It’s not fair

Chorus:
One note one note less then perfect

Verse 2:
Hey you do you see these 2 lips
For you I no longer write music
I wish you could understand this
I wish you’d stop giving me shit
I always lose I don’t win
I’m not really bothered by it
Cause for everything there is a mix
and I know you don’t care about this

Hook:
All because I’m one note less then perfect

Pre-Chorus:
So there
You don’t get this
And I whinnied
and It’s not fair
But you didn’t care
Fuck you
I said So there
You don’t get this
It’s not fair
Track Name: Tomorrows Not Comin'
Verse 1:
Thanks to you I’m already broken
You weigh on me yet I keep you goin
There’s too much you hold to just let go of
I’d say I still love you but you got me trapped and tomorrows not comin’

Hook:
I can’t seem to live this path no
Hopeless is my habitat and
It’s getting to hard to cope with it anymore

Chorus:
And now I
I can’t seem to find my way out this rut you made me but I need you
I think I could find my way out this mess if I had you here
I need to see you
I said I’ll do my best to find you
Oh you make me weak

Verse 2:
Hear me out I been doin some thinkin
I think I should just chill here awhile and be patient
Don’t put your faith in me I’m far too shattered to hold it
I hope I’ll be better by tomorrow but tomorrows not comin’

Hook:
I can’t seem to live this path no
Hopeless is my habitat and
It’s getting to hard to cope with it anymore

Chorus:
And now I
I can’t seem to find my way out this rut you made me but I need you
I think I could find my way out this mess if I had you here
I need to see you
I said I’ll do my best to find you
Oh you make me weak oh
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees With Jeannie - You
Jeannie’s Verse:
I was metaphorically laid down by you
not to mention the victim of your attitude
I was stripped thoroughly of my dignity
You’re the main cause of my difficulty

Jeannie‘s Hook:
Shot down never feel up
thrown around everyday never feel safe
never can erase the pain you gave to me
I really can’t explain the way you treated me

Both Chorus:
You, you, you

Link:
Brad:
No I didn’t care
you didn’t care
Nobody cares here now go away
Jeannie:
No I don’t care

Brad’s Verse:
I was physically abused by you
not to mention mentally disturbed by you
I was inhumanly misused by you
so all my insecurities are because of you

Brad’s Hook:
Shot down never feel up
thrown around everyday never feel safe
never can erase the pain you gave to me
I really can’t explain the way you treated me

Both Chorus:
You, you, you
Track Name: Everything About Me
Verse 1:
I’ve grown to see the negative in everything
And now my analytical natures catchin up to me
Some parts of my life began depressing me
And now that analytical eye is focused on me

Hook:
And besides
I’m alive
Big surprise
I know that I’ll survive
If I give enough time
Stop enough of my mind
Have a choice and decide
Real fast paced and despite
All my negative vibes
And my horror filled mind

Chorus:
Believe me when I tell you everything about me
Don’t focus on your flaws
Cause I know they’ll tear you up
inside

Verse 2:
I’ve grown to hate every single part of me
because my analytical natures got it’s hold on me
My heart doesn’t remember love only misery
Nothing good you hear I see nothing positively

Hook:
And besides
I’m alive
Big surprise
I know that I’ll survive
If I give enough time
Stop enough of my mind
Have a choice and decide
Real fast paced and despite
All my negative vibes
And my horror filled mind

Chorus:
Believe me when I tell you everything about me
Don’t focus on your flaws
Cause I know they’ll tear you up
inside

Bridge:
Everything about me's turned negatively sour
Negative everything about me

Hook:
And besides
I’m alive
Big surprise
I know that I’ll survive
If I give enough time
Stop enough of my mind
Have a choice and decide
Real fast paced and despite
All my negative vibes
And my horror filled mind

Chorus:
Believe me when I tell you everything about me
Don’t focus on your flaws
Cause I know they’ll tear you up
inside
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees Featuring Jeannie - If I Had it to Do Over
Intro:
Oh no
Everything you’ve ever done to me
has affected me permanently
I can’t believe I let you control me the way I did
what a waste of my life it’s been


Verse 1:
Your eyes should be outlawed
they drew me in and they made me cry
They made my heart bleed
and now I’m scarred
You walked in you turned around
I caught your eye and fell to the ground
Bouncing all around on me
did you become happy
Your love was so important
in my young adulthood
Oh why did I fall for you

Chorus:

With all the things I’ve done and seen
Why wasn’t I prepared for this thing
Oh why

Verse 2:
My love in your life
your life with my love
Oh I should have known that it wouldn’t work out
Here 5 long years later
since I wrote the lyrics to this song
I can’t help but feel I’m never gonna love that way again

Bridge:
If I had it to do over (if I had it to do over)
I would change everything (I wouldn’t change a thing)
You’re the kind of person who makes it hard to breath

Link:
Do you hate me (Do you hate me)
Do you hate me (Do you hate me)
So what do you think (So what do you think)
what do you think (what do you think)

End:
oh Why
oh Why
oh Why
oh Why
oh Why
Track Name: Nice Hot Baby
I have reached into the depth of my imagination
wanna know what I pulled out something with no directions
and I have no control over my my erections
and I think that I always wanted to see your affections

Hook:
From you I get no respect
and I feel like I am headed in the wrong direction
it’s been so long I might need to be taught again
do relationships these days come with specifications

Chorus:
I want a nice hot baby yeah
with no stress baby yeah
I want a nice hot baby yeah

Verse 2:
You have now shown me that you need modifications
and it seems to me that you don’t think that I have expectations
and I think that you should stay the hell outta relations
and why you treat me the way you do I have no explanation

Hook 2:
Lies why after we met did your job give you a big vacation
oh my I guess I’m gonna have to try to learn to be patient
and you should learn to say I love you it’s a good expression
and why was I even thought up when you created this

Chorus:
I want a nice hot baby yeah
with no stress baby yeah
I want a nice hot baby yeah
Yeah
Track Name: Wandering Eyes = Wandering Brain
Verse 1:
MY WANDERING EYES CAUSE MY WANDERING BRAIN TO GO CRAZY
MY WONDERING BRAIN MAKES MY WANDERING EYES STIR CRAZY

Chorus 1:
MY HEARTS ON FIRE BURNED WITH DESIRE
CALL ME A LIAR I FEEL SO INSPIRED
MY MIND IS FALTERING MY WAYS ARE HURTING ME
MY FEARS PURSUING ALL MY POSITIVE WONDERINGS

Verse 2:
MY WANDERING EYES CAUSE MY WANDERING BRAIN MANIFESTINGS
MY WONDERING BRAIN MAKES MY WANDERING EYES JUDGE HASTLY

Chorus 2:
MY BRAIN IS SO CLUTTERED MY MIND IS CONFUSING
MY RULES OVERBEAR ME WITH LIFE AND DELUSION
IT IS SO FRUSTRAITING TO LIVE SO SECLUDED
BUT I JUST CAN’T HELP IT I’VE GROWN TO ENJOY IT

Bridge:
SO IF YOU AR LISTENING TO THIS SONG
THEN I’D LIKE YOU TO TAKE THIS LAST LITTLE BIT AND JUST DANCE
Track Name: A Vocal B Song
Verse 1:
18 years of songs several different styles and writings
At coffee in paper cups from PB&J and candy and all things in between
and many different words to share all my thoughts and feelings
Alanis Morissette and Ace Of Base both taught me to sing
Several different guys and several Sallee situations
Getting my ass beat and being called names like faggot
How Reggie beat my drum and stimulated me
All my odd thoughts, feelings and focusings

Hook:
Oh why am I always dreading every day

Chorus:
A Vocal B song
is just what I needed to help me grow strong
a reassurance that I can be
oh I can continue being Vocal B

Verse 2:
I don’t close my eyes cause its okay to know
no I don’t get surprised cause if I let it in I’d blow
Anybody here anybody at this age should know
That life will go on with or without being stressful
It’s how I can survive and it’s how I’ve come so far
The truth I couldn’t take but the trip it helped me grow
I’m not scared of age and imperfection any longer
I’ll continue making this music till the day I falter

Hook:
Oh why am I always dreading every day

Chorus:
A Vocal B song
is just what I needed to help me grow strong
a reassurance that I can be
oh I can continue being Vocal B
Track Name: FRIENDS
Verse 1:
FOREVER iS SO LONG WHEN IT’S LOST IN TEARS
(Lost in tears)
REMEMBER THAT I’VE BEEN YOUR FRIEND THROUGH THE YEARS
(I’ve been your friend through the years)
IS THE PROBLEM THAT I’M UNATTRACTIVE IN YOUR EYES
(Am I unattractive to you)
EVERYTHING YOU DO as a friend IS DIFFERENT
(You treat me so differently)

Hook:
IF YOU FEEL GUILTY THROUGHOUT THIS SONG
YOU MUST BE SOMEONE WHO’S DONE somebody WRONG
AND IF YOU THINK THAT THIS HERE IS YOUR SONG
THEN YOU’RE GUILTY AND YOU DID ME WRONG

Chorus:
FRIENDS
THE ONES YOU LIKE ONLY THEY GET THE BEST
FRIENDS
OH DON’T FORGET YOUR OTHER FRIENDS
FRIENDS
THINK OF ME WHILE YOU’RE SLEEPIN’ WITH YOUR OTHER FRIENDS
FRIENDS
YOUR OTHER FRIENDS
FRIENDS
FRIENDS
FRIENDS

Verse 2:
NOTHING CAN CHANGE YOUR FAVORITISM
(Nothing can change it)
DON’T GIVE ME ALL YOUR BULLSHIT REASONS
(I don’t wanna hear ‘em)
SURRENDER TO THE FACT THAT YOU’RE MISTREATING ME
(Mistreating me bad yo)
FRIENDS..
(Don‘t you wanna be my friend)

Hook:
AND IF YOU FEEL GUILTY throughout THIS SONG
THEN YOU MUST BE SOMEONE WHO’S DONE SOMEBODY WRONG
IF YOU THINK THAT THIS HERE IS YOUR SONG
THEN YOU’RE GUILTY AND YOU DID ME WRONG

Chorus:
FRIENDS
THE ONES YOU LIKE ONLY THEY GET THE BEST
FRIENDS
OH DON’T FORGET YOUR OTHER FRIENDS
FRIENDS
THINK OF ME WHILE you sleep WITH YOUR OTHER FRIENDS
FRIENDS
YOUR OTHER FRIENDS
FRIENDS
am I still your FRIEND
FRIENDS
Track Name: V-Day Song (*Bonus Track)
Verse 1:
I’m figuring if I can undo the damage I’ve caused
That you’ll forgive me and you’ll come back where u belong
I’ve hurt everyone I’ve done so much wrong I’m a fool
And I am to blame for everything and I don’t deserve u

Hook:
I mean why pursue all my love for you
Why even try if everything around me’s doomed

Chorus:
And I will never I wont give into this love I feel
And I will not no I cant make all my love unreal
And I am all disarrayed I am so dazed and confused
So promise me something that all of your love is real

Verse 2:
I’m trying to unbuild the way I feel and think
So I have mental power to love the life that I’ve made
I’m trying to forgive and forget all the things that made me change
All of those things they made me see life so negatively

Hook:
I mean why pursue all my love for you
Why even try if everything around me’s doomed

Chorus:
And I will never I wont give into this love I feel
And I will not no I cant make all my love unreal
And I am all disarrayed I am all dazed and confused
So promise me something that all of your love is real

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