Scraps: Part 5; Blah

by Bradley Voorhees

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My "Scraps" CD's carry the same idea, in that they're bits and pieces of mostly incomplete work. This scraps CD is the only one to date to have more complete songs than incomplete. A majority of these songs contain instrumentals to older songs of mine, with new melodies and lyrics. It's the most progressive scraps album I've released to date.

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released February 13, 2012

All songs written by and performed by B. Voorhees, except:
Music of track 1 performed by B. Voorhees and Nick Lopez.
Tracks 2, 8, and 9 contain vocal stems from Jeannie's "Just Doin' Mah Time" and SAFYRE's "Brutally Honest" albums, both released in 2006 for a project completely owned and ran by B. Voorhees @ Ed Harbst Studios (credited under former name: A Stem From Basement Productions.) Lyrics sang by Jeannie, written by Jeannie. Lyrics sang by SAFYRE, written by SAFYRE.

All songs recorded, mixed, and mastered at Ed Harbst Studio by B. Voorhees, except music portion of track 1, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Nick Lopez, and only originally recorded at Ed Harbst Studio by B. Voorhees,

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Track Name: Father & Son
Verse 1:
Michael and Jonathan two sexy guys
I found myself into them that’s no surprise
With one touch from either one I’m quivering
I needed to be held by one of them to keep from shivering

Hook:
The only problem here as scary as it sounds
Was they were both father and son and now

Chorus:
I am so confused
So very torn
I’m scared to lose
So scared that I’m warn
I’d say that I love you
But I wouldn’t know who to say it to
I have a father or a son to choose

Verse 2:
Johnny’s got this sexy smile but his fathers got it too
I’ve been in love for quite awhile but I haven’t made a move
I’m living here in this denial afraid that I will lose
And stress just comes in by the pile what the hell am I supposed to do

Hook:
The only problem here as scary as it sounds
Was they were both father and son and now

Chorus:
I am so confused
So very torn
I’m scared to lose
So scared that I’m warn
I’d say that I love you
But I wouldn’t know who to say it to
I have a father or a son to choose

Bridge:
You see Johnny when we first met I also met your dad
And he was so handsome but so are you
I don’t know what to decide I’m all for you
Well the both of you
And I’m so

Chorus:
I am so confused
So very torn
I’m scared to lose
So scared that I’m warn
I’d say that I love you
But I wouldn’t know who to say it to
I have a father or a son to choose

Chorus:
I am so confused
So very torn
I’m scared to lose
So scared that I’m warn
I’d say that I love you
But I wouldn’t know who to say it to
I have a father or a son to choose
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees Featuring Jeannie & SAFYRE - Half Insane
Link (SAFYRE):
I’ve imagined murder but your death was lame
I’ve been locked up too but I beat that game
Yeah I’ve fucked up and been half insane
I’ve been corrupt to me it’s all the same

Verse 1:
Yes I do I sure hate you
With a passion for what you do
Always absent yes you are
And aloof too but you don’t get far

Hook (Jeannie):
Ain’t gonna go down from exhaustion
Ya gotta know I’m gonna boss them
Enough fuel to feed your fire
You’ll see if you come with me
Ain’t gonna go down from exhaustion
Ya gotta know I’m gonna boss them
Enough fuel to feed your fire
You’ll see if you come with me

Chorus:
Everything you do isn’t right isn’t right
Nothing that you says ever nice nice nice
It has made me ill I’m all but half insane
I’m really gonna hurt your ass badly some day

Link (SAFYRE):
I’ve imagined murder but your death was lame
I’ve been locked up too but I beat that game
Yeah I’ve fucked up and been half insane
I’ve been corrupt to me it’s all the same

Verse 2:
You aren’t cool no you fool
You’re a really dumb dumb dude
Do what you do, one day you’ll get screwed
Your attitude will come back to you

Hook (Jeannie):
Ain’t gonna go down from exhaustion
Ya gotta know I’m gonna boss them
Enough fuel to feed your fire
You’ll see if you come with me
Ain’t gonna go down from exhaustion
Ya gotta know I’m gonna boss them
Enough fuel to feed your fire
You’ll see if you come with me

Chorus:
Everything you do isn’t right isn’t right
Nothing that you says ever nice nice nice
It has made me ill I’m all but half insane
I’m really gonna hurt your ass badly some day
Track Name: Hells Happening
Verse 1:
Sure you got to make a fool out of me
You were the first and the last guy to ever see
How deep he hurts me how much I long for a man who spends his life hating
He’s a ball of nightmares it’s a crying shame what the hells happening

Chorus:
When no ones there I will care
Even though you don’t share
Your heart with me or anything
I’m just there pretending
That I’m not hurt that I’m just fine
I’m feeling blue on the inside
I miss the warmth I got from you
I miss the love in your eyes

Verse 2:
Maybe one day later we can share eternity
When we’re both desperate and share a night of romance and intimacy
You are the passion burnt inside of me its such a shame we don’t have the same feelings
It’s a ball of nightmares such a crying shame what the hells happening

Chorus:
When no ones there I will care
Even though you don’t share
Your heart with me or anything
I’m just there pretending
That I’m not hurt that I’m just fine
I’m feeling blue on the inside
I miss the warmth I got from you
I miss the love in your eyes

Bridge:
You are the bright in my life
But you are the thorn in my side
What the hells happening

Chorus:
When no ones there I will care
Even though you don’t share
Your heart with me or anything
I’m just there pretending
That I’m not hurt that I’m just fine
I’m feeling blue on the inside
I miss the warmth I got from you
I miss the love in your eyes
Track Name: Here in Me
Depression an asshole the problem here is me
Deflation a real bitch all resides here in me
My longing to end this punishment here in me
Is by far concreted forever here in me
Track Name: I Am Yesterday
Verse 1:
You always tried to claw your way out
You couldn’t ever say that you enjoyed being with me
Or anything really
Couldn’t ever find you in here
I wasted so much time through the years
With the glass to my ears
And the last of my tears
Went away through the years
Get away from me dear
I’m a whine to your bear

Chorus:
I am yesterday baby
Go away you’re free
Now you wont hurt no more baby
I am your yesterday

Verse 2:
You always tried to make me feel like it was me who was wrong
Like I was the one who always was the one who fucked up
You were my love my life my shining star
My day my night my whole world by far
We live and we learn and we try to play the game
Even though we always end up in pain and hurt

Chorus:
I am yesterday baby
Go away you’re free
Now you wont hurt no more baby
I am your yesterday
Track Name: List of Things to do Now
Verse 1:
You and me weren’t anything
You just got so annoying
You and me were a mistake
I had best try to behave

Chorus:
See ya later
alligator
I’m outta here
Cause you’re a faker
I don’t care much about all you haters
And your sick behaviors
always askin’ favors
I should get my hair did
I should get my nails done
That’s what’s on my list of things to do now

Verse 2:
You will never amount to much
Trust me I see it in my crystal ball
You will live so horribly
And you will die so terribly

Chorus:
See ya later
alligator
I’m outta here
Cause you’re a faker
I don’t care much about all you haters
And your sick behaviors
always askin’ favors
I should get my hair did
I should get my nails done
That’s what’s on my list of things to do now

Chorus:
See ya later
alligator
I’m outta here
Cause you’re a faker
I don’t care much about all you haters
And your sick behaviors
always askin’ favors
I should get my hair did
I should get my nails done
That’s what’s on my list of things to do now

Bridge:
You should know by now I’m always right
You should know by now not to fuckin fight

Chorus:
See ya later
alligator
I’m outta here
Cause you’re a faker
I don’t care much about all you haters
And your sick behaviors
always askin’ favors
I should get my hair did
I should get my nails done
That’s what’s on my list of things to do now

Chorus:
See ya later
alligator
I’m outta here
Cause you’re a faker
I don’t care much about all you haters
And your sick behaviors
always askin’ favors
I should get my hair did
I should get my nails done
That’s what’s on my list of things to do now
Track Name: My God
He lives the life I wanna live
If I had it I’d never take it for granted
He’s got the gods honest perfect job
And he makes living seem so effortless

He is my God
My inspiration
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees Featuring Jeannie & SAFYRE - Reap What You Burn
Crash and burn
Crash and burn

Verse:
If you say you love me boo
Then ya better prove it true
I think that you’re lying dude
Cause I haven’t seen no proof
No and if you want me to
You have got to make a move
And gotta be in the mood
And I don’t get that from you

Chorus:
Boy ya know you’re gonna reap what you so
Crash and burn
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees Featuring Jeannie & SAFYRE - Stand Tall in Life
Verse 1:
I never knew this day would come where I wouldn’t have to run from you
You were such an awful man to me I was so scared of you and that’s the truth
Fists and kicks and loveless life I lived courtesy of you
But somehow through all the sloppiness and drama I still miss you

Hook:
I I stand tall
I I stand tall

Chorus:
Sometimes in life you’re forced to say goodbye
Try with all your might but you just breakdown and cry

Verse 2:
I dreamed this day would come and after it did I changed my mind
It was such an awful time for not just me but for everybody
Ou nights we’d spend at moms to comfort her and help with all the funeral arranging
But somehow we managed to pull through and picked up life but we have not forgotten you

Hook:
I I stand tall
I I stand tall

Chorus:
Sometimes in life you’re forced to say goodbye
Try with all your might but you just breakdown and cry
Track Name: To Believe
Verse 1:
I stand here unsure of life
From one day to the next I try
To figure out where I went wrong
And where I am supposed to belong

Hook:
What the hell is wrong with me
Won’t somebody set me free

Chorus:
I’m trying to believe
Somethings not wrong with me
It’s getting hard to see
The one who I am really
Track Name: Why
Verse 1:
I gave you so much love my friend
Only to end up alone in the end
Crying tears broken hearted and Unwed
Why is this always what happens

Chorus:
Why did you leave repeatedly
Why did my heart continue breaking
Why did I care so intensively
When you were never any good to me

Verse 2:
I never thought that you’d have left
Memories stuck of us in my head
I gave my all I’d even bend
You did nothing for our benefit

Chorus:
Why did you leave repeatedly
Why did my heart continue breaking
Why did I care so intensively
When you were never any good to me

Chorus:
Why did you leave repeatedly
Why did my heart continue breaking
Why did I care so intensively
When you were never any good to me
Track Name: You've Got To
Verse 1:
It seems that everybody around me always fuckin lets me down
People think they can walk all over me and then just block me out
I’ve seen one too many two faces out there to make me think low of myself
Who cares if you’re straight and I’m gay I mean what the fucks that all about

Chorus:
You’ve got to feel like you’re in a world where you belong
You’ve got to feel like you’re in a place where you are loved
You’ve got to know that you’re not just someone you’re a star
You’ve got to believe that you’re awesome just the way you are

Verse 2:
She said he said BS you better watch your high school mouth
You freak you fag you’re fat BS you need to get beat down
Why’s everything always a high school game oh wait
This land is designed for only the straight kind

Chorus:
You’ve got to feel like you’re in a world where you belong
You’ve got to feel like you’re in a place where you are loved
You’ve got to know that you’re not just someone you’re a star
You’ve got to believe that you’re awesome just the way you are