Scraps: Part II

by Bradley Voorhees

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released July 20, 2006

All tracks written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Bradley Voorhees @ Ed Harbst Studios (Formerly A Stem From Basement Productions).

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Track Name: A Vocal B Song-First Written
Verse 1:
18 years of songs several different styles and writings
At coffee paper cups from PB&J and candy and all things in between
many different words to share all my thoughts and feelings
Alanis Morissette and Ace Of Base both taught me to sing
Several different guys and several Sallee situations
Getting my ass beat and being called names like faggot
How Reggie beat my drum and stimulated me
All my odd thoughts, feelings and focusings

Hook:
Oh why Can’t I
Oh try
Track Name: FreeStyle Lyrics (Not Really)
Verse 1:
I’m stuck helpless lying here in this mess thinking of you
What just happened here i think i just erased my fears
Will you stay a little while so we can do it again na forget it
Cause you don’t really want all of me you want him and it’s not fair

Hook:
Go away go ahead
I found the key
And who I am underneath
and who I should be
And who showed it to me
And every little rule I made before you
And everything that I thought before you was true is fake

Chorus:
And I’m free thanks to you
I owe it all to you
Too bad that you’re not around to sweep the reward
Cause i owe everything to you
Track Name: HALF OF not insane-First Written
Verse 1:
I’m stuck helpless lying here in this mess thinking of you
What just happened here i think i just erased my fears
Will you stay a little while so we can do it again na forget it
Cause you don’t really want all of me you want him and it’s not fair

Hook:
Go ahead go away
I found the key
Who i am underneath
And who i know i should be
And you showed it to me
And every rule that i made before you
And everything i thought was true is fake

Chorus:
And i’m free thanks to you
I owe it all to you
Too bad you’re not around to reap the award
Cause i owe everything to you and i wanna give you more
Track Name: new song TEST
I’ll be lying here
Something came around
I’ll never find it again
The love that I once had
I could sit here
For a lifetime
Track Name: part of new song test
Ahh here we go
Lets see here
Gotta turn this down a little tiny bit

Uh uh

When something is happening
I know that it’s gonna be okay
When my love falls short of its contract
I’ll be there
When something is done
I’ll be here waiting under the sun
And I’ll just fall away
Track Name: Drums
every time I fall in love
every time I go to love someone
Will you be there
Will you be there
Will you be there
Will you be there

You broke my heart
There’s no repair
And you left me here
And it’s not fair

You were a fantasy
You were a fantasy
Such a fallacy
Such a fallacy
Now the many miles
Were you ever really there oh

I’m stuck holding on
To a dude like you
Your stories linger on
Is there no such thing as you

And you left me here
And it’s so selfish of you
To ask for my love now

I’m stupid to believe
That you’d come back for me
That you’d care

And it’s so crazy of me
To hold onto you
So crazy crazy for you

When were you never
Never
Away
You’re never there
no no no
Never there

You were you were you were a fallacy
Such a fantasy
A fantasy
Now the many miles
Were you ever really there
Were you ever really there
Track Name: my head
Backwards talking
Track Name: Infectious Lover
I can’t surpass this feeling that I’m wasting time
Self locked in a closet arrange myself so I’m far from light
In a worldless romance
All within my head
Surprise me with a love I had

Infectious lover
Wallowing around
Infectious lover
Shutting me right out
Infectious lover
You trapped me paralyzing my ability
To live a normal life
Infectious lover yeah
Track Name: Vocal - Test VERSE ONE (Later Became The Argument)
Verse1:
Who was i living for
It was never me
Why was i pursuing them
They were just not for me
And I’ve never had anyone I love
Love just wont give back to me
I guess they were all a fill of time
This good deed of mine
Track Name: another song for this music
I keep on crying
My moods undefined
And I can’t let you go
It’s out of control
My eyes are in love now
But I can’t see how
You are not my type
Yet somehow I love you

Why can’t I
Track Name: SawWave (will you be mine)
Baby boy I know you got enough on your mind
Baby boy I just need a little piece of your time
Lately I’ve been hardly here cause I’m losing my mind
Why can’t you see how can’t you tell I hope this song helps

I hope your ears hear the harmony of this melody
Of me asking will you be mine
I hope your ears hear the harmony of this melody
Of me asking will you be mine

Will you be mine
Will you be mine

Do you remember the way I spoke to you
Do you remember all the things I promised you
Well hey darling I’m here to say I do
I’m here to say to you I do it’s true

I hope your ears hear the harmony of this melody
Of me asking will you be mine
I hope your ears hear the harmony of this melody
Of me asking will you be mine

Will you be mine
Will you be mine
Will you be mine
Track Name: It's Okay To
It’s okay to fear
It’s okay to lose
It’s okay to tear
And to feel so damn used
It’s okay to try
It’s okay to fail
Don’t need reasons why
Just know that it’s males

And to feel so abused
Track Name: I Need Proof
Verse 1:
Something’s changed here within my life
I reach out to you as another I’m in disguise
I’ll be checking to see if I’m actually your type
Oh is there truth in what you say
Or is what you say a whole bunch of lies oh

Hook
Cause there’s an ongoing fear in me
A fear consuming my mind

Chorus:
I can’t decide if I’m good for you
Or if I serve as a void in your life
Boy I’m gonna need proof that I have your heart
That I have your heart love and your mind oh
Can’t decide if I’m good for you
Or if I serve as a void in your life
Boy I’m gonna need proof that I have your heart
That I have your heart love and your mind oh

Verse 2:
Please don’t explain because I’m already there
I touch your love when I simply didn’t care
So I don’t blame you though it is so unfair
And as you sweep me off my feet
don’t forget my broken heart lying everywhere

Hook
Oh there’s an ongoing fear in me
A fear consuming my mind

Chorus:
I can’t decide if I’m good for you
Or if I serve as a void in your life
Boy I’m gonna need proof that I have your heart
That I have your heart love and mind
I can’t decide if I’m good for you
Or if I serve as a void in your life
Boy I’m gonna need proof that I have your heart
That I have your heart love and mind
Track Name: This Music Of Mine
Verse 1:
Too many songs
Way too much time
It’s like an addiction
That I couldn’t stop to save my life
If I get a thought
I’m writing it down
Before it’s finished
I’ve written 3 others somehow

Hook:
I wish that I just didn’t feel
But I can’t just go numb

Chorus:
I’ll probably die writing
And be buried under big lights
With my keyboard
Buried in my coffin
With a crowd of followers
Dancing to music all night
Music of mine
This music of mine

Verse 2:
I’ll never shut up
As long as I live
So many experiences
I’ll write about them
Wish I’d hesitate
But I never have
I just don’t know how to
Now isn’t that sad

Hook:
I wish that I just didn’t feel
But I can’t just go numb

Chorus:
I’ll probably die writing
And be buried under big lights
With my keyboard
Buried in my coffin
With a crowd of followers
Dancing to music all night
Music of mine
Track Name: it is wonderful MP3 Tester
Wonderful
It is wonderful...
Yes it is
Track Name: Hide Love Underneath
I think about kissing you on the lips frequently
As you’re far away passion holds me internally
I’ve got my thoughts and my dreams
They’re both helping me cope

Chorus:
Ain’t no shit in my head that makes me see you negatively
And I just want all your loving
I just want you to keep
I just want you all for me
I can’t hide all this love underneath
Oh oh
Oh
Oh oh

Verse 2:
Your hair and your smile
And your eyes all the while
I should be leaving with you
Kissing and you touching me
Caressing your body
You know you want me
You know you want me

Chorus:
Ain’t no shit in my head that makes me see you negatively
And I just want all your loving
I just want you to keep
I just want you all for me
I can’t hide all this love underneath
Oh
Track Name: I Know-Acoustic
Verse 1:
I know why you want me
why you’re watching me
For all of your life
And I know why you need me
I know how you see me
I know everything there is to know about you
I know everything there is to know about you

Chorus:
Cause you are the light of my life
I look at you from across the way
And you’re looking back at my face
You are the light of my life
I look at you from across the way
And you are looking back at my face

Verse 2:
I know how you have me
How you got me
For all of your life
I like how you play me
I like how you tease me
I know everything there is to know about you
Yes I know I do know everything about you

Chorus:
Cause you are the light of my life
I look at you from across the way
And you’re looking back at my face
You are the light of my life
I look at you from across the way
And you are looking back at my face
Track Name: DJ Baby
DJ baby I tried to get away
And insecurities forced me to go astray
How can I live up to what you think I am
I’m not half of what you see me as

Maybe I’m fake
Maybe I’m weak
Maybe it was who I am
Guess I’ll never know
Guess I’ll burn inside
Be what you never liked
Or be what you loved the most
Man I just don’t know
I can’t think straight
And all your friends hate me
And I’m known as a fake
No DJ baby this is me

It’s who I’ve become
It’ll take more than love to change
change me
Your loving lies can’t fix me

DJ baby I turned your lies into a game
And I, I’m sorry I had to find a way
A way to push you away
A way that blamed you and not me

Maybe I’m fake
Maybe I’m weak
Maybe it was who I am
Guess I’ll never know
Guess I’ll burn inside
Be what you never liked
Or be what you loved the most
Man I just don’t know
I can’t think straight
And now all your friends hate me
And I’m known as a fake
Well DJ baby this is me

It’s who I’ve become
It’ll take more than love to chan..
Track Name: Someone Like You
Verse 1:
Feelings I’m holding within me
I just can’t get out
Too scared to lose you to a guy
Envisioning you makes me lonely
As I race through states
You’re just so damn overly nice
Caressing your body with my tongue
Someone keeps me up at night
Someone here now would be nice
The many of miles between us
Damn this shits just not right
Why did I have to fall

Chorus:
For someone like you
You’re so unreachable
Someone like you
We’re so similar too
Someone like you
Oh what I’m going through
Someone like you
Yeah yeah you
Someone like you

Verse 2:
Many of hours I don’t have you
I feel like I’m wasting time
Makes me feel all petrified
The lack of contact I have with you
Makes it hard to call you mine
Whatever leads me to your eyes
Having your bare skin lay on my arms
Can’t fight these feelings tonight
Your love and touch god I’m going to cry
I’ll capture your heart make you all mine
Fuck this pains just not right
Why did I have to fall

Chorus:
For someone like you
You’re so unreachable
Someone like you
We’re so similar too
Someone like you
Oh what I’m going through
Someone like you
Yeah yeah you
Someone like you
Someone like you
Someone like you
Someone like you
Track Name: The Original Black X
I’m tired of playing the fool
I am living in despair
And I don’t know what to do what to do what to do
If I’m to live this way without you

What will I do, love, from here
Oh what will I do if I’m lost without you

Time flies
By irrational thoughts
By mistakes
I must bite off my tongue

To spare myself the pain that I get every night
I can’t even close my eyes and live in peace
I can’t open them up for fear of what’s ahead

Black X black X
black X black X
Black X black X is here

Although I don’t really want to make you the enemy
I have no control what my mind says to me

Black X through your name
Black X’s everyplace
Black X right through your name
On the list that is my fate

I don’t care
I don’t know
I can’t see
I can’t see straight

Black x here
Track Name: The Music Stopped (Live)
Verse 1:
I’d sit there talking to everyone under the sun
I’d be so passionate and open
Then one day I was attacked
Probably by everybody I wanted to be friends with
I was emotionally scarred
And then the music stopped

Chorus:
And I’m left to sit here in my darkest of days all alone
Without the music to carry me home

Verse 2:
And it hurts me that I am so alone
And it hurts me that I can’t relate to anyone
And I sit here in my darkest of days I’ve ever seen
I am so alone
And then the music
The music stopped

Chorus:
And I’m left to sit here in my darkest of days all alone
Without the music to carry me home
Track Name: I'm Young (Live)
Ok so I’m not 17 anymore. I’ve come to grips with that. But I’m not old. I’m only 25

And I’m as young as I wanna be
And I’m as young as I wanna be

It’s true I might be a little too old for you
But I’m still with my own age group and that’s true

So I don’t feel so bad inside
And I’m not too old
And I’m only 25 years old

And I’m as young as I wanna be
And I’m as young as I wanna be

It’s true I might be too old for you
But I’m as young as I wanna be
Track Name: There He Goes Again (Didn't Make Black X Cut)
There he
There he goes again...

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