So, Now What?

by Bradley Voorhees

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released March 5, 2011

All tracks written, recorded, mixed, and mastered @ Ed Harbst Studio by Bradley Voorhees, Except:
Track 2 lyrics & melody written by B. Voorhees & Jeannie.

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Track Name: AssHole
Intro:
Asshole
he is an asshole
He is an asshole
An asshole

Verse 1:
He plays stupid high school games
And doesn’t know how to sing
I’m not gonna say no names
Crossing me was the last thing
He should have done I’m just sayin
Bitch I wasn’t fuckin’ playin
Asshole I call em like I see em

Hook:
Time and time again
I gave his fucking ass
The chance to be my friend
To friend me once again

Chorus:
Asshole

Verse 2:
I did so much shit for him
Basically showed him where it went
And I got him back on track when he just want’d to give in
I Can’t believe the way I lived
I let him treat me like shit
But it is just what it is
He’s an asshole in the head

Hook:
Time and time again
I gave his fucking ass
The chance to be my friend
To friend me once again

Chorus:
Asshole

Bridge:
You had your chance to reconcile with me
I wasn’t asking you for an apology
It ain’t like I asked you for a goddamned wedding ring
Only love did I expect you to bring
Cause your love it dropped dropped me to my knees
My heart skipped a beat every time I felt you nearing
But now you’ve changed your shape and you simply disgust me
You’re an asshole now that’s all and can’t you hear me screaming

Chorus:
Asshole
Track Name: Because You Love Me
Verse 1:
I breathed my last breath for you today
I gotta live my life anyway
It was strength that I must have lacked
But I rose up and took my heart back
And you can’t control my life anymore
I hope you find what you’re looking for
I hope you’re treated better than you treated me
Guess it’s time to fucking grow up finally

Chorus:
It’s okay to use me
Because you love me
It’s okay to stab me
Because you fucking love me
It’s okay to fuck me
Because you fucking love me
It’s okay to hate me
Because you fucking love me

Verse 2:
You choose lying and you chose games
So you’ll have to live with loss and pain
I wont waste my time on revenge
Cause you wont matter to me in the end
I’ve cried my last tear for you
I have to tell myself the truth
We were never meant to be
And therefore you and me could never become we

Chorus:
It’s okay to use me
Because you love me
It’s okay to stab me
Because you love me
It’s okay to fuck me
Because you love me
It’s okay to hate me
Because you love me

Bridge:
You lifted me up
And then like them
you let me down
You now aren’t found

Chorus:
It’s okay to use me
Because you love me
It’s okay to stab me
Because you love me
It’s okay to fuck me
Because you love me
It’s okay to hate me
Because you love me
Track Name: Let Him Back
Verse 1:
There are so many things I could say to you
But none of it would make sense
There are so many ways that you changed me
But you’ll never get it
And there are so many ways in which you let me down
I hope it’s the end
Cause there are too many ways you can disturb me now

Hook 1:
I’m only hoping for a resolution an end to this BS
A way to let go and move on and be finished
A way to uphold the rules I set for myself
A way to not be upset within and of my time with you

Chorus:
Ah huh Ah huh Ah huh
Why’d I let him back
Ah huh Ah huh Ah huh
Why’d I let him back yo
Ah huh Ah huh Ah huh
How could I let him back
Ah huh Ah huh Ah huh
Let him back

Verse 2:
There are so many things that you did to me
Like hitting me all the time
And there are so many ways you always fucked around
Until I had it
And you played too many games so then I tossed you out
It’s not something I regret
I have to bring up how bad you were to me so that I never forget

Hook 1:
I need a resolution an end to this BS
A way to let go and move on and be finished
A way to uphold the rules I set for myself
A way to not be upset within and of my time with you

Chorus:
Ah huh Ah huh Ah huh
Why’d I let him back
Ah huh Ah huh Ah huh
Why’d I let him back yo
Ah huh Ah huh Ah huh
How could I let him back
Ah huh Ah huh Ah huh
Let him back
Track Name: Lie Like it Always Is
Verse 1:
You said you’d love me but it was a lie like it always is
You said you’d love me till the day you died but it was a lie like it always is
You looked me in the eyes and told me that you’d hold me when I cried
Come to find out you was tellin me a lie like it always is

Chorus:
Liar liar liar
Pants on fire
I’m a choke your ass with a telephone wire
Lies lies lies
Like all the time
Lies Lies Lies

Verse 2:
You said you’d kiss me every day will the day you died
Oh why did I love you why did I try
When everything you said was a lie lie lie
Everything you were was a liar liar liar
You are nothing you are no one no one knows who you are
You’re bitching and you’re whining but you’ll never go far
That’s why I took your ass right out of this song
Cause you’re such a basket case and you’re far from a star

Chorus:
Liar liar liar
Pants on fire
I’m a choke your ass with a telephone wire
Lies lies lies
Like all the time
Lies Lies Lies

Bridge:
Hey yo you yo
I fantasized that you’d follow me
You I where you go
But things are never really as they seem
Ey yo was me yo
Followed you around like a lost puppy
You didn’t care what I did I could have been cheating

Chorus:
Liar liar liar
Pants on fire
I’m a choke your ass with a telephone wire
Lies lies lies
Like all the time
Lies Lies Lies
Track Name: MJ Rhythm Song
MJ Rhythm Song

Verse 1:
I really miss you though I haven’t known you all that long
You put a smile on my face hold me in a trance-like state
I’m releasing all my vulnerabilities
And you’re an absorbent prince to me
In all your glory

Chorus:
I miss your lips on my chords
I miss your touch on my board
I miss your throat on my notes
Can’t you see you’re the one I adore
I miss your teeth on my keys
I miss our deep melody
I miss your dance like beats
Sing from your heart and you on my knees
You got me on my knees
You got me on my knees

Verse 2:
Music forte
Don’t forget it
We were born this way
Studio is our calling
And I’m falling without you here with me

Chorus:
I miss your lips on my chords
I miss your touch on my board
I miss your throat on my notes
Can’t you see you’re the one I adore
I miss your teeth on my keys
I miss our deep melody
I miss your dance like beats
Sing from your heart and you on my knees
You got me on my knees
You got me on my knees

Bridge:
Hour long conversations
I miss your every word daily
And I’m sorry I let you down
If I could take it all back and have you love me again
I’d turn this ship around in the name of love my friend

Chorus:
I miss your lips on my chords
I miss your touch on my board
I miss your throat on my notes
Can’t you see you’re the one I adore
I miss your teeth on my keys
I miss our deep melody
I miss your dance like beats
Sing from your heart and you on my knees
You got me on my knees
You got me on my knees
Track Name: Offer Your Love
Verse 1:
You broke my heart in two
Because I allowed you to
Wanted to catch up to you
But I guess I just wasn’t that cool
You’d appear open to me
But when I got close you cut me off
Like you wanted me to believe
That you’d offer your love

Chorus:
You looked me in the eyes so passionately
But you never once spit out those 3 words to me
And all the wile I’d turn blue from holding my breath
Waiting for you to offer your love
Offer your love
Offer me your love

Verse 2:
You left me here to die
As cliché as am I
Thought I’d give it another try
But it didn’t work and I wana know why
Why the fuck you take my right
To live love laugh and not cry
Yes or no bitch you decide
For I punch u in the eye

Chorus:
You looked me in the eyes so passionately
But you never once spit out those 3 words to me
And all the wile I’d turn blue from holding my breath
Waiting for you to offer your love
Offer your love
Offer me your love
Track Name: Pay For My Sins
Verse 1:
I cry out but no ones listening
I’m all alone now and it’s so devastating
I understand everyone has a place in this life
But I refuse to accept mine without a fight

Hook:
And everyone around me will be stuck suffering
cause of my failure in me

Chorus:
Pay for my sins you all deserve it
Or head for the hills if you can’t withstand this
This is my loss it aint yours it aint yours it aint yours
I’ll blame no one and even no scores

Verse 2:
I’m losing grip and it seems no ones noticing
I’m starting to trip and seems no ones catching me
I know I’m supposed to play a fuckin role in this life
But I’ll never accept this part it’s not really mine

Hook:
And everyone around me will be stuck suffering
because of my failure in me

Chorus:
Pay for my sins you all deserve it
Or head for the hills if you can’t withstand this
This is my loss it aint yours it aint yours it aint yours
I’ll blame no one and even no scores

Bridge:
I remember I remember I remember the pact we had
You’d never let anything hurt brad

Chorus:
Pay for my sins you all deserve it
Or head for the hills if you can’t withstand this
This is my loss it aint yours it aint yours it aint yours
I’ll blame no one and even no scores
Track Name: Sick of Being Tired, Tired of Being Sick
Verse 1:
Sick of being tired
Tired of being sick
I’ve gotta stay wired
Just to frickin live
My body wants to give up
But I’ll never give in
It’s not in the cards
It’s not in my contract

Hook:
To be fulfilled
And stressless
Unharmed
And unsick

Chorus:
So goodbye goodbye to yesterday
I’ll see you again tomorrow morning

Verse 2:
Sick of being tired
Tired of being sick
I’ve gotta stay doped
Just to frickin live
My head is in the wrong place
And I wish I could quit
I’m stuck in the wrong frame
It’s not in my future

Hook:
To be fulfilled
And stressless
Unharmed
And unsick

Chorus:
So goodbye goodbye to yesterday
I’ll see you again tomorrow morning
Track Name: Stuck on the Edge
Verse 1:
I am stuck in the middle
I am tough but I’m withered
It really sucks to be this close
Yet still so far from my goals
I am stuck on the edge

Chorus:
And I’m falling down I’m picked back up
Unable to fall off of the wall

Verse 1:
I am dumb it really shows
Thought I was smart but I didn’t know
The toll that it’d take on my shattered soul
The cost of the living the impact of the blow
I am stuck on the edge

Chorus:
And I’m falling down I’m picked back up
Unable to fall off of the wall

Bridge
I used to think that I could be
whatever I wanted to be
But I now see the error in my ways
I’m unable to separate
My reality versus my fantasy
My heart my dream
My everything
My sanity
GONE

Chorus:
And I’m falling down I’m picked back up
Unable to fall off of the wall
Track Name: That's Why I Love You
Verse 1:
You are so moody
You are so spooky
You are so kooky
You are so loopy

Chorus:
That’s why I love you
That’s why I love you
Can’t help I love you
That’s why I love you
That’s why I love you
That’s why I love you
Can’t help I love you
That’s right I love you

Verse 2:
You are so dopey
always so mopey
And far far too showy
You’re such a bully

Chorus:
That’s why I love you
That’s why I love you
Can’t help I love you
That’s why I love you
That’s why I love you
That’s why I love you
Can’t help I love you
That’s right I love you

Bridge:
Somethin bout your smile
Lifted me inside
Lived in the meanwhile
With you right by my side
But much to my surprise
You were playin games
Just like they all do
Just like everything
Always falls apart
Elevator ride
Can’t help but rock my ship
With your fake-ass disguise
1 2 3 4 5 I bet all you guys
Are rotten to your friends
and rotten to your wives

Chorus:
That’s why I love you
That’s why I love you
Can’t help I love you
That’s why I love you
That’s why I love you
That’s why I love you
Can’t help I love you
That’s right I love you
Track Name: They
Verse 1:
When they go they go don’t they
When they hit they hit don’t they
And when they show they show don’t they
And when they hate they hate don’t they

Chorus:
Men what good are they
Be single just to save the face
Lock em up throw out the key
And save them for a rainy day
Standing in the mirror all day
Check out yourself because your gay
I don’t need you anyway
You ain’t really built for me
Men what good are they

Verse 2:
When they lie they lie don’t they
When they cheat they cheat don’t they
When they ho they ho don’t they
When they’re dumb they’re dumb aren’t they

Chorus:
Men what good are they
Be single just to save the face
Lock em up throw out the key
And save them for a rainy day
Standing in the mirror all day
Check out yourself because your gay
I don’t need you anyway
You ain’t really built for me

Bridge:
They’d be good for a laugh
They’d be good for a rise
Now if they’d only live up to imaginary guy
They’d be good for some fun
They’d be good for a wife
Now if they’d only live up to imaginary guy

Chorus:
Men what good are they
Be single just to save the face
Lock em up throw out the key
And save them for a rainy day
Standing in the mirror all day
Check out yourself because your gay
I don’t need you anyway
You ain’t really built for me
Men what good are they

Verse 3:
When they hide they hide don’t they
When they run they run don’t they
But when they’re good they’re so good aren’t they
When they love you, they really love you don’t they

Chorus:
Men what good are they
Be single just to save the face
Lock em up throw out the key
And save them for a rainy day
Standing in the mirror all day
Check out yourself because your gay
I don’t need you anyway
You ain’t really built for me
Men what good are they
Track Name: Ya Don't Say
Verse 1:
My knowledge has made me wise
Ya d-don’t say
Ya d-don’t say
I live such a precious life
Ya d-don’t say
Ya d-don’t say
Your dead ends my welcomed fate
Ya d-don’t say
Ya d-don’t say
My charm makes guys drool on me
Ya d-don’t say
Ya d-don’t say

Chorus
Ya Don’t Say
Ya da da da da da

Verse 2:
I curtsey you take a bow
Ya d-don’t say
Ya d-don’t say
I fit in while you’re too loud
Ya d-don’t say
Ya d-don’t say
I love life you mope around
Ya d-don’t say
Ya d-don’t say
I’m pleasant and you’re too fowl

Chorus
Ya Don’t Say
Ya da da da da da

Bridge:
I like ticktacks my breath smell good
I like learning education and books
I watch sunsets and love the stars in the sky
I try to watch the sun set every single night
I love to eat salad what an elegant food
I’ll betchu that my diet is the best thing to choose
I like laughing I have a nifty little smile
Laugher comes to me by the pile
Fake eyelashes and golden blonde curls
I love to wear my hair like a precious little girl
I love to wear perfume and it’s true I shit pearls
Anything you can imagine I got there first

Chorus
Ya Don’t Say
Ya da da da da da