The Abandoned: Scraps Edition; Scraps Part 6

by Bradley Voorhees

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released January 16, 2013

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Track Name: That Place
Verse 1:
I don’t know where maybe someplace I’m allowed to be me
Where everything isn’t all about me and the perfect I should be
Where people dance naked all around me where people like me for me
Where I’m not the only one showing all of my vulnerability

Chorus:
That place is over the moon
That place is my home
And it strays away from me like I’m the enemy
So I sat as it strayed away and realized I lost me

Verse 2:
Each place I’ve lived in through my days they’d laughed at me
nine-tenths of the kids in my schools they wanted no part of me
Each place I grew up in it was a big-time catastrophe
Each guy that I think is hot well he don’t do monogamy

Chorus:
That place is over the moon
That place is my home
It strays away from me like I’m the enemy
So I sat as it strayed away and realized I lost me
Track Name: What's Left of You
Verse 1:
Holding onto what’s left of you here in my head
Because now that you’re gone I know that I’ll never ever get you back
but the truth is you were gone the whole time
when you were supposed to be mine

Chorus:
You got away
Now it’s a new day
And I am afraid
I miss having you all to me

Verse 2:
Holding onto what’s left of you here in my heart
and I know now that I never really ever had you at all from the start
and you know you never treated me right
Why am I not surprised

Chorus:
You got away
Now it’s a new day
And I am afraid
I miss having you all to me

Bridge:
How did I even get this far knowing that you didn’t love me baby

Chorus:
You got away
Now it’s a new day
And I am afraid
I miss having you all to me
Track Name: Hey Nick
Verse 1:
Hey Nick
woncha come on over here
I’ve got this itch
And I hear you like ‘em queer
You with that dick
Woncha come here be a dear
And I’ll be your bitch
when I feel ya comin’ near

Chorus:
Hey Nick I could go all night
So come over here and don’t forget to turn out the light
I’ma make you feel nice
Make all your dreams come true tonight
if you can just hit it right
Yeah Nick you know you’re just my type

Verse 2:
Hey Nick
Dontcha like the way it feels
My only wish
is that you like my sex appeal
And I need my fix
or I may not know just how to deal
And we really mix
I’m just sayin’ what is real

Chorus:
Hey Nick I could go all night
So come over here and don’t forget to turn out the light
I’ma make you feel nice
Make all your dreams come true tonight
if you can just hit it right
Yeah Nick you know you’re just my type

Bridge:
When I met Nick I knew we both sucked dick
How many licks does it take to get
to a playas attention shit
just listen to this rap that I spit
Mother fucker deal with it
Bradley’s on the mic with a gift
And you gonna get hit bitch
if you keep throwin’ them fits
wait till I’m done yo cause this rap is sick

Chorus:
Hey Nick I could go all night
So come over here and don’t forget to turn out the light
I’ma make you feel nice
Make all your dreams come true tonight
if you can just hit it right
Yeah Nick you know you’re just my type
Track Name: What I Did
Verse 1:
I never thought that this would be
in the cards for you and me
I never gave it a second thought
I’ve always known that it’s all my fault

Hook:
Ou what I did to me
Ou what I did to us
Ou tell me can’t you see
Ou how I’ve fucked shit up

Chorus:
I’m gonna make it up to you baby
I’m gonna make things right again

Verse 2:
This life is not our destiny
I’ve gotta be the one to set you free
the ambitions buried here deep within me
I’m gonna show you who I know you can be

Hook:
Ou what I did to me
Ou what I did to us
Ou tell me can’t you see
Ou how I’ve fucked shit up

Chorus:
I’m gonna make it up to you baby
I’m gonna make things right again

Bridge
You’ve got to understand
I’ll show you the life we never had

Chorus:
I’m gonna make it up to you baby
I’m gonna make things right again

Chorus:
I’m gonna make it up to you baby
I’m gonna make things right again
Track Name: I Will Die Unknown
Verse 1:
I'm sitting here feelin like nobodies listening
It's what I'd feared I seem to make such bad decisions
And now it's like I'm blotted out and I'm not with it
Fight back my tears hopefully I'm somebody’s mission

Chorus:
So fix me up
I'm here dying slow
What the fuck
I'm not strong enough
Or put me down
Just let my spirit go
Guess I can see how
I will die unknown

Verse 2:
I’m still right here but feelin’ like everyone’s moved on
Don’t mean leer can’t help but wonder where you’ve gone
Cause now it’s like the world has seen too much of my bad side
Fight back the urge to run away and hide just say so long

Chorus:
So fix me up
I'm here dying slow
What the fuck
I'm not strong enough
Or put me down
Just let my spirit go
Guess I can see how
I will die unknown

Bridge:
Where do I go now
it’s too late to
turn this shit around
it feels fake to
reinvent myself
I just want to
stand and scream and shout
I think I’m going to

Chorus:
So fix me up
I'm here dying slow
What the fuck
I'm not strong enough
Or put me down
Just let my spirit go
Guess I can see how
I will die unknown
Track Name: Just Say Goodbye
Verse 1:
It was so hard to build my identity
And you took it all away
It took so long but you didn't care about anything
I took one second to do away with

Chorus:
What about me
What about the next guy
How do you lead
Such a miserable life
And why do you cheat
How come you always lie
How bout finishing
Before you just say goodbye

Verse 2:
I’ve been alone so long I’m comfortable
I wouldn’t have it any other way
So hard to trust now if you only knew what you did to me
I can keep guys like you from happening

Chorus:
What about me
What about the next guy
How do you lead
Such a miserable life
And why do you cheat
How come you always lie
How bout finishing
Before you just say goodbye

Bridge:
In a way I guess I owe you a Thank You
cause if it weren’t for you and your miserable ways
would I have even pulled through

Chorus:
What about me
What about the next guy
How do you lead
Such a miserable life
And why do you cheat
How come you always lie
How bout finishing
Before you just say goodbye
And why do you cheat
How come you always lie
How bout finishing
Before you just say goodbye
Track Name: Battle With Self
Verse 1:
Sorry baby I don’t want no part of it
Your shit-talkin’ is only a temporary fix
sick of this life you ain’t brought me dick
Anger rage and sorrow it just won’t be missed
baby baby baby baby baby baby go on
baby baby baby baby baby baby get out
baby baby baby baby baby baby go on
baby baby baby baby baby baby get out
Sorry baby you ain’t bringin me down
everytime I really need you you just can’t be found
Everytime I need you you just ain’t around
it’s time to get up out this town
baby baby baby baby baby baby let me go
baby baby baby baby baby baby let me out
baby baby baby baby baby baby let me go
baby baby baby baby baby baby let me out

Chorus:
And now I can feel my way around
I ain’t got you draggin’ me down
I won’t try to separate the time
cause now all the time is mine
and boy what they said was true
I’ve gained a lot since I lost you
Ya tried to win over my mind
but I fought back to get what’s mine

Verse 2:
Sorry baby I ain’t playin’ no more
your so-called morals and your lines have become a bore
Once you’re out baby I’m gonna lock the door
you won the battle of my best years I’ll win the war
baby baby baby baby baby baby fuck you
baby baby baby baby baby you ain’t shit
baby baby baby baby baby baby fuck you
baby baby baby baby baby you ain’t shit
So many times baby you left me on my knees
you were there baby bout as much as I smoke trees
You prevented all the world from liking me
now it’s time to find myself so they can all see
baby baby baby baby baby I’m free
baby baby baby baby baby it’s really me
baby baby baby baby baby I’m am free
baby baby baby baby baby it’s really me

Chorus:
And now I can feel my way around
I ain’t got you draggin’ me down
I won’t try to separate the time
cause now all the time is mine
and boy what they said was true
I’ve gained a lot since I lost you
Ya tried to win over my mind
but I fought back to get what’s mine

Bridge:
baby I fought back to get what’s mine
I want what is mine
Track Name: Banana Peel
Verse 1:
Guess everybody knows now
So you can all relax
I don’t hold out a lot of help now
No I can’t

Chorus:
I look how I feel and I feel like I’ve just stepped on a banana peel
Rage and this rage and this rage and this rage and this rage
I am a hot mess and now I must must confess or get me outta here
Rage and this rage and this rage and this rage and this rage

Verse 2:
No one knows how much I loved you
And no one cares
they only seen how bad you treated me
I was so scared

Chorus:
I look how I feel and I feel like I’ve just stepped on a banana peel
Rage and this rage and this rage and this rage and this rage
I am a hot mess and now I must must confess or get me outta here
Rage and this rage and this rage and this rage and this rage

Bridge:
You were my lover but you didn’t treat me well at all
You were my best friend but you’d abuse me whenever I’d call

Chorus:
I look how I feel and I feel like I’ve just stepped on a banana peel
Rage and this rage and this rage and this rage and this rage
I am a hot mess and now I must must confess or get me outta here
Rage and this rage and this rage and this rage and this rage

Chorus:
I look how I feel and I feel like I’ve just stepped on a banana peel
Rage and this rage and this rage and this rage and this rage
I am a hot mess and now I must must confess or get me outta here
Rage and this rage and this rage and this rage and this rage
Track Name: Forgotten Title (My Kind)
Verse 1:
You came along you said great things you made me feel like I was in love
You spoke of beautiful nights you spoke of my eyes you held me tight
and then you asked how big it was and all of a sudden I fell out of love
And questions followed like “How you like it?” and “How you want my big dick in your mouth?”

Chorus:
And now I’m grossed out
you’re a waste
outta my fuckin’ face
this ain’t the time or the place
I think that you should just leave
Then you left so I grieved
And I thought that you liked me
but you just wanted to bang me
And I told him “No way!”
so he left out of my place
So now I’m alone again
to add him to the list I’ve started of nasty men
Will I ever find a guy
will I always cry each and every time I don’t find my kind

Verse 2:
At first I thought that you really liked me as I spoke you kept my eye
Your face shown of ‘deep understanding’ and I really was convinced you were my type
And then I put in my record and asked if you agreed with my point
and you stood as you nodded and farted and said “It must have been the whine.”

Chorus:
And now I’m grossed out
you’re a waste
outta my fuckin’ face
this ain’t the time or the place
I think that you should just leave
Then you left so I grieved
And I thought that you liked me
but you just wanted to bang me
And I told him “No way!”
so he left out of my place
So now I’m alone again
to add him to the list I’ve started of nasty men
Will I ever find a guy
will I always cry each and every time I don’t find my kind
Track Name: To Those 'Friends' Who Abandoned Me
Verse 1:
We used to be best friends you and me yes
We used to hang out like all the time attached at the hip
But then you disappeared you let them get to you and talk me down yes
I reminisce of a time when you were still around mmm no

Chorus:
Bright days blue skies in my life with or without you
And I wont even say ‘hey’ if I run into you
And I’d move really far away if I really had to
Just to avoid you I can see through you this is what it’s come to

Verse 2:
We used to say we’d remain best friends for our whole lives yes
And it’s hard to think that it didn’t happen and there’s no more you and I
Remember your face sometimes so I sit and cry
but don’t hesitate reminding myself how you didn’t even try

Chorus:
Bright days blue skies in my life with or without you
And I wont even say ‘hey’ if I run into you
And I’d move really far away if I really had to
Just to avoid you I can see through you this is what it’s come to

Bridge:
You were once there for me
but now you’ve let me down
You were once so caring
but now you don’t you don’t make a sound

Chorus:
Bright days blue skies in my life with or without you
And I wont even say ‘hey’ if I run into you
And I’d move really far away if I really had to
Just to avoid you I can see through you this is what it’s come to

Chorus:
Bright days blue skies in my life with or without you
And I wont even say ‘hey’ if I run into you
And I’d move really far away if I really had to
Just to avoid you I can see through you this is what it’s come to
Track Name: Here I Am
Verse 1:
I'd try
but he didn't notice
try to make
To make it work between us
So I would
I'd sacrifice myself
And I'd get
get nothing at all back

Chorus:
hey you
here I am
Hey Baby boy
here I am
hey watcha doin’
sitting over there all by yourself
hey sexy guy
here I am

Verse 2:
I'd cry
but he didn't notice
Cause I'd hide
I'd hide all my true feelings
So I would
I'd carry on smiling
So he wouldn't
know how much he hurt me

Chorus:
hey you
here I am
Hey Baby boy
here I am
hey watcha doin’
sitting over there all by yourself
hey sexy guy
here I am

Bridge:
Break it down

Chorus:
hey you
here I am
Hey Baby boy
here I am
hey watcha doin’
sitting over there all by yourself
hey sexy guy
here I am

Chorus:
hey you
here I am
Hey Baby boy
here I am
hey watcha doin’
sitting over there all by yourself
hey sexy guy
here I am
Track Name: How'd it Come to This
Verse 1:
You saw the underlying
so now you know
standing there naked and crying
to you I bared my soul
You didn’t seem so understanding
or filled with dread
I wiped all my tears all away as you
walked out of my life

Chorus:
And I don’t think I’ll ever share my soul again to anyone
and I’d like to ask myself how’d it come to this to this to this

Verse 2:
My doubts they all surround me
as I let myself down
My legs become so shaky
when you come around
This change in my life is draining me
me to my very core
why is my love so worthless
I don’t wanna hurt anymore

Chorus:
And I don’t think I’ll ever share my soul again to anyone
and I’d like to ask myself how’d it come to this to this
Track Name: This is It (Original Version)
Verse 1:
I’ve cut you slack that you did not deserve
I let you back dispite all the hurt
I let you whine about your so-called misfortunes
and I wouldn’t have if I’d have known you were such a jerk

Chorus:
And it’s a damn shame I like ‘em just like you
and I’m to blame for giving you as much as I did
and your looks give you more than you are worth
And so this it

Verse 2:
I played my little tiny dance all around you
Despite what all of my other friends thought
I looked into your eyes and I neglected to pay my dues to truth
and it’s like it’s like I never fought I never fought

Chorus:
And it’s a damn shame I like ‘em just like you
and I’m to blame for giving you as much as I did
and your looks give you more than you are worth
And so this it

Bridge:
This is it I’m done
I can’t take it no more
Your looks my friend
they can’t hold me no more
no no no no no no no
no no no no no no no

End Chorus:
And it’s a damn shame I like ‘em just like you
and I’m to blame for giving you as much as I did
and your looks give you more than you are worth
And so this it
Track Name: A HookUp Whore's Mind
Verse 1:
When ya gonna bounce when ya gonna leave
that’s the way it always is with you and me
When ya gonna see that you’re just another trick to me
Call come by to please bitch shut the fuck up and get on your knees
I don’t wanna hear I just wanna see oh baby baby

Hook:
you come straight out the wrapper
like candy-coated sweets
So after I’m pleased you
get your shit and you leave
I don’t wanna feel no pressure
and no I don’t wanna date
I don’t want another stalker
cause my sex is so great

Chorus 1:
Boy I’m for real
it’s just so true
you’re a toy and I’m sorry I broke you
Now get your shit
and get your ass down the stairs and outta my house
Oh boy I’m for real
it’s just so true
you’re a toy and I’m sorry I broke you

Verse 2:
When ya gonna see I’m not your cup of tea
Whys it gotta always be like this between you and me
Feeling like the pressures too much

Hook:
you come straight out the wrapper
like candy-coated sweets
So after I’m pleased you
get your shit and you leave
I don’t wanna feel no pressure
and no I don’t wanna date
I don’t want another stalker
cause my shit is so great

Chorus 2:
Boy I’m for real
Oh it’s just so true
you’re a toy and I’m sorry I broke you
Now get your shit
and get your ass down the stairs and outta my house
Oh boy I’m for real
it’s just so true
you’re a toy and I’m sorry I hurt you
Now get your shit and get outta my house
boy I’m for real
Track Name: Went on to Become Malin Berggren
Verse 1:
There’s a house within my heart full of vacancy
There’s a site within a part that only they can see
cause you’re too close to me to see I’m out of energy
and there’s just no hiding the words written all over me

Hook:
Why do I feel like I am alone
Why do I feel so undisclosed
With as open as I am
why do I feel like a solo-man

Chorus:
heal me I’m broken up
love me I’m untouchable
Track Name: I Give, You Leave
It’s the way it always goes
I keep givin’ you more
and you ain’t givin’ back
Oh I give you everything
why am I still here trying
I could give you my last dollar and you’d still walk away
smilin’ at me why I’m still sitting here alone
I could give the sun to you and it would not impress you
why oh why do I love you
when you don’t even know I exist
you wouldn’t understand
you’re just like any other man
when somebody gives
when someone tries to let you in to be nice
we don’t get anything
I get I get nothin’ from you
Track Name: A Forgotten Instrumental
There are no lyrics for an instrumental, silly!