The Lost Boy

by Bradley Voorhees

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This is my most meaningful album as far as secret things hidden throughout it... First off, I am a HUGE LOST FAN. Lost is a show that ran on ABC from 2004 until 2010. The music portion of the tracks get their influence from 1 band, and 1 album from that particular band... The vocal portion of this album makes various references to the show Lost... The singles of this album were released on specific dates for specific reasons... The #'s all mean something and equal something... Just like Hurly's numbers on Lost ha!

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released July 16, 2008

All tracks written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Bradley Voorhees @ Ed Harbst Studios (Formerly A Stem From Basement Productions)

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Track Name: Couldn't Save Us
Hurt Intro:
Bradley- God it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts
Ultra Femmy Ego- Oh don’t let it hurt. It doesn’t hurt.
Bradley- What?
Ultra Femmy Ego- It doesn’t hurt.
Bradley- You’re just my ultra femmy ego.
Ultra Femmy Ego- Whatever!
Bradley- Leave me alone
Ultra Femmy Ego- No, it’s just, it’s not…
Bradley- I’ll never get over it.
Ultra Femmy Ego- Yes you will.
Bradley- Just go away.
Ultra Femmy Ego- No, come on.

Verse 1:
I changed the house around today
Put the plates back up on the microwave
Just thought I’d let you know (Just thought I’d let you know)
I drove the car around today
As I drove I told you about my day
And then I sat waiting (And then I sat waiting)
for a reply, words exchanged
But you were not sitting in your place
Then I remembered (Then I remembered)

Hook:
I’m alone, it’s such a change
I’m not used to being alone

Chorus:
my love my soul my heart couldn’t save us
my smarts my wisdom my thoughts they couldn’t save us
my life my visions my music couldn’t save us
my embrace my peaked face and mistakes couldn’t save us

Verse 2:
I dropped a class at school today
Didn’t really much like it anyway
I’d always tell you these things (I’d always tell you these things)
I wrote a song and named it “Kate”
I’d always tell you all about it cause you know music is my fate
And that it is what makes me, me
And you’d only mind that fact some days (some days)
I got tickets for us today
You know I’d always do those cutesy things
Well here’s to those memories yeah e-yeah-yeah-yeah
We’d sit and watch Lost on TV
Little did I know that it’d one day be me
That I’d be lost all alone without you

Chorus:
my love my soul my heart couldn’t save us
my smarts my wisdom my thoughts they couldn’t save us
my life my visions my music couldn’t save us
my embrace my peaked face and mistakes couldn’t save us
Track Name: Don't Try to Open up the Hatch
4 8 15 16
VERSE 1:
You said you deserved all that I was
And you said you got your hunky Italian
But you were not happy unless I played dumb
And you were the opposite of a guy who can have fun

CHORUS:
Don’t try to open up the hatch
I’m askin’ you now for a reason
Don’t try to open up the hatch
It’s full of all my dirty secretes
Don’t try to open up the hatch
The hatch of dirty secrets
Don’t try to open up the hatch
You’ll be in wonder for a season
Don’t try to open up the hatch
I’m askin’ you now for a reason
Don’t try to open up the hatch
It’s full of all my dirty secretes
Don’t try to open up the hatch
The hatch of dirty secrets
Don’t try to open up the hatch

VERSE 2:
You said that you was diggin’ all the things that I was
But then you started naggin’ at me all the time Just because
Well who can deal with that shit like five to seven days out of the month
You pick them up and chew them out you’re gonna end up with no one

CHORUS:
Don’t try to open up the hatch
I’m askin’ you now for a reason
Don’t try to open up the hatch
It’s full of all my dirty secretes
Don’t try to open up the hatch
The hatch of dirty secrets
Don’t try to open up the hatch
You’ll be in wonder for a season
Don’t try to open up the hatch
I’m askin’ you now for a reason
Don’t try to open up the hatch
It’s full of all my dirty secretes
Don’t try to open up the hatch
The hatch of dirty secrets
Don’t try to open up the hatch
Track Name: Flashback & Flashforward
I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it
I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it

Verse 1:
They say it’s a mistake that I act so queerly
And since I do I must play the part the right way
flaming gay guy for their laugher and mockery
A flamer ain’t mainstream and he never will be
But that’s just the way it goes here
But that’s just the way it goes here
that’s just the way it goes here
that’s just the way it goes here
They say it’s never good for a homo to be horny
That if he’s not hair dressing he’s way too boring
gays live solely for drugs and sex scoring
They must hate us that’s why they tried reforming
And that’s just the way it goes here
And that’s just the way it goes here
that’s just the way it goes here
that’s just the way it goes here

Chorus 1:
We’ll flashback to a time when I was mine and only mine
Then maybe you’ll see why I’m making me how I want to be defined
That’s just the way I am now
That’s just the way I am now
That’s just the way I am now-ow-oh oh woe-oh woe-oh oh oh

Verse 2:
They wish I’d lose weight and then act more manly
They wish I didn’t look like a washed up tranny
They wish I’d let go of my acting so campy
They don’t get that I act this way naturally
But that’s just the way it goes here
that’s just the way it goes here that’s just the way it goes here
that’s just the way it goes here
They wish I’d give into taking drugs &
And brag about it after purposely getting caught for it
That Hollywood needs dirt to make a guy famous
I bent over and told them to kiss my anus
that’s just the way it goes here
that’s just the way it goes here
that’s just the way it goes here
that’s just the way it goes here

Chorus 2:
Well flashforward to a time when you’ll see that I was mine and only mine (Mine)
Then maybe you’ll see why I have been making me seen how I want to be (Want to be)
That’s just the way I am now
That’s just the way I am now
That’s just the way I am now
Ya get it ya get it ya get it ya get it Ya get it ya get it ya get it do ya get it
Ya get it ya get it ya get it ya get it Ya get it ya get it ya get it do ya get it
That’s just the way
I am now
I am now
I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it
I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it I get it
Yes it is yes it is yes it is now
That’s just the way I am now
Yeah-e-ah
I am now Yes I am now yeah yeah
I get it I get it I get it
That’s just the way I am now
That’s just the way you is now
Track Name: It's Scary
Chorus:
Heal to unable back it getting never and
Feel themselves they that love a for all
Dreams out tossing morals away throwing
Disintegrating people witness to scary it’s

Verse 1:
Mentally and physically can I long how sure not I’m
Me love doesn’t obviously so who someone with be
Stupidity my about things obvious such saying me to
Speaking message obvious this hear ever I will when

Scary it’s cause sad it’s and me to happen
Thing of sort this had ever I have never but
Day my in much too all this witnessed have I
Escape to unable box a in trapped get I will

Verse 2:
Folks those for like it’s what witness to thought horrid a it’s
Home their outside the from like looks it what know to know ya
Down going really what’s knowing yourself it live you then but
Through go friends your seen you what of cause you to happening what’s

Turned were time of hands the if happen would when
Future the to advanced has know you that life the all and
Learned have you would wise more be you would
Were you as stupid as just be still you will or
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Verse 1:
I’m not sure how long I can physically and mentally
be with someone who so obviously doesn’t love me
When will I ever hear this obvious message speaking
To me saying such obvious things about my stupidity

Will I get trapped in a box unable to escape
I have witnessed this all too much in my day
But never have I ever had this sort of thing
Happen to me, and it’s sad cause it’s scary

Chorus:
It’s scary to witness people disintegrating
Throwing away morals tossing out dreams
All for a love that they themselves feel
And never getting it back, unable to heal

Verse 2:
It’s a horrid thought to witness what it’s like for those folks
Ya know to know what it looks like from the outside their home
But then you live it yourself knowing what’s really going down
What’s happening to you cause of what you seen your friends go through

What would happen if the hands of time were turned
And all the life that you know has advanced to the future
Would you be more wise, would you have learned
Or will you still be just as stupid as you were

Chorus:
It’s scary to witness people disintegrating
Throwing away morals tossing out dreams
All for a love that they themselves feel
And never getting it back, unable to heal
Track Name: Bradley Voorhees, Feat. JoEy - Like a Straight Boy
Verse 1:
Girl you don’t know how good it is you got it
You got that hottie ballin’ on his knees beggin you for it
Mmm what I wouldn’t give to wear the dresses you be wearin’
Bitch please
Ou girl he looks like he knows just where to touch it
He’s got you squirming all around the bed and just a rubbin’
Mmm what I wouldn’t give to be the meat that he be cravin’
Man please

Chorus:
He look like a straight boy
He walk like a straight boy
Bet he fuck like a straight boy
Well walk straight till you hit my bed

Verse 2:
Boy you don’t know just what it is you want yet
Cause you ain’t ever been under my bedspread with me sexing
Mmm boy afterwards you’ll be second guessin’
Your Sexual identity
You know You should choose after you’re well-rounded
And I just have a feeling that my headboard gon’ start rockin’
And pictures will fall off the walls an smash up all around us
Man please fuck me

Chorus:
He look like a straight boy
He walk like a straight boy
Bet he fuck like a straight boy
Well walk straight till you hit my bed
Well walk straight till you hit my bed
Track Name: Like Me
Verse 1:
The people who like me would have to have no life
The ones who pay attention to me must be old and denied
Or fat and unloved or Living with their parents like bums
With a husband who hates them or treats them just like junk

Chorus:
One must be stupid to even half like me
Or someone rather stupid just like me
I’ve yet to meet someone as fixed as me
As obsessed with abyss out of whack like me

Verse 2:
I’m nothing and if you watch me, you’re nothing but a whore
I’m perverted and self lacking, so far from pedestalized or adored

Chorus:
One must be stupid to even half like me
Or someone rather stupid just like me
I’ve yet to meet someone as fixed as me
As obsessed with abyss out of whack like me
Track Name: Travel in Time
Verse 1:
It’s 8:15 and I’m alone again
Push within all my fears and keep on smilin’
That was the guy I used to be back then
But something’s happening

Chorus 1:
I wanna travel in time
Anywhere to get the love that’s supposed to be mine
I wanna travel in time
Any place that I can find where my lovers don’t lie

Verse 2:
It’s 4:48 and I’m playing the lost boy again
Seems like I’ve still got him stuck up in my crowded head
don’t think it was his lying but the waiting that pushed me over the edge
He made life so much stress

Chorus 2:
I wanna travel in time
Anywhere to get the love that’s supposed to be mine
I wanna travel in time
Any place that I can find where my lovers don’t lie
Cause I refuse to believe
That I’m living this life for an eternity
Cause I just don’t see
This life I live it should have never happened to me
Track Name: You're Allowed to Feel
Verse 1:
You’re allowed to feel unloved today
You’re allowed to feel unpretty any day
You’re allowed to feel self pity all the way
You’re allowed to feel ugly underneath

Chorus:
You’re not alone in what you feel
There’s so many who can relate
You’re not alone in all the hate
so many people make that mistake

Verse 2:
You’re allowed to feel unfulfilled and pathetic
You’re allowed to feel un-Gratiot and useless
You’re allowed to feel fat and unsexy
You’re allowed to feel uncool and comedic-less

Chorus:
You’re not alone in what you feel
There’s so many who can relate
You’re not alone in all the hate
so many people make that mistake

Bridge:
You can feel worthless and dumb
But never think that you’re alone
I’ve been there too so just hold on
We’re in this together forever and beyond
It’s not the end, it’s not your fate

Chorus:
You’re not alone in what you feel
There’s so many who can relate
You’re not alone in all the hate
so many people make that mistake

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